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Thursday was a blessed, much needed day off.

I was supposed to have a lesson with Will but his doctor had told him to take it very easy (he had a cardiac ablation) so I decided for both of us it was best to cancel.

Instead I had breakfast and washed our sheets while Jameson went to the gym.

Had a phone chat with the financial advisor for my meager investment account. It was boring and a waste of both our time but a chat is apparently required once a year or something. He is an elderly white man, and I despise working with him because every time we talk he interrogates me about my income, expresses bafflement that I haven't considered another line of work or marriage as a form of financial stability, and makes it clear that he disapproves of how inconsistent my income is. It, like, stresses him out that I can never tell him how much I make annually, because it varies so wildly from year to year that I don't know until the year is over. Don't ask why I keep this investment account, I've no idea.

This time at least, for once, he didn't interrogate me about my income.

Him: "Anything new you'd like to share? Any questions about your account?"
Me: "No, I generally avoid looking at my account right now because of the way things are going."
Him: "...Not a fan of the current administration, huh?"
Me: "Considering that the current administration has a problem with the arts, as well as the company I keep as an entertainment industry professional, no, I can't realistically be a fan of the current administration."
Him: *5 second silence* "Ok. Well, this has been a good chat."


I can't relate to people like my financial advisor, for whom money is a god to be lifted above all else.
I'm sure he can't relate to me and my incomprehensible fixation with being a musician instead of a breeding sow, either.

After that my day was pretty much done, and I was grateful for it.
Jameson's parents sent us a Kringle, which is a sort of "pride of Wisconsin" dessert that we've enjoyed while staying with them previously. This one is cherry flavored, and I'm excited to cut into it after Easter dinner on Sunday!

I got an email from the tour I'm supposed to join in June, asking for a headshot.
Wow, communication! The first real official one in about 3 months. I sent a photo and will hope for more info and updates soon.

Before lunch I enjoyed half a Dragon's Milk Crimson Keep (ABV 11% which is why I only drink half a beer at a time, just that small amount gives me a very wonderful buzz) and after lunch I was a lazy a$$, doing nothing but planning dinners and taking photos of stuff I want to sell online.

We watched Top Chef and went to bed.

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Friday I was up early, felt restless. Days off are supposed to be relaxing and enjoyable, but they just make me feel guilty for not being productive "enough," whatever that means.

So while Jameson slept I had breakfast, then
     - Took pictures of some trombone accessories that I'm offloading and listed them for sale
     - Bookmarked recipes for next week
     - Packed food for Epic tomorrow
     - Looked up how to repair the drippy guest bathroom sink


When Jameson got up I
     - Practiced bass
     - Went to the grocery for tonight's dinner and Easter dinner ingredients
     - Bought a sink repair kit and tried to repair the sink but the handle screw is so stripped that neither of us could remove it
     - Researched how to get our sinks and faucets replaced after consulting with Jameson about it
     - Sold two of my trombone accessories and set up payment and shipping for them
     - Prepped clothes and music for Easter Sunday gig
     - Bookmarked things I might need to buy for tour
     - Cleaned out the bathroom overhead light, which was full of ancient dead bugs


It feels like I did nothing at all today regardless of all this.

Eventually made "summer spaghetti" for dinner which is just pancetta, squash, tomatoes, balsamic, and basil on wheat spaghetti and sprinkled with cheese. One of our tasty staple dinners.

And finally sent notice to Epic and Disney that I'll be going on tour in June.
We're two months away from me leaving, and Epic at least will need to replace me. Disney probably won't be much affected.

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Saturday, up before my alarm for coffee and to work on Foodie Finds because receiving contact from the tour yesterday has re-motivated me. Left earlier than needed to get gas and pick up a Panera sandwich for lunch. Arriving early was good, though, because on Saturday traffic is lighter so for once I got decent parking, and also had time to play bass for 30 minutes.

Our sets were normal. We had one of the subs on trumpet, and…he did great but I really wish we could have a few more rehearsals for all of the subs. We also didn’t have the cart because one of the wheels snapped clean off as soon as it was moved. Yikes! It’ll be out for days if not weeks.

Employee-only previews are over, so now we have actual paying guests in the park (Annual Passholders.) It’s a different vibe but so far not a bad one. We had some good crowds and smiling faces :) I'm embarrassed to say that the only recording I've found of our trio performing today is one where I messed up terribly...and here I am criticizing the sub musicians! How's that for instant karma! Anyway I won't flinch from it. Remembering this performance will keep me humble and remind me to stay focused so I can do a better job next time.

Back home I prepped a light breakfast for Easter service tomorrow, and boiled some eggs for deviled eggs, then hydrated and relaxed.

Random photos from OCRegister, so you can see what's going on in this park right now.
There are more and more people, but it's still not CROWDED.
But oh, it will be.

Astrid/Stormfly meet-and-greet in How to Train Your Dragon / Berk
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Frankenstein's Castle, Darkmoor, Dark Universe
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The streets of Place Cachee, Wizarding World/Ministry of Magic
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Sunday, up at 4am, UUUUGH.

Before leaving I set out a small Easter basket for Jameson, along with a Japan Series Cubs shirt.
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A 90-minute drive to some random Methodist church in the middle of nowhere. I arrived on time and so did the others in the hired brass quartet, we all pulled into the parking lot about the same time. Chatted as we got set up. Met the choir director, who started with a warm up and then ran through "Crown Him with Many Crowns" with us.
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We were hired to play prelude music for 15 minutes before the two Easter services, and then play along with any hymns. It was easy. At the first service we were a little timid, and didn't get applause between songs because it was a scant, half-asleep audience. But we did get applause when finished with the set, and after the service many people came up to tell us they'd enjoyed our playing.

The population of this church is 99% blue hairs; I only saw one couple about my age and they looked like they absolutely did not want to be there. This meant that we four in the quartet were the youngest in the room...and also, being from out of town, the most interesting. Thus it was that between services we were invited to enjoy a light breakfast with the choir, and had our ears talked off by these lovely men and women who only had a scant 20 minutes to pelt us with all the questions they could squeeze in, and/or tell us about themselves! :D

It has been a while, and had forgotten what a novelty I am, as a female trombonist, to this generation.
And never before have I had multiple people simultaneously exclaiming over that, as I did today.

Within just a few minutes I got,
"Wow, you're really playing that big ole instrument, huh!"
"My band director wanted me to play the trombone too, but my parents would have been FURIOUS."
"How can a tiny thing like you play a big instrument like that?"
"You must have extra-big lungs to keep up with the boys!"

...and my favorite was,
" *Manly giggle* So tell me, at what age were your arms long enough to reach all the notes?"


Generally, I consider comments like these to be non-offensive, and simply an expression of the fact that very few women play the trombone (and also that it has been a rather frowned-upon thing for young ladies to do, making it novel/more interesting than would be otherwise.) Additionally, most people don't know very much about the trombone and so make assumptions based on pop culture and tropes and whatnot.

It makes me happy that people are interested; to share how I got into playing the trombone, and explain that most anyone of either sex can play trombone, even with little arms :) When it becomes offensive is when a man uses one of the above statements as a segue into a mansplain about trombone technique because he played it back in middle school and is thereby an expert; or continues to describe how women can't or shouldn't play low brass instruments; or turns it into something suggestive. All of which have, of course, happened to me before. But this was a large group of both men and women, and I think people were just plain interested.

The second service was much better attended, and we received enthusiastic applause after each and every prelude song. Adorable! Everything went just fine and we were told many times how our playing had been enjoyed and appreciated.

In all honesty...when it comes to Easter, most of the time I'd absolutely drive 90 minutes at 4am for a few compliments and a muffin.
Money isn't everything.

Here is some of our playing. (Please keep in mind that we've all been up since 4am lol)



Back home I found Jameson standing in our driveway dressed in gym clothes, facing the garage door. I pulled in behind him and he held a hand up, but it was too late...he'd been taking video of a large black racer, but my car scared it away. Drat! He did send me the video, though! They are beautiful and beneficial animals, and I hope this one likes living in our yard.

He went for a walk while I scarfed down lunch, drank the other half of my beer, and whipped up deviled eggs.
When he got back we had a relaxing day, snacking on Easter candy and gaming or watching TV.
Eventually I made a modest Easter dinner of ham, roasted asparagus, crescent rolls, coleslaw, and the cherry Kringle from Wisconsin for dessert. Did you notice what I left out? The stupid deviled eggs! Completely forgot them and left them in the fridge. I felt something was missing and even asked Jameson and he couldn't think of anything. I was SO ANNOYED. Eh, we'll just eat them tomorrow, I only made six.

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Monday:
Day off. Shipping the sold trombone accessories, practicing, Something Else Productive.

Tuesday: Day off. Same as above but probably listing more items for sale and cooking dinner too.

Wednesday: Work at Epic.
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Monday, I was up just a little before Jameson for breakfast and to feel nervous about the Steamboat Lillie rehearsal.

After Jameson went to the gym I practiced bass and packed my meals for Epic tomorrow.
Ate lunch in the car on the way to the musician's union building near downtown, which is where rehearsal would be held.

I haven't been to the union building for ages. Bad memories. When I first moved to Orlando Jameson lived in an apartment so I couldn't practice there without disturbing the neighbors. I'd practice at the union building whenever I could get a reservation for it...but 9 out of 10 times my rehearsal was halved by assholes (men) who insisted on rehearsing past their assigned time, or who would bust in in the middle of my time slot to banter and guffaw and use the space as a hang, and would glare at me for being there (even though I had more right to be there than any of them considering it was MY time slot.)

This was one of the reasons I left the union soon after. And then we moved to a house in Kissimmee anyway.

It all looked pretty much the same, maybe slightly cleaner but not much.
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Three ladies were already there practicing. I introduced myself and got set up. Others were running late (people have kids and real jobs) so we used that time to try on our flapper dresses from Amazon. Our bandleader had wisely ordered multiple sizes, knowing that sometimes clothing online is not what it seems. My dress fit perfectly, and it is pale purple, almost the same color I wear as Phillipa in 1920s Paris at Epic Universe. Go figure!

When everyone else arrived we buckled down and plowed through the music piece by piece.
None of it is particularly hard, but some arrangements were pilfered online and are kind of "not the best" as far as making sense. Overall, though, people will have an easy time recognizing familiar Disney classics played in an old-timey jazz style. My favorite arrangements were the ones our bandleader did herself, you could tell she knows what she's doing as an arranger.

Overall this rehearsal went much better than I'd anticipated. Jazz is my biggest weakness as a musician, and improv jazz is worst of all. Playing it makes me feel inadequate and self-conscious. But this was a good group of patient people. And fortunately a lot of what was marked "solo" improv in my part turned out to be optional or for anyone to solo, not just trombone. Phew. It was a big relief not to have to improv much!

Back home I thanked my Morning Self for packing the Epic stuff so I wouldn't have to do it after a long day :p

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Tuesday. Halfway through April, wow.

They've moved our Epic sets by about an hour so I was able to get up an hour later, still 6:45am.

I argued with myself about bringing the bass trombone to Epic because with the schedule change I may actually have time to practice. Decided to bring it and at least have a try.

It was a normal day, quite hot and sunny. I did indeed find time to practice, only 30 minutes but way better than nothing. I was incredibly tired today, but so were a lot of other people, so maybe it's the heat or the alignments of the planets or something. Nothing else to report except that leaving work an hour later (5:30pm instead of 4:30pm) really, really sucks.

This was the "best route" according to the Googs:
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What kind of squiggly-snake BS nonsense is this?!
Just horrific. And Epic isn't even open yet. Ugh.

By the time I got home I was truly exhausted, and thanked my Morning Self for insisting that I bring the bass to Epic because Evening Self had absolutely no energy for it. The morning version of me sure is stepping up this week! LOL

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Wednesday. Jameson had to get up at 8 for a doctor's appointment, so I just got up when he did.

Had breakfast and went out to get myself bagels and coffee but otherwise stayed at home and felt nervous about tonight's gig.
Practiced parts of the Steamboat music that I'm uncomfortable with, and tried to relax the rest of the time because I feel stressed and tired. Our third party has been getting our pay wrong, multiple weeks in a row, and it's stressing me out on top of misc other things.

When it got to be time to go I packed some snacks, trombone and music stand, trombone stand, mutes, in-ears, music, and dress shoes, then put on my Phillipa makeup and stockings (I had smuggled my makeup bag and stockings home from Epic for this haha.)

The venue was easy to find. Dragged all of my stuff inside and got set up.
From here, everything kind of went off the rails.

Problem 1:
A child--I'm talking Gen Alpha--came running out from somewhere to do our sound setup, already on the phone with someone for help and with a panicked look on his face. Oh, lord. Sound check was supposed to be at 4pm and we did not play one note until 5pm. We found out later that the actual sound guy's grandfather had died and that's why he wasn't there...and we are all sympathetic to that. But the venue also could have told our bandleader that, so she could have had us come earlier, or made arrangements for us to warm up elsewhere while sound got their sh*t together instead of wasting an hour sitting on stage.

Problem 2:
The bassist's bass started BREAKING. I don't exactly know how, but suspect that since it was hot outside and she'd had a long drive, she'd brought the car-warmed bass into the absolutely freezing theatre and it had started to crack (this is a VERY common problem with wooden instruments including clarinets, and is why unionized musicians insist on specific temperatures in performance spaces.) We all jumped on our phones and frantically started asking around for any bassists in the area to help...within the next hour.

Problem 3:
Our trumpet player's audio pack died immediately meaning she'd have to do the entire show without the click track.

Problem 4:
There were four songs that we didn't get to at rehearsal, that we were planning to cover at this sound check. Which we now couldn't do because due to the theater's audio crew (a child) not knowing what they were doing, we were now an hour behind schedule.

We did end up getting an emergency upright bass from a local bassist, god bless her.
And we did get our mixes together. But had absolutely no time to warm up or run any tunes.

And hey, the dresses were nice. Here's mine.
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Problem 5:
I have to apologize if this sounds snooty or rude, and I have loads of respect for our bandleader, who worked very hard to make this band happen. But truth is truth, and every musician on that stage with me would agree: most of these arrangements were simply NOT GOOD. Even during intermission our reed player was frantically making changes to her part to try and make it sound reasonable. There were so many times that I, a low brass instrument, was written to play ABOVE the trumpet and saxophone. That just doesn't sound good, which is why people don't WRITE that way :/

Problem 6:
The click track was difficult to hear, and one of us (trumpet player) didn't have the click at all and so couldn't hear any count-offs. I tried to give her the count offs when I could, but *I* barely knew them either as we'd only had that one rehearsal and one run-through of each song (well, most songs.) The result was that we'd start with the click and quickly migrate away from it. So imagine trying to sing a song while another completely different song is playing loudly in the background. That's what it was like, and it was horrible. I stuck with it for a while but when we hit the Monsters, Inc. medley it's very syncopated AND I have a solo. I locked eyes with the drummer and we simultaneously reached out and yanked out our ear buds, lol. At least that was comedic, because the rest of the situation really wasn't.

Problem 7:
Our poor bandleader had paid a professional photographer/videographer to come and take footage of this set, to use for media promotion to hopefully get the group hired for corporate events or weddings or whatever. Yikes. He probably got some decent visual footage...but I doubt much of our audio was usable the way things were going. Between the bad arrangements and not following the click track and the bassist being on an unfamiliar instrument and all of us having to play in a very cold space...it just didn't go very well.

Was it terrible? No. Every woman on that stage is an excellent musician. But circumstantially, we were screwed.
Even without the sound check issues, having a gig based on less-than-ideal arrangements, with only one run-through rehearsal, and using a click track when we had a perfectly excellent drummer, is what did us in. It's a shame. I was grateful that Jameson had NOT come out to support me for this one.

I do think that the idea of an all-female 1920s Disney jazz band is awesome!
But tonight it was too rushed, too unorganized, to come together.
Maybe in the future the parts can be refined, we can talk the bandleader out of using a click past the count-off, and we can have more rehearsals. I think all of that would make this a great band.

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(but the odds of me playing with this group again, after that experience, are slim.)

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Thursday:
I was supposed to have a bass lesson but Will is still recovering from surgery so it's a day off. Practice, some chores, the usual.

Friday:
Another day off, I'll cook dinner and probably find other things that need to be done. Still have a lot of crap to list for sale online.

Saturday:
Day at Epic.

Sunday:
Easter, Easter church gig, eating candy all day with Jameson hopefully, making us a nice-but-basic Easter dinner. Thinking of my mom (Easter was her favorite holiday.)

Addendum: Someone made a video of our full set at Epic a few days ago! I didn't play my best (this was the last set of Tuesday and I was ungodly tired and unfocused) but now you can hear ALL of the lines and see Plume's big reveal, the percussion number, etc!
(and yes, we know we need to be miked, we've been asking for mics from day one and will continue to push for them!!)



Legacies

Apr. 9th, 2025 09:28 pm
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Monday, up early for Epic.

It was a fairly normal day, except now people can record us. Crowds were thin but I think it's because most rides and shows are actually up and running, so people don't need to loaf about under the blazing sun when they could be, you know, petting dragons and such.

There was a snippet video of us posted later on, not the full show, just some nice highlights.
This is the first public footage of me performing with Place Cachee Jazz!
(the timestamp is 14:04 if the video doesn't automatically start there)



Between shows I practiced a little, but there still just isn't time for it...by the time I get everything set up I've only got 10 minutes to play. If there were a dedicated warm-up room I could leave my things there, but there isn't.

After work, Whole Paycheck for the hot bar and some favorites (tofu bites, Koia shakes) before booking it home to pack for tomorrow and practice bass.

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Tuesday, Epic again.

It was a bit drizzly in the morning which made it cooler :)

We did one show without the cart (mostly to protect Plume the puffskein from drizzle) and the rest were with the cart. All of the shows went well, though some were a bit underattended.

TMI WARNING (nothing explicit, just talk about "gut stuff")
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I also felt malaise during the second-to-last show, it felt like either my usual nerves/stress physical reaction or something that I ate causing abdominal cramps, or perhaps both. Sometimes this happens. I've suspected for a while that I've got stress-related IBS or something similar, but since I don't feel nauseous, stop eating, or lose weight due to these episodes, I generally ignore them. A buildup of stress? A reaction to something I ate? Something more sinister? As a Millennial American, I have no financial way of knowing unless it becomes a medical emergency or starts significantly disrupting my daily life. It must be nice to have the privilege of simply seeing a doctor when you don't feel well. What must that be like! Only my parents and grandparents got to enjoy that before pulling the ladder up behind them.
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I'll probably die from something completely preventable, thanks to this, so will never not be angry about it.
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Anyway, it was a normal day and I drove straight home afterward. It took me a while to pack breakfast, lunch, dinner, and clothing for Disney tomorrow, and afterward I wanted to rest and make sure I'm not getting sick (based on tmi events above.) Ate dinner and dessert just fine...who knows.

Also, on the way home I was listening to NPR and they were discussing the workings of immigration court. I was gratified to hear the host describe the details of the work I've been doing for the past several months. It also made me worried, for the first time, about what it means that immigration trials are currently on hold. And with Trump deporting people like he's doing. That's peoples' rights on hold.

Not for my sake at all...I really hope that immigration hearings resume soon. Because people who come to this country are supposed to have rights. And if these cases DON'T resume....it's pretty damn bad sign.

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I got to sleep in a bit later, 7:30am!
A relaxing morning of breakfast and seeing Jameson off to the gym, then I left for the Magic Kingdom.

The weather was calm and clear, not too hot even, and attendance was clearly up. We had great crowds all day!

Apparently Wednesdays are when the Dapper Dans rehearse under the Castle. They were with us in the warm-up room all day (not the group performing in the park that day, but a different set of four guys, possibly subs.) This meant that the band guys mostly stuck to their man-cave break room, and I stayed in the warm-up room because to me that IS the break room. The Dappers didn't mind at all, so I got to enjoy sitting quietly between sets and listening to their lovely harmonies all day :)

Here's a clip of them in the park.
(For those who are LJ or DW Friends, you'll get to see a video of their actual rehearsal today in a separate Friends Only post!)



We added "Heigh-Ho" to the parade music, and it went quite well. I was glad I'd memorized it in time.
Overall a really nice day.

Small introspection: it is a wondrous thing to be working at two amusement parks right now, one old and one new.
I've possibly mentioned this in previous posts, but felt it again today.

At Epic, everything is frantic with the energy and chaos of a new park about to open.
Everything is innovative and novel, the landscape is constantly changing, excitement is high, things are moving quickly.
There is an incredible undertow of hope and anticipation.
It is stressful, but also exciting.
There is a feeling of being a pioneer of sorts...every day I am aware that I am one of the first to walk these halls, to ride these rides, to look upon this newly-made "world."
My voice--the sound of my instrument--is one of the first to echo in the Ministry of Magic.
Those who work here, right now, are the first to call this park "home."
There's a wonderful feeling of pride to be a part of this new venture, a phenomenon about to be revealed that will surprise and delight millions, and touch the hearts of people around the world.
Memories waiting to be made. A legacy waiting to be written.
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And then the next day I'm at Disney, riding the employee bus to the Castle.
The bus drivers are chill and friendly, take time to smile and greet everyone, and in return employees wave and shout, "Thank you!" as they get on off the bus.
Everyone walks patiently into the Utilidors, chatting and clocking in, most already in costume.
Nothing seems rushed or frantic; routines here are established.
Everyone knows their role and if they don't they've got someone to guide them.
The floor is worn, worn, worn by the feet of thousands of Castmembers before us.
The walls are covered in the legacy of Walt Disney...his image, his art, his innovations new and old.
Decades of memories. A legacy writ so deep that it has become a part of human existence.
There is a feeling of pride equally deep...of being part of an old magic, a cherished treasure passed down like an heirloom through time and space.
There is a feeling of belonging.
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Both places have such strong magic.
Standing with one foot in each world, as I'm doing, leaves me awestruck when I stop to think about it.

What a treasure.

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Thursday:
"Day off" for me, so catching up on housework and practicing AND supporting Jameson as he has another interview with DEG today!

Friday: Epic Universe, but rehearsal is at NIGHT for the first time! I can't wait to see Place Cachee all lit up :)

Saturday: Day off, supposedly meeting with someone to talk about bass trombone mutes.

Sunday: I picked up another day at the Magic Kingdom, hooray!!
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Up very early again for Epic.

30 minutes to do the hair. I am pretty annoyed because I just got it cut on Monday, and they did not cut it short enough to avoid a potential bun, so now I have to pay to get it cut AGAIN. I've written in this blog many times about never being able to get a good haircut, and once again here I am with the simplest ask in the world--"Please cut it 2 inches shorter"--no special layering or styling or anything--literally just remove two inches of hair--and it's like I've asked for the stylist to bring me the sun, moon, and stars on a platter. I got home and tied up my hair and had to ask what the hell I'd just paid for. Maybe I should invest in a self-haircut 101 course, if there is such a thing, because I am tired to death of the scam that is hair salons.

Anyway. Breakfast and off to Epic.

We had our prop for most of the day...it broke once but in a fixable way, so we only had to do one show without it.
There were good crowds, and we saw Mariah (trombone) with her boyfriend, and I was surprised to see some Main Street Philharmonic people and other musicians that I know around town, who texted later to tell me how much they'd enjoyed our show and to explain that they have spouses or other family working at Universal (hence how they were able to get in for previews.) It was fun to see familiar faces out there :)

Curious to see what people think of the new park after their previews? Reddit thread HERE (Mild spoilers, nothing to ruin a visit.)

The strangest part of the day, for me, was being contacted by almost every single employer/gig on my roster!

Transcription job wrote to say there's a hold on government court cases, and would I like some civil cases instead? Sure, I said.
Easter gig sent more music, and the coordinator asked me to pick up some music from her and bring it to the gig.
My Main Street Philharmonic boss texted to try and get me to fill in as an emergency (literally within the hour), and I had to say no.
An all-female Chicago tribute band that I'd signed on with and completely forgotten about messaged to send music and coordinate a rehearsal.
My third party boss for Epic wrote to offer reimbursement on the junk trombone I bought, if I'd create him an invoice.

And the coordinator for the Steamboat Lillies (usually known as the all-female band Hourglass) sent more music, and put up an ad for our gig which I promptly shared.
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In fact the only job/gig that I didn't hear from today was the tour, but I heard from them just yesterday!

Did the stars align in such a way that compelled people to communicate today, for once?
I love it! If only people were this informative and on top of communication ALL the time! :D

Partly because of this bombardment of music and scheduling, and partly because I felt it was the right thing to do, I cancelled my bass trombone lesson this evening. I couldn't picture Will and I doing anything except the same handful of exercises I've been half-neglecting while all this tenor trombone work rolls in, and also felt I'd be distracted thinking about how I need to practice all the new music I'd just received. Didn't want to waste Will's time nor mine. We can resume again on the 17th, after the busiest week in April is out of my face.

Back home Jameson was out to dinner with friends. I washed myself up, changed our sheets, downloaded the new music, made the invoice for my boss, and practiced bass for about an hour, then crashed. Dancing around in 90F / 32.2C weather drains you quickly, no matter how much water you drink.

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Slept poorly and was up too early, but enjoyed the quiet time to myself anyway.

Once Jameson was up and off to the gym I practiced bass trombone for an hour and ran a few small errands before lunch, then after lunch got my stupid hair cut a stupid second time. This time walked in with it up in the ponytail already and showed exactly where I wanted it cut, and she just angrily lopped it off. So now it looks ridiculous, like a little squared tassel, and no shaping at all was done so it looks terrible when it's down as well.

Whatever. I clearly have bad hair karma, and there have been so many bad cuts at this point that I can't afford to expect a good outcome anymore. I can still tie it back and it's certainly not long enough for a bun, so mission accomplished.

I was supposed to practice tenor trombone in the afternoon but felt tired and unmotivated. It's probably because I'm not looking forward to the Steamboat Lillies gig any more...seeing that EVIL JAZZ IMPROV in my part was a big turn-off. I can't tell you guys how much I hate improv, I find nothing enjoyable about it at all and feel like a fool every time I attempt it. Well...at least the other 80% of the gig should go just fine!

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Saturday was my preview day at Epic Universe, and it was absolutely wonderful!
So much happened that I decided to make that it's own post, which you can read HERE.

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Sunday, I was up early to type up that massive Epic Universe blog post. Uploading photos, resizing them, embedding videos, adding links, and remembering how the day went sure does take a lot of time and effort! In the process I found many lovely clips and footage of Place Cachee Jazz featuring Mariah (trombone), Adam (trumpet), and Adrian (clarinet).

Here is a 6-minute clip of our show:



After Jameson got up and around we went to Publix together.
Back home putting groceries away, doing laundry and running the dishwasher, eating lunch, packing for Epic tomorrow, and darning my Chain Chomp shirt because last night I'd found a hole in it!! It was such a clean cut that I think it must have happened when an employee was cutting the merch box open. Jameson suggested that I take it back, but I can't go to the other worlds while working so I'd have to ask a Universal employee to go all that way and switch it out for me. I decided it'd be easier to sew it up myself. I watched a YouTube video and it seemed easy enough...and it was! Except...I wasn't paying attention, and did it backwards, so the bulge-y part was on the OUTSIDE. Lol! I don't mind, you can barely see it anyway and it'll be a cute reminder of this moment :)

Practiced bass for an hour but once again couldn't drum up the motivation to practice tenor.
My plan now is to practice things during the breaks between Place Cachee sets at Epic. We'll see if this actually happens.

The rest of the night was quiet. Jameson made us hot dogs on the grill and we watched anime or gamed respectively.

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Monday and Tuesday:
Working at Epic Universe. I wonder if anyone will record our shows? I hope so!

Wednesday: Subbing in at the Magic Kingdom.

Thursday:
A "day off" that would have been a lesson with Will, but he's got surgery so we've cancelled.

I'm also supposed to be learning how to do civil court cases for my transcription job, but add that to the list of things I'm unmotivated to do right now.
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Aaaah. You guys.

I got an offer, just now, to join the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Asia tour.

Two years touring China, Taiwan, Manila, Macao, Singapore, India, Malaysia/Indonesia, UAE/Saudi Arabia, and Hong Kong.

The MD for Tootsie recommended me for it.

and...I will probably have to turn it down.

ARRRRRRRRRRRGH.

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Why? Because
A) Another tour during the same time frame has made an offer first, and I have already accepted.
B) The other tour is union, which equals higher pay and benefits.
C) The other tour is with a company that is typically VERY beneficial to work for, if you want more opportunities in the future.
(and I will share who and what Other Tour is, as soon as I can. Whenever that is.)

But oh.
I have wanted an international tour for SO LONG. 
And now I have to turn down one dream for another.

This is one of those times where you're supposed to be grateful to be showered in opportunities beyond your wildest hopes.
And I am! Oh my god, to be considered at all for these things is all that I've wanted, all this time.
I could not ask for more.

But the FOMO, you guys! 
It HURTS. 

And...to me, adventures are just as good as, if not better than, money. 
Which is why although one gig pays more, the one with more adventure is just as valuable, and just as hard if not harder to decline.

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Well, the thing is, I have not heard from the other tour for close to 3 months since receiving their offer.
So, I've written to everyone I know there asking someone to confirm with me that I'm still "signed" for that tour.
And while waiting for a response, I've thanked the MD for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and expressed interest, but told him my situation and asked if he'd be willing to wait a few days for my response. He was very gracious about it.

And now I have to wait. ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH.

Other than the radio silence for several months (which is sadly not uncommon in this industry) I have no reason to think anything's changed with the tour I've already committed to. And I am a person who sticks to my commitments and contracts. So unless something went wrong and I just don't know it yet, I sadly will not be going to Asia this time. Because I've committed to another glorious opportunity instead.


ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
I am blessed.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
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Monday, good lord I was tired.
I'm a 90% sedentary person, so all this dancing around and tromboning in the sun for 8 hours a day + 12,000-17,000 steps feels like a lot. But it's gonna be eight days of it so I'd better adjust.

A little extra coffee was helpful.

Today was special because we got to rehearse in our actual performance spot!
Which of course I can't describe, womp womp NDA.
Also, it is in direct sun for the entire day from about 10am to 4pm, and that is going to be...tough. Because we have to be period-appropriate, and there weren't sunglasses in the 1920s in Paris (well they existed, but only as a treatment for syphilis.)
But we did fine, we just had to take breaks from the sun. When we are doing shows and not rehearsals, we will be outside for shorter periods of time......though it'll be hotter then too. Can't win haha.

I had a special thing happen: I might have made a change to the show!
While watching some of our actions/acting, I decided to have my character do something that *I* would do. It was just a small thing, but due to the timing it made everyone laugh uproariously. And to our surprise the show director didn't tell us to leave it out, so the next two casts copied it, and THEY weren't told to remove it either. So maybe it's in now? I'd love it if we could keep it. If so, it would be my own little contribution to this creation. And if not, it'll be a lovely memory.

We were released a little early, partly because it had been a hot day and partly because a lot of us have other gigs going on this week and the show director didn't want us "blowing our brains out" by which he means overplaying and injuring ourselves. I got home before 7pm (so rare!) and packed breakfast-lunch-dinner. practiced bass, all the usual.

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Tuesday, we had a slow start to the day because there was a lot of activity in our part of the "world."

We did rehearse in Our Actual Spot, but only briefly; there was a lot of painting going on and this time instead of fumes we could actually taste the paint in our mouths each time we finished playing. Like, there were particles in the air. It was totally gross and after a while between that and the dust we couldn't stand it and ended up moving. But then in the other spot we kept having to move for the cherry pickers, then a helicopter came and essentially sat on top of us making a big racket (and also probably getting footage that they shouldn't have of us rehearsing!) so our show director got exasperated and were dismissed to lunch early.

I used my lunch break to hit Whole Paycheck for my usual treats, since there is no day off for me this week.

When lunch was over we were able to do a few show run throughs, and we also enjoyed our first wand/spell tutorial!
Another show director (Pishta? Pasha?) came over from the Fantastic Beasts stage show to teach us (our director doesn't know Harry Potter lore.) We learned that there is a specific way to handle your wand involving three steps, which can be learned by reading the Cast-a-Spell Handbook.

Step 1: "Holster." The wand is in its holster and you grasp it.
Step 2: "???" I forget what this one was called but it was something obvious like "prepare to cast a spell" haha. Removing the wand from the holster and holding it in an upright position, not pointing it at anything/anyone.
Step 3: " Prime." Choosing your target and pointing your wand at it. You also have to consider the size of the thing you're casting the spell on, and whether you want the spell to effect the whole target or just part of it, because this determines how large or small your wand gestures are.

Then, you cast your spell. Make the gesture as described or illustrated, making sure to say the words in time with your gestures. It's also kind of a "swish, swish, flick" motion involving much wrist, and you only get your whole arm involved if you're trying to cover something big.

We broke into pairs and practiced casting offensive and defensive spells, making sure to follow the holster--???--prime pattern both before and after each spell. I can't share which spells we cast in our show, but rest assured that they're REAL Wizarding World spells that do exist in the lore of Harry Potter, so it's important that we get it right. We have to at least look like we're aware of the basics.

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Then we took another field trip to Dark Universe!

This time we were inside the burning windmill, which is a restaurant called the Burning Blade Tavern.
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It's a small, dark, cool restaurant with low ceilings and low lighting. Again, going to be very popular in the Florida heat solely based on those things. There are additional artistic/immersive details about the building itself that are REALLY cool, that again I don't dare share as it could violate my NDA. We all looked around and exclaimed over the thoughtfulness of these little details, and I think guests observant enough to catch these things will appreciate them too!

It was pretty crowded, as other entertainment departments were there to be an audience, too.
Cannot share what the performer experience was like, and we don't even know if they'll actually take place in The Burning Blade or if we were just doing it there for convenience/construction purposes today. I can share that it was the same type of performance that we got to see last week, same performers, only now they've had more practice and everyone seemed more comfortable with the materials. It was quite fun :)

Back at the employee hub, we thought it would be nice to get a group photo at the Epic Universe countdown clock.
This is pretty much the only "backstage" area where we had been told we're allowed to take photos.
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(other Entertainment Department group photos currently up on UOTMLife IG account)

Unfortunately, there was a security guard there preventing anyone from taking photos at the clock.
We showed him the existing, public, Universal-sanctioned images above, and he did not care.
So I guess we're not doing that. A shame, but at least the groups pictured above got their feet in the door before it closed.

In the evening there was some sort of special event for which music was wanted, so "the PR Trio"--that is, the three of us that have been most consistent with performances--were asked to stay late to give a performance. The rest of us bopped back home.

Jameson has been in a low mood lately and may be coming down with something.
I packed breakfast-lunch-dinner and practiced bass and we had a quiet night as usual.

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Wednesday, I felt pleased because this is the last day that all of us will be together at rehearsal. From today on, we've all got other gigs and commitments, and Friday will signal an end to full-time rehearsals. Yay! Don't get me wrong, I've appreciated the work and the money, and I have learned SO MUCH. It has been well worth the experience, and I'm looking forward to actually opening our show in the park!
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BUT I am so incredibly behind on other parts of my life. I've barely spent any time with Jameson. I haven't cooked a single meal for almost a month. I've had to eat dinner WHILE driving every night for OVER a month. Not to mention the house chores being all backed up, and ACTUAL practice for my other gigs including Disney and the upcoming tour getting neglected. There is so much else that I need to do, and I am very much looking forward to not having every moment of my time defaulting to Epic Universe.

Anyway, today was a weird one because there were Warner Brothers executives in the park. We rehearsed indoors for a little while, then took it outside to dodge some cherry pickers and do some full runs.

After lunch the executives had made it to our part of the park, so the "PR trio" of musicians was asked to put on a show for them. They did an amazing job especially with the sun beating down on them. After that show was over the execs kind of took over the area where we play...it's an excellent photo op. We waited for a while to see if they would leave, but they didn’t seem to want to go anywhere else and we couldn’t really rehearse without disturbing them. So we went back up to the break room, had a little powwow, and at that time we presented our show director with a small gift: a tobacco pipe imported from France! I have no idea if the guy smokes or not, but it was one of our clarinetist’s ideas and we all went with it. Regardless, the show director seemed happy with the gift. We said our goodbyes and parted ways, leaving about 30 minutes early.

There are still several days of full-time rehearsal left, but this is the last time that all of us will be together. I wish that we’d been able to take a group photo, have a cast party, or memorialize the occasion in some way. But it’s OK, I’m sure that we will all see each other again in passing!

Even though they let us go 30 minutes early, all it meant for me was sitting in traffic for an additional 30 minutes. Driving in Orlando is absolutely horrific. I was looking forward to having extra time to pack my lunch and relax, but got home at the same time as I would have on any other day. Figures.

Got caught up with Jameson, packed breakfast-lunch-dinner for Disney, and did not practice bass because Jameson was talking to me while I was packing meals so it took me way too long to finish. No big deal, I usually take one night a week off from it anyway.

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Thursday: Magic Kingdom with the Main Street Phil

Friday: Last day of full time rehearsal with Epic Universe + starting transcription again

Saturday: God bless that day off + going to see Alton Brown's show at Dr. Phillips!

Sunday & Monday: Back to back Main Street Philharmonic days.


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PS: 
A Beauty and the Beast casting announcement teaser post from Disney Theatrical...IYKYK


(CLICK HERE to see)

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(IMPORTANT: I was asked by my third-party employer to remove an IG story last night, simply because I added a picture of the Epic Universe logo.

Since the IG story in no way violated my NDA, I'm going to choose to continue sharing already-public information in this blog, such as press media or articles that any of you could easily look up yourselves.

THAT SAID: if my posts start becoming more scanty or if you see them edited after being shared publicly, understand that there's a lot of pressure to keep pretty much everything confidential until the park opens. It's annoying, I'm annoyed too, but that's how it is. Thanks.)

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Thursday was a difficult commute. I got cut off by a pickup on an exit ramp causing me to brake hard and spill coffee all over (luckily just in my cupholders but it was a big puddle in there) so had to then stop at Wawa to clean it up, which made me late to Universal, which was slammed with another orientation so it took me nearly 20 minutes to find VERY far away parking, practically run to security only to find a line out the door, and finally get through to rehearsal.

This is the second day in a row I've been late-by-my-standards (I was not even five minutes late but I do not like to be late AT ALL) so I'll be getting up extra early tomorrow to ensure that I'm there at a reasonable time.

The day continued to be crummy for me, I had bad headache and we spent the day mostly running the music which was deafening in the small rehearsal room. I can't wait for this weather to clear up so we can rehearse outside. I wore earplugs and took Motrin and made it through.

Partway through the day we got to do some run-throughs. Three of us were chosen to do both run-throughs, and tbh I felt sore about it. But I can understand that our show director probably wanted to put forth those of us with the highest energy and stage chemistry, which is definitely not me. Had to chide myself a bit and remember that a year ago, or five years ago, I never would have even attempted perform as an actor much less actually WANT to be on stage acting in front of an audience! For god's sake, I've never even been brave enough to try karaoke, and here I am whinging that I didn't get asked to act today. It's a miracle that I've been asked to act at all. Besides, we'll all have a chance to perform before our five weeks are up.

Well I did get over it pretty quickly, and was glad to work on other things for the rest of the day.
Traffic getting home was terrible, it took me over an hour to drive the 18 miles. Luckily I'd already promised myself a day off from trombone practice. Caught up with Jameson, packed lunch for tomorrow, and enjoyed typing this blog and watching One Punch Man.

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Friday! So glad to be at the weekend!

Aerial photo of the park. Ministry of Magic is the big white building(s) squatting to the right of the hotel (the hotel is the one top-center with all the gold domes on top.)
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(photo publicly available on orlandoparkstop.com)

Close-up of the Ministry of Magic/Place Cachée. Place cachée is French for "hidden place" and it's the wizarding portion of Paris in the 1920s. Similar in concept to Diagon Alley.
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Today made up for how crummy Thursday had been.

I got to do two full run-throughs!
Our show director pulled me aside before the first one to ask if I was ready...and maybe to fret a little himself about whether I was ready. I said, "Look, I've never acted before, but I've performed on stage before, at other theme parks. I'm not gonna embarrass you." He laughed at that and let me go on. I had my book off to the side, and did reach for it several times when the nerves got to me, but never managed to get it on the right pages so it didn't really help! But I had been so close to being "off-book" at that point anyway that it didn't matter. There were a few spots where I forgot my music but I just laid out in those small moments. Speaking from musical experience, it's better to lay out than try and make something up and sound bad.

For the second run, it started off as just another rehearsal behind closed doors to help us feel more comfortable. I'd left my book all the way across the room because since it was just us rehearsing, I figured it'd be a good time to ACTUALLY try going off-book.

And so OF COURSE that's when a line of important-looking Universal execs walked in to watch.
Thanks a lot, Murphy's Law!

But you know what, I went on like they weren't there and just did my very best, like I had already planned to do whether they'd been in the room or not. And afterward they smiled and said, "Great job," and left.

You guys,
today was the first time
in my life
that I have ever acted.
At all.


I got up in front of 30-some people and did a xx-minute show as an imaginary person.
Younger Me would NEVER.
I guess we really do change as we get older.
I was nervous, but I didn't CARE that I was nervous. I just felt nervous and DID IT.

And after the first run, lots of people made a point to tell us that we did a great job including our show director.
Honestly it is so crazy to think about, now that I've done it.
Whatever happens from here, I'm grateful to have had this experience.

Also, I am now the first person in our cast to go completely off-book!
Some folks have memorized the music but not the lines, or vice versa. I'm the first to do a whole show with no book at all.
That did make me feel good today :)

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Saturday, I was thrilled to have a day ooooooofffff!!!
I do look forward to rehearsals but it's been a very intense two weeks, and breaks are very much needed and appreciated.

Woke up at 7:30 and breakfast and anime, and when Jameson got up to go to the gym I went out for bagels and groceries, came home and cleaned the bathrooms, and started to practice bass trombone but my lips are rather chapped and I've played for six days straight so decided it was OK to not touch the trombone today at all.

Instead I was a burrito in the sun.
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Jameson's car appointment took longer than expected (don't they always) so I was very lazy. Stayed wrapped in my burrito blanket, dozed a bit, had some tea and snacks, watched YouTube videos, and enjoyed the quiet of the house. Jameson eventually came back with dinner and we watched Traitors and more splatting in front of the TV. An email went out asking all of us to have our music fully memorized by Monday, which gives some people only a day and a half to get it in their brains, and that's not even counting the script. I feel relieved to not have to worry about it but bad for the people who do. People can't be expected to memorize at the same pace, and we all have other jobs and lives outside of this new theme park that take time away from that, too. We'll see who's able to get it done by Monday, but stragglers should not be made to feel bad if they don't meet this sudden deadline.

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Sunday, it's finally getting back above 60°F (15.5°C) and sunny. Hooray!

Slept in "late" to 8am, breakfast and packing my lunch for Monday.
Jameson got up and went to the gym and while he was gone I practiced bass and did a run-through of my Epic Universe stuff just to make sure it's solid for Monday. When Jameson got back we had lunch, then it was so nice out that I just had to go for a walk. The neighborhood is quiet because there are fewer tourists this time of year, plus the animals are still in hiding from the cold. So it was just me and the sun and the breeze.

For dinner we went to a K-Pot that's popped up in Margaritaville nearby. We haven't been out to eat together in too long. I forgot my phone which is a shame because no pictures, but it's just as well because this is the type of thing where you're cooking your own food and we had stuff spread all over the table, not to mention sputtering oils on the grill and sauces dripping and yada yada.

Here are some stock photos from the KPot site so you can get an idea, if you've never done this. You have a pot of boiling broth, in which you place meats and veg and noodles and dumplings, simmering them together until they're tender. Then there's a little round grill which you baste in oil before adding your thinly-sliced meats or veggies. There's a sauce bar where you can use premade sauces or make your own, to season your food before grilling.
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Jameson got a spicy seafood broth and I went with a fragrant herb broth. He did shrimp, octopus, different cuts of beef, mushrooms, and dumplings. I did spicy white fish, brisket, bok choy, pumpkin, and dumplings. I made us a sweet-hot peanut sauce that was BOMB, we ended up dipping almost all of the brisket in it. We each had a drink too.

It was lots of fun, and I ate WAY more than usual but it's so rare for me to overeat that once in a while will do me no harm. Plus, I think this is relatively healthy considering you're not adding butter or dairy and everything is boiled or grilled.

Went home to digest and rest up, because here comes the last week of January.

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This week we'll be outside for most Epic Universe rehearsals, weather and construction permitting. I have nothing special planned, just rehearsing all day, practicing Disney stuff after rehearsals, and trying not to worry about the political turmoil...looming like a distant tsunami which will inevitably, unequivocally roll ashore and impact us all.
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Ooh, Monday.

Like most who didn't vote for Trump, I spent the day avoiding media/socials and trying to pretend it was just another day while a bunch of tech billionaires watched their president get inaugurated.

All I can say is the same thing I said last time: I hope that four years from now, those who voted for him can look around and see how "great" America is "again" and feel satisfied.

Some of you seem to be expecting that things will get "better." That Trump will wave some sort of magic wand that lowers the cost of your groceries or something. Personally, I'd LOVE for things to get better for all of us poor cogs. But continuing to empower one of the worst humans on the planet and expecting him to do it for you, doesn't seem like it's going to work.

I mean, it definitely didn't work the first time.

I heard a quote this week from a Chinese person on social media: "Americans think they are free because they get to have opinions, but they don't get to have choice."

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What was I saying? Oh, Monday.

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(A scale model of the entire Epic Universe park. It's so big that you can't get the whole thing in frame. CLICK HERE for a video of the model.)

Early morning, breakfast, rehearsal. We were supposed to be outside in our rehearsal space but it was cold even for Florida (54 with a windchill) plus they chose today to jackhammer the exact spot where we'll be performing, so that plan was ditched. Instead we got music/guidance for an interactive bit, and worked on that until lunch. Then we did a few play-throughs and more drumming stuff.

Afterward I went to Whole Paycheck for the hot bar since traffic was 5 minutes lighter than usual due to the national holiday. Back home, of course I was tired but packed lunch and dinner for the next day and then buckled down to do 30 minutes of bass trombone practice. Tomorrow I'll do both bass and Universal memorization (by packing dinner as well as lunch I hope to save some time getting home but we'll see.)

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Tuesday, the same routine. It rained all day so we were indoors and worked on a lot of blocking. In fact it was so much new blocking that by the end of the day my brain absolutely felt like it was melting out of my ear. After a point it feels like one cannot retain any more new info, and I was definitely at that point.

Packing dinner did save me a little time, only about 15 minutes but sometimes every little bit helps. At home I took the recycling out, practiced bass, did a load of laundry, downloaded some new show files from our Dropbox, and packed my lunch for tomorrow. I did not try to do more Universal memorization, recognizing that my brain was fried for today. I can see some improvement in the bass by doing these little 30 minutes sessions, which was cheering :) And I didn't pack dinner because tomorrow I'll get the egg white avo sandwich from Panera and call that dinner.

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Wednesday wash rinse repeat, except we started the day with a French diction/accent coach (I think it's no secret that the Ministry of Magic part of the park is set in 1920s Paris so there ya go.) She only got a little time to work with us today but it was quite helpful.

Most of the day was spent playing through our full set multiple times, taking turns, which was a best case scenario for me. Having one group perform gave other groups time to air-play along and memorize, which is exactly what I've needed to do. As a result I've definitely got more than half the music memorized and am in good position to reach my goal of having everything memorized by February.

It was cold enough that it could have snowed (39°F which could have given us a wet mushy snow) so we were indoors all day. I wonder if this storm system will be past by Friday so we can spend some time in our performance spot.

At home I did the same thing, packed lunch and dinner for tomorrow and took the trash out and practiced the bass and then slammed through about half of my Main Street Phil music at double speed just to make sure it still resides in my brain.

Flyover of the current construction at Epic Universe, taken about a week ago (I'd turn the sound off, it's annoying.) Can you tell which world is which? I think How to Train Your Dragon world and Super Nintendo world are the most visually impressive.



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Thursday and Friday: More of the same I assume.

Saturday: Hoping to take Jameson out to celebrate him having his stitches out! And chores and practicing.

Sunday: More chores and practicing, possibly making caramels and a visit to my friend Bill who repaired my bass, to return the case he lent me and give him some caramels.

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I was able to ride the company charter bus to the airport on Monday. Flights were normal, in Charlotte the tour stopped and stayed because that’s our last city, but many people traveled home for Christmas from there. I had a flight to Orlando which went just fine, and Jameson picked me up from the airport.

I can tell he’s not feeling great mentally, from his body language and such. I asked how his arm is, and he says it doesn’t hurt but he can’t feel his thumb or pinky finger normally, they’re constantly tingling or numb. His surgery will be on New Year’s Eve Day. He is very nervous about it, naturally. This will either help him, or end his career as a pianist. I am terrified for him, but also determined to support him in any way that I can.

Anyway. We talked about that, and how his work is going, and games he’s into and shows he’s watching. I avoided the subject of my new and exciting gig, because I know he’s got feelings to work through about it and I know (from personal experience) how difficult it is to talk about something, that someone else got, that you maybe wanted for yourself. I get that.

Back home, Jameson has decorated the house for Christmas! We have new lights and they are awesome!
You can do all different colors and patterns. CLICK HERE to see!

I cringed a bit at how dusty the house is, and the state of the bathrooms, but I’ll do my best to get things clean before Jameson’s surgery. I won’t be cleaning for Christmas, though. No time.

We ordered taco salads for dinner, then I did a load of laundry, washed our bedsheets, and went out to brave the last-minute shopping crowds for Christmas dinner ingredients and stocking stuffers for Jameson. It took WAY longer than usual…traffic was horrific. But I got everything more or less.

Back home, our neighbors came over to drop off cookies (woot!) so we each had one and then relaxed for the rest of the night. Well, he relaxed and I wrapped presents and assembled stockings. Also, while out driving I’d noticed that my climate control panel in my car was not working.

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Tuesday, Christmas Eve Day, turned out to be unfortunately anything but relaxing.

I was up at 6:30am to take my car to Firestone…and of course they opened an hour later than usual for the holiday. So I dozed in my car with a Wawa coffee until they opened. An additional 30 minutes of sitting in this waiting room, only to be told that the problem is with my car's BRAIN, meaning I'd need to take it to a dealership. Called the two closest to me (30-40 minute drives) and both unsurprisingly had no openings on a holiday.
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Initially I thought maybe I could still drive up to Charlotte with my car--everything else seems to be working, right?--but both the mechanic and Jameson seemed to think that was a Bad Idea. Apparently if your car's computer (PCM) goes bad, your car could just...stop? Lose power? The problem is, it's unclear whether it's the brain (PCM) or the AC control module malfunctioning. But Jameson was adamant that I not drive my own car, to the point of offering to pay for the rental car for me. So...f*ck. Now I needed to find a rental car on Christmas Eve Day. Sigh.

But one thing at a time. I got home and made us Christmas breakfast. We had basic shake-n-bake pancakes, with a blueberry compote that my sister made and egg nog whipped cream. I also added Greek yogurt so I could pretend I'm healthy. It was simple but very good.
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We then opened Christmas presents and stockings together.
Jameson's parents got me the latest Half-Baked Harvest cookbook, and Jameson got me a Japanese Classics cookbook! I've already dog-eared a bunch of new recipes to try (when I'm home...I might make some things and freeze them for Jameson.) Conveniently, one of Jameson's presents was salicornia "salt." Jameson has Meniere's, which means too much sodium causes him to have vertigo and nausea. Salicornia tastes just like salt but actually contains only half the sodium of regular salt. So theoretically he should be able to eat more of it with less ill effect. And THAT means that I could probably try making the ramen in the cookbook he got me!

Anyway, another lovely present was from my sister Kate. She made all of her own gifts this year. Pistachio butter, peanut butter, brown sugar syrup, homemade granola, garlic salt, a clove-scented candle, and a lovely decoration. Homemade gifts really are the best. I used to do this too, but haven't had time any more.
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Jameson's presents to me were very thoughtful, as usual!
Look at these hilarious bread-themed computer cushions! Baguette for wrists, croissant for mouse hand/wrist.
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And these adorable alligator socks! There will probably be more pictures of these, for now I want to protect them so will only wear them once tour is over.
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His big gift to me this year was an Apple Watch!!! He REALLY shouldn't have done that, argh.
I spent a lot of time this afternoon getting used to it. It's shockingly comfortable...twice today I almost submerged my hand with the watch on! (It's waterproof but still.) Probably the most useful part of it is going to be accurate fitness tracking. With an accurate BPM and other vital signs, I'll be able to see how many calories I really burn instead of having to guess. Convenient!

In the afternoon he drove me to the nearest Avis for a rental car. I felt very stressed about this...that's hundreds more dollars that I didn't plan on spending, all because I stupidly thought I could just grab my car out of storage and shoot up the coast with it. The cost of this added to Jameson's tension and I think made him feel guilty for insisting, but I also do see his point about my car's computer being a risk, especially for a long-distance drive on a holiday when I may not be able to get help if something goes wrong. And money aside, I am abashed and very touched that he is worried for me.

Back home was another shock.
My bass trombone arrived!! FOUR DAYS early!!
How that's even possible, coming from California, I have no idea. But I was amazed and excited.
That was the good news.

The bad news: I opened the case and the bell was CRUSHED.
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This 100% happened because the guy who packed it didn't do it properly. And that made me REALLY mad.
I LITERALLY texted him a week ago describing how I wanted him to pack it...and describing exactly what ended up happening to this horn because he didn't do ask I asked.
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Like...are you kidding me??? Why???
Probably because it's a busy time of year and he just threw it in the case with some loose bubble wrap and thought it would be fine. But dude, that is so not enough. I didn't want to be a Karen on Christmas, but couldn't help but send him pictures and express how disappointed I was that it had showed up in this condition entirely because he didn't do what I asked. He apologized profusely, I huffed a bit more but accepted that what's done is done, and he found a buddy in Florida who says it can be repaired (it probably can be, crushed bells are shockingly common.) In fact, this person's house is on my route to Charlotte, so he agreed that I could drop the horn off on Christmas day and pick it up on the way back down. Considering that I didn't even expect to get the horn until the new year anyway, this is perfect and the best I could hope for.

And yes of course the guy who sent the horn will pay for the repairs. Butthead!

Otherwise, the slide and rotors are quite good. So as long as the bell can be repaired I'll be satisfied. It was just very stressful and disappointing to receive it damaged like this after I SPECIFICALLY SAID...argh. Well, you know.

The trombone arriving damaged compounded the stress of unexpectedly renting a car, and the stress-guilt that Jameson was feeling for insisting on that cost. If you've kept up, I've bought a bass trombone that's damaged and now needs repairs, my car needs repairs as soon as tour is over, and I have to rent a car unexpectedly for this last leg of tour. FUUUUUUUUUUUU

Also, here is what the first week of 2025 looks like for me:

     - Dec. 30: Drive 10 hours to Orlando, picking up repaired bass trombone on the way
     - Dec. 31: Jameson has hand surgery
     - Jan. 1: I expect to spend the day cleaning and taking care of Jameson post-surgery but also need to practice for an audition
     - Jan. 2: Appointment to have car repaired (will probably take between 4-6 hours + the commute)
     - Jan. 3: Driving 4 hours round trip to Warburton for a bass trombone mouthpiece (this one didn't come with one)
     - Jan. 3: Supposed to start receiving transcription jobs again, including urgent/express jobs
     - Jan. 4: Acting coaching class for my audition for Universal
     - Jan. 5: Audition for Universal
     - Jan. 6 thru 8: Oh my god, could I possibly finally unpack from tour?


I really doubt that all of this will actually happen...like, I'll probably have to delay getting a mouthpiece for the bass, which means delaying practicing it. And I might need to delay transcription too. And I don't know what Jameson's needs will be during this time either. It feels like a lot. It'll probably be ok, but it feels like 2025 has grabbed me by the collar and is THROTTLING me.

Anyway, we relaxed for the afternoon, I packed a bit and made all of the arrangements for the bass repair and car service, then for dinner we tried out the new grill that Jameson's parents got us! Jameson fired it up while I did prep on the veggies and sides. The burgers turned out great! Jameson said he'd have wanted maybe 3 minutes more as they turned out medium-rare, but they were still restaurant-quality. I also tried grilling some zucchini slices that turned out delicious. Can't wait to grill more!
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More relaxation after that, eating Christmas cookies and trying to lower our stress levels.

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This post was heckin' longer than intended. I thought it would be a nice quiet Christmas Eve Day, but it turned into quite the stress-fest. Oh well, the world doesn't stop turning just because it's a holiday. Merry Christmas everyone!

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Wednesday: 10 hour drive to Charlotte

Thursday: two shows and an afterparty hosted by the theatre

Friday, Saturday, & Sunday: last six shows of Elf the Musical on tour.

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We spent Monday mostly on a charter bus to Erie.

NETworks charters only one bus, so the majority of us have to share seats. I got lucky because one of our trumpet players is traveling with his girlfriend this city, so I ended up seated by myself. Spent the first half of the ride air-tromboning through a show that I'm hoping to do next year.

The rest stop was in Cleveland, at a mall that was really more of a business/transit center. So instead of following the herd inside, I walked a few blocks to a Constantino's Grocery. This is a family-owned chain, I've been to the one in KCMO and it's quite good. This one was small but had a hot bar, so I got to enjoy Italian sausage with peppers and onions for lunch.

Back on the bus and about two hours later we arrived at our hotel, about four miles from the theatre but conveniently close to a shopping area including a Giant Eagle grocery store. I was surprised to find new flavors of some of my favorite products here!
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Also, since we're in PA, there are big jars of pickled eggs on the shelves.
If you haven't experienced these, it probably sounds weird, but they are SO GOOD. IYKYK.
The beet eggs are my absolute favorite. I've never had the mustard ones and want to try them someday.
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Got my goodies back to the hotel and spent the rest of the night desperately trying to finish this transcription.
I'm on the last hour of audio, and hope to be done by tomorrow. Then begins the edit/review process.

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Up early on Tuesday to have the free hotel breakfast and work on transcription.
There was lots of good stuff to steal at this breakfast including bagels, Nutella, peanut butter, and chocolate chips. They also had a chocolate raspberry coffee, which was very good and strangely nostalgic to drink (my stepmom was into flavored coffees so that's what I drank when home for Christmas. Back when, you know, everyone was alive.)

I got to lunchtime and STILL was not done with transcribing this godforsaken case.
Gotta rant )

TL;DR I finished the transcription around 1:30pm.

Walked around outside a bit even though it was quite cold, just to clear my head and move a bit after sitting in an uncomfortable chair all morning. Soon enough it was time to ride the bus to the theatre (we are about 6 miles away here.)

It's a pretty old theatre.
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Here is Neil with an absolute HEDGE of woodwinds. There are ELEVEN (11) instruments in this photo. (To be fair, the oboe is not used in the show, he brought it for personal practice.)
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I'm always blown away at how versatile and skilled woodwind players are for being able to switch between so many instruments (in this case it's 5 instruments each.) But also, this makes me sad because there should simply be more musicians in the pit to play all of these. But, you know, then you'd have to PAY them.

The backstage area at this theatre is renovated, so there were nice bottle fillers and modern facilities ("renovation" is always the preferred word to hear over "restoration" haha.) And once again this week I had my own dressing room!!
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In all my years of touring and performing, I've had my own dressing room less than ten times.
Usually I'm either forgotten about and left with the male band, or I am put in the female ensemble dressing room (both of these options are completely fine with me, btw.) Having my own little space for the duration is a luxury, but also makes me feel a bit lonely, like I'm my own species or something. It doesn't much matter because I rarely use dressing rooms anyway.

The sound check and show went well. The drums were remoted (in a separate room and watching the MD via a video feed) so we were all worried about the tempos, but everything was surprisingly all right. After the show I packed up my trombone and practice mute and brought them to the hotel so I can run Disney music tomorrow.

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Wednesday I was up at 7 to do laundry, eat breakfast, and buckle down on finally getting this transcription project out of my face.

It took until 2pm to finish transcription review. God DAMN. I hope to never get a case like that again (but I probably will.)

Absolutely had to lie down and take a nap after that. There was no avoiding it.
Then got ready for the show and practiced my Disney music, only getting through half of it before dinnertime.
At the theatre, gave my trombone a bath since I've got this nice dressing room at my disposal and it has hot water.

Here's a random picture of the "remoted" drum setup this week.
The drummer can see the conductor via that little monitor, and hear us through his Aviom.
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Someone put a candy cane at each of our spots tonight...perhaps Production again?
It was a kind thing to do. I decorated my mic with it.
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The show went well, no shenanigans. That's a wrap in Erie, PA.

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Thursday:
All-day bus ride from Erie, PA to Stamford, CT. There is a Japanese grocery close to the hotel/theatre and I hope to get dinner there!

Friday: Hopefully a day to just take a walk and decompress. I need it.

Saturday and Sunday: Two shows each. My sister is supposed to come out for a matinee but we will see.
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It occurred to me today, thanks to a DW friend, that I've added a lot of new people lately, who were added in the middle of a lot of changes in my professional life and might be confused about some of the stuff I'm posting about.

So here is a small summary-update, to introduce myself a little and share what kind of stuffs are coming up for future posts!

INTRO

Name:
Megan
Age:
40
Married:
No, BUT my partner Jameson and I have been together for over 10 years. We met while performing in the circus; he was the keyboardist and I was the trombonist. You can read about my circus life starting HERE or on any post with a "circus" tag, i.e. "circus: elephants" or "circus: train"
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Occupation:
Commercial musician + random other stuff to fill the gaps between gigs. I am good at and enjoy tedious work like data entry and transcription, so am always on the lookout for jobs like that.
Residence:
Orlando area, United States. Florida has a tropical climate so you will hear me talking about the heat, alligators, reptiles, strange plants, etc pretty often.
Hobbies:
Reading, going for walks, amateur gardening, amateur cooking/baking, being a foodie especially while on tour, watching anime.
Family:
I have four siblings (in order of age: a stepsister, a sister, and a half-brother and half-sister. This is because my parents married, had my sister and I, and then divorced and both remarried resulting in my other siblings. Hope that makes sense.) Both my mom and dad have passed away, my mom from pancreatic cancer in 2001 and my dad from COVID in 2021. My grandparents are also deceased, so all I've got for blood are some aunts and uncles, most of whom I don't keep in touch with, and my mom's sister whom I love very much and is very special to me. Because my parents had a bitter divorce when I was very young, and because of how some things went during childhood with my dad and stepmom having majority custody, you may sometimes see me write with residual bitterness about family things. I try to do this only rarely or in Friends Only posts.
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(me and 3 of 4 siblings)

Questions:
If there's anything you'd like to know about me feel free to ask! My social media and my journal are generally very open, and I post about most aspects of my life.


WORK HISTORY

MUSIC:
I went to school for music, majoring in trombone. Some music gigs I've had include Knoebels Amusement Resort band; Busch Gardens Williamsburg band; Princess Cruises house band; Ringling Brothers and Barnum & Bailey Red Unit band (for five years); Tootsie the Musical National Tour (two years); My Fair Lady National Tour (one year); Elf the Musical holiday tour (upcoming); Disney's Epcot Candlelight Processional, Disney's Main Street Philharmonic (as a substitute); and a variety of local theater, big band, and orchestral performances. My big orchestral claims to fame are The Florida Orchestra and the Orlando Philharmonic as a substitute trombonist. You can see pictures and evidence of pretty much all of these gigs on my socials (IG and Facebook)
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NON-MUSIC, PAST:
I've worked a lot in music retail (Music & Arts Centers) and have been a retail manager, and also excel at administrative work, especially editing, data entry, and transcription. Some of my favorite recent jobs have been CapTel Service Specialists, which was voice-transcribing live phone calls for the FCC; and TSOLife, which was data entry for nursing homes in order document the life stories of the elderly while also compiling information to enable a better quality of life. I've had a HUGE variety of jobs throughout my life, including movie theater projectionist; janitor; confectioner; kennel associate; courtroom hearing reporter; Director of Sales for a music retailer; assembly line worker; and probably loads more that I'm not remembering right now!

PRESENT:
Currently I'm working several jobs. I'm a substitute musician with The Florida Orchestra and the Orlando Philharmonic, which means if one of their regular trombonists needs a day off I am on call to fill in. I'm a substitute trombonist with the Main Street Philharmonic and the Epcot Candlelight Processional, both of which hold regular rehearsals that I attend and am paid for whether I get called to play or not. Thanks to those jobs I am a Disney Castmember, and have free access to Disney World. My two primary jobs right now are working part time at Chapel Hats in Disney Springs (I got this job after TSOLife fired all of it's data entry workers in August and replaced them with AI), and working as a contracted transcriptionist for the Department of Justice, processing federal hearings remotely. All of these jobs are new to me this year, so it's been very exciting to learn all of these different kinds of work (I'm REALLY enjoying the transcription!)
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(UPCOMING/FUTURE):
I am constantly looking for work in music, especially Broadway tours. A few months ago there was an opening for a trombonist on the holiday tour of Elf the Musical. I applied and just recently was offered the job. The tour starts at the end of October and goes until the end of December. This means that in a few days I'll be giving notice at the hat shop, and also letting my transcription job know that I'll be traveling while doing work for them (they're supposedly ok with this but we'll see.) I am also still attending rehearsals for the Disney ensembles while on tour, so that's a logistical nightmare but that's what you have to do if you want to maintain your Castmember status and your spot on the call list.
TL;DR
pretty soon there will be no more hat shop pics, but you'll get to travel with me as I tour with Elf the Musical for the holidays!

One last thing, a "negative" about me that you should be aware of:

Peeves: As a 40-year-old woman, a musician for more than two decades, and someone who has traveled extensively and worked many MANY different types of jobs, I am deeply annoyed by people who feel the need to mansplain me on how to do this and that, or who use the comments section of my journal for unsolicited advice. If I did not explicitly ask for help or input, I do not need or want help or input. It's a journal; I often write to vent just to get things off my chest and move on, NOT to solicit life-critiques from the Peanut Gallery. 

If you are one of those people who just can't help themselves, who NEED to instruct others on how to live their lives according to you, be advised that I WILL respond curtly/bluntly/rudely to advice that I did not ask for, ESPECIALLY if it's written using command language (i.e. "You SHOULD do this," or "DO THIS") or written to criticize past actions that I cannot undo (i.e. "You SHOULD HAVE done this" or "Why didn't you do X"). If you can, please refrain from using my journal as an advice dispenser to hear yourself talk.

TL;DR:
I generally don't ask for or want advice, so if you feel a need to advise me, consider A) ASKING if I've tried/thought of doing something instead of assuming that I haven't, and B) Choosing your words carefully, remembering that you're talking to someone with a lot of life experience, not a child who was just born yesterday.

OK that mostly brings ya up to speed, thanks for reading!
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By the time you read this it'll be the last day of September.

I have many hopes for October, but cooler weather tops the list.

Thursday I was up at 7:30 to eat breakfast and prepare for a long work day in the midst of a Hurricane-Sort-Of.
The storm was a Cat 2 but still a long ways from landfall. It was rainy and windy this morning but that's not really a reason for businesses to close, you know? So after breakfast and packing up everything I'd need for the day I trundled off to Disney.
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The park was more or less fully open and it didn't even rain, it was just blustery. We did two sets and a full parade. I was grateful to get so much playing time :) The only accommodation that we made for the weather was removing the feather plumes from our hats to avoid having them blown off our heads.

I brought all of my transcription stuff and was able to access Disney wifi. I didn't get a lot done but did set up all of my cover pages. This was more of an experiment to see if I COULD do this work here, and I can!

Our third set was canceled because at that point there were wind gusts above 30mph (48kmh) and while the trumpets and trombones can weather that, sousaphones and drums not so much :/ I used the extra time to take a shower under the castle so I'd be somewhat refreshed before my hat shop shift. Hurricane Helene was now a Cat 3, but nothing here in Orlando was closed. It was pretty clear that the storm wouldn't be reaching us, just some of the outer bands.

Today's hat:
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I took this picture as I was clocking out to go home. There were a lot more people out and about than I expected in this weather...but who wants to buy a hat during a hurricane? As a result I was sent home early, at 9pm instead of 11pm. So ultimately the hurricane only cost me two hours of a 12-hour work day. Which says a lot about how concerned Central Florida felt about this hurricane (not at all.)

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It was wind and rain all night, but nothing worse than that. In the morning I was up before Jameson and went out on the lanai to see if there were any screens missing. Not only was nothing damaged, even my sad broken banana tree was still standing, complete with fruit.

And then I saw this little fellow clinging to our lanai screen! Finger for scale. Google says he is a baby box turtle, but I think Google is wrong and that it's a striped mud turtle.
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More pictures of his face and tummy and shell. He is so cute!!
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Not sure how he got up onto the screen. Maybe he was blown by the storm, or climbed to avoid a predator. After admiring him I let him go among some mulch where I thought he'd be well camouflaged while he made his escape. When I went back later to see if he was still there, he was gone. Either he's pretty speedy or a predator got him after all.

I fertilized the petunia and had breakfast, then did transcription for an hour or so. Ate lunch and drove aaaallll the way out to Apple at Millenia Mall to see if they could either fix or replace my phone.

The store was insanely busy. See THIS video to get a taste of what my day was like, and what it's like to shop ANYWHERE in a tourist/hospitality city. The video was taken during "the holidays" but this is exactly how busy it was today.

Anyway, I had to wait for someone to become available in that noisy, crowded store. 30 minutes after my appointment time a young man came around to help me out. Without hesitation he picked up my phone, turned it on it's side, and pointed to the edge where the screen meets the metal body. The screen was bulging outward ever so slightly (like this.) Because my phone is always in it's case, I hadn't even noticed.

"Your battery is swollen," he said.
WOW I felt stupid for not having seen it!

But I also felt angry at Best Buy all over again (see bottom of previous post). This was a problem you could SEE, and those f*ckers hadn't even bothered to look! How they get to call themselves "Apple authorized" is beyond me.

I texted Jameson to say that my phone was in repair and I'd be unreachable, then handed my Literal Connection To All Things In This World to the associate and wandered off into the mall in "analog mode." I hadn't brought any other devices: no extra phone, no smart watch, no ipad or tablet or laptop. Nothing. It was me and my water bottle.

The main thing that shocked me, out here in Analog Mode, was realizing that there are no clocks, anywhere. I did two laps of the mall, both floors, and did not see one public wall clock, not even on the LED directory screens.

The other exasperating realization was that without my phone, I had nothing to DO. I should've at least thought to bring a physical book for f*ck's sake. As I walked I noticed an elderly man reading a real paper newspaper, and felt actively jealous!

But you know what? Other than an occasional pang of anxiety at the thought of someone needing to reach me and being unable to, being without my phone was actually quite nice. I walked at random and looked at stuff. I felt no pressure to post or share. I sat and openly people-watched, because everyone was, of course, on their phones, and so no one NOTICED that I was people-watching.

As an 80's kid, of course I remember growing up without technology. And also the gradual, decades-long timeline of becoming more and more dependent on technology. All the way up to today, when being without my phone for a mere 60 minutes forced me to realize how much I rely on it for REALLY important things, like staying in touch with family or getting directions to or from a place. Or checking the damn time!

When my internal clock piped up ("It's probably been about an hour, right?") I went back to the Apple store and gave one of their display iPads a poke. It told me that indeed, my internal clock was right and I'd killed 50 minutes. I queued back up with my repair ticket, retrieved my Literal Connection To All Things In This World, and checked my texts. Thus ended 60 minutes of phonelessness.

I stopped by Total Wines to see if they had a certain rum that Jameson likes (they didn't) and had a snack from a nearby Thai place, then drove home through rush hour traffic. The whole thing took about four hours, two of which were the drive. Sigh.

Back home I swept hurricane debris from the driveway, emptied the dishwasher, had dinner, and received an email from NETworks asking me to download a specific app which they use to send ALL tour information. See, SEE how integral phones are? Without my phone/this app, I couldn't see my coworkers' contact info, the rehearsal schedule, the travel schedule, the hotel bookings, and loads of other extremely important information that I need to do my job. Isn't that crazy when you stop to think about it?

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Saturday I got up early to get bagels from my favorite shop. While waiting for Jameson to wake up I did a little transcription, then switched to tromboning because it was bugging me that I haven't practiced Elf in like a week. After that back to transcription.

I'd meant to cook dinner but wasn't feeling it, so we had Chuy's taco salads.
After dinner I worked on my Foodie Finds for Elf, now that we've got the hotel info that gives me more context.

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Sunday, I was up early to do transcription, pack work snacks, and make overnight oats for tomorrow before Jameson was up. Once he was up I'd planned to switch to practicing trombone, but changed my mind and just stuck with transcription for the morning. By noon I had only 30 minutes of the two hours of audio remaining, which I think is good considering the thing isn't due until Saturday. My goal in getting the extra processing time (aside from feeling stressed) was to have time to listen to the WHOLE case a second time and check it for errors. I won't always be able to do that, and figure if I do it at least once I'm bound to learn things and find mistakes which I can try to remember for future cases.

Anyway, lunch and then tromboning and getting dressed for work.

Today's hat will be in the next post since I've got the closing shift at the hat shop tonight.

In closing, have a firefly petunia pic from a few nights ago.
I'm starting to feel stressed about moving it outside, and wish it would just get below 90°F outside ffs!!
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Monday: Finishing the transcription, trombone practice, cooking dinner.

Tuesday: Hopefully reviewing my work + trombone practice + night shift at the hat shop.

Wednesday: Submitting my transcription job + tromboning and getting some kind of exercise I hope.

Thursday: Night shift at the hat shop.
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Sunday's hat:
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In just a few more shifts I'll have 30 hat pictures! I'll post them all on socials at that time I guess.

The shift was fine, it was crazy-busy at Disney Springs for some unknown reason so for the first time all week we were able to meet and exceed our sales goal. That felt good, though not much comes of it at the bottom-feeder level really. I surprised myself by selling one of the "My Fair Lady" hats, the one with the gigantic brim.

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Monday I was up at 8, breakfast and goofing off until 9:30 or so, then transcription practice. As I get closer to finishing I feel more and more nervous about actually starting the work. It'll be fine, it's just that the unknown is always intimidating.

After an hour of transcription Jameson was awake so I cleaned our bathrooms, then popped to the grocery for a pork tenderloin. Got it marinating at home, ate lunch, and practiced. I'd meant to have a sort of Repotting Party for my indoor plants but time got away from me.

Instead I ended up unexpectedly harvesting my pineapple. It had turned golden yellow and smelled fantastic, so I knew it MUST be ready....but it hasn't gotten any bigger in the months I've had it, and is about the size of a softball....
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...and yet the crown is GIGANTIC. It looks absolutely ridiculous! I couldn't stop sniggering at it.
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It's like, I don't know....a little pineapple comet with a giant tail haha.
Why didn't the fruit get bigger? Why is the crown so huge? I've never grown pineapples before and have no idea. But it's hilarious, and judging from the mouth-watering smell coming off the fruit it'll still taste wonderful. I'll probably try and plant the crown too.

For dinner I made a pork tenderloin rubbed in brown sugar, rosemary, coarse mustard, sherry, salt, and pepper.
I used a new meat thermometer, the kind that goes in the oven while the meat cooks, and as a result the tenderloin was cooked PERFECTLY. The only thing I messed up was the crust, but I think starting that process earlier will give better results next time.

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Tuesday 8am, same as yesterday, breakfast and transcription.

Ordered misc things from Amazon: a container for shipping the firefly cutting to my aunt; a measuring tape because mine broke; two small toiletry containers for tour; fermented red bean curd because Jameson expressed interest in air fryer crab Rangoon and I want to make char siu chicken to go with it, which involves the curd, which I can't get anywhere but the Asian grocery stores an hour away.

I finished all of my training modules, and must now take the tests. YEEK.

Did a load of laundry; went to Lowes for an outdoor light timer (for the petunia while I'm on tour) and perlite; Publix for a PubSub; home to eat lunch, process the pineapple, dry and fold the laundry. Planted the pineapple crown and we'll see if it roots.

Checked on the banana. The new flower has opened, and the bananas are looking more plump. Waiting is hard.
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Did some air tromboning over some difficult sections of my music.
Went to work a closing shift at the hat shop.

Today's hat:
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My boss was there for the closing shift, which I don't mind because he's cool...but I disliked having to endure the social construct of "Everyone be on your best behavior, the BOSS is here!" Like.....how I work every day, IS my best behavior for that day. I'm not going to change how I act or work just because of "the boss." If I have to do that, something's wrong. And if I'm not performing to company standard, I'd rather someone tell me than "fake it" when he's around and continue to do a bad job. Eh, maybe this is what happens when you get old, you don't give two f*cks :P But it IS a construct, and a rather ridiculous social expectation, and any time I get to either ignore or stomp on a construct it pleases me greatly. Perhaps it's not an age thing after all, but an INTJ thing.

Anyway I worked like I normally do, and no one complained :p

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Wednesday Jameson and I both woke up nervous. Him because of his interview with Carnival Cruises; me because I was taking my transcription tests. His interview took about an hour and seemed to go really well. They gave him more info about the job, but didn't specify pay or set up a secondary interview. To me that says the next time they reach out it would be to make an offer. We will see.

I completed my quizzes and did an OK job, only getting one answer wrong (I should have gotten NO answers wrong because I could reference my notes, sigh.) I was then offered my first transcription job, due a week from today. I am terrified and excited! My QA guy took the time to make me a video on how to get started with my case, so I am encouraged by his help and support. I wanted to start right away, but know that this is the kind of thing that requires undivided attention. Instead I focused on side-chores.

I went to both Sprouts and Whole Paycheck for ingredients for dinner for the next two nights, that took two hours (40-minute drive both ways.) Lunch, then putting chicken thighs in a char siu marinade and finally having that Potting Party.
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It doesn't look like much but it did take a while. My philodendrons are pitiful and scraggly, and needed to be untangled and trimmed, then painstakingly dipped in rooting hormone and potted in new soil. Then I took one more cutting from the firefly petunia, potted that, watered everyone, and cleaned up. I couldn't have been outside for more than an hour but the petunia was already wilting when I brought it back in. Thanks Florida.

For dinner I made simple caprese sandwiches, toasting ciabatta rolls and brushing them with pesto, adding fresh basil and tomato and fluffy mozz, topped with cracked black pepper and balsamic glaze. They were so good and refreshing, a last taste of summer :)

After dinner Jameson had a lot to deal with (in addition to the interview he got slammed with more work and also has a friend's show, Jollywood, and Candlelight to practice for) so I took the trash out, showered, cleaned the shower, and typed up this post. This week has felt very hectic but some weeks are like that.

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Thursday: Starting my first transcription job, going to the tailor again (he messed up one pair of pants), doing misc chores, making air fryer crab rangoon and char siu chicken for dinner.

Friday: More transcription (finishing the job would be ideal here) and night shift at the hat shop.

Saturday:
A day off. Probably going to start gathering things for the thrift store and/or online selling.
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Sunday's Hat:
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Yes, I've worn the baseball cap version of this bejeweled bucket hat, with the same shirt.

We got a load of new cloche hats for fall. Cloches are good on me so I'll definitely try them all.

The shift was "normal," nothing to report. I helped to close the store...Carter (keyholder) went to the sock kiosk to help them close, Jordan (keyholder) finalized our drawers and re-sorted most of the sized hats, and I swept, mopped, wiped the mirrors and windows, and helped with hat re-sorting.

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Monday I checked on all of my plants. Will have to bring the pineapple and lemon in under the overhang of our roof for the next few days, they've had more rain than they'd like. It feels like the bananas have been growing forever; I keep checking them to see if they've started yellowing but so far they're all still green. I wonder how much longer it'll be. (Edit: Have looked back, and it's only been about two months! They've got at least 2-3 months to go!)

The petunia is not doing well outdoors, it's yellowing and wilting so I'm bringing it back inside. Very annoyed because I've been following "internet advice" about how to care for it, and every time I take that advice my plant seems to get worse. Most people are probably thinking of their own climates and needs when giving advice, not considering, you know...FLORIDA.

Today's hat is one of the new felt cloche hats in grey and black. Sadly it's not a great fit but I do like the style anyway.
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The big excitement today was a guy who bought two Panama hats from me, then came back later and bought three more! Each Panama hat in our store is AT LEAST $120, most range from $180-$300. And he casually bought five. Needless to say we reached and exceeded our sales goal primarily due to this Panama Hat Mogul.

I also discovered my pet peeve about working at the hat shop: large organized groups (bridal showers, birthday parties, etc) packing into the shop not to buy anything, but to have a free photo op.

We had two such groups last night and despite my best effort to smile and put on a good face I could not have been more angry and annoyed. It's between 8-20 people cramming into our tiny shop, all wearing matching "I'm with the Birthday Girl" shirts or those stupid bridal shower sashes or whatever; then going to the shelves and grabbing the zaniest hats they can find, ripping the delicate handmade fascinators off their clips and damaging them, throwing hats on the floor or on random shelves after each photo. Taking up a massive amount of floor space to do photo ops, forcing everyone to squeeze around them. Twenty grown-ass adult women, screaming and squeeing and making duck faces for the camera. And then they leave the store in an absolute mess that we have to clean up while actual customers are waiting to be helped.

"It's my special day!" is not an excuse to devolve into a selfish pig.

When the second group like this came in last night (a bunch of teens, for someone's birthday) I stayed as far on the opposite side of the store as possible and made myself busy. Not sure if my coworkers noticed my avoidance, and I don't really care. I signed an employment contract to sell hats and provide excellent CUSTOMER service, not to babysit. If someone's there to shop or ask directions or even complain about something, I'll always be kind, and I'll be happy to clean up after people. But I'm not going to hover around these groups who are obviously NOT shopping and force a smile while they damage the merch right in front of my face for a photo op.

The social expectation, I'm sure, is for us to be good little retail slaves, bend over, and take it. But I think everyone who has followed this blog knows that when it comes to socially-expected groveling, sugar-coating, and spoon-feeding, I'm pretty much the worst.
Anyway. Majority of the night was fine and writing about this gets it off my chest for the moment.

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Tuesday I was up early for Papa Pals. Both visits were at the same memory care facility that I visited last week.

Papa Pal Visits )

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On the way home I stopped for groceries, treating myself to these huge muscadine grapes.
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We had a wild muscadine in the backyard when I was little, and my sisters and I would eat them while playing outside. They were small, tough, and chewy, with tart fruit and sweet but tannin-filled skins that made one's mouth feel funny. But they tasted great and I loved the chewy texture of them. These are not as tart or chewy as my childhood grapes, but the skins taste the same and they definitely give me nostalgia to eat :)

For dinner I made keto empanadas again, in which the empanada dough is replaced with ground chicken and filled with whatever-you-feel. Last time I followed a recipe that was jalapeno popper inspired; this time I invented my own "pizza poppers," filling each one with mozzarella and cheddar cheeses, little mushroom pieces, and pepperoni. Coated them in parmesan cheese and spices, and air friend 'em. They were pretty good but next time I want to season the chicken better.

Before bed I got a message from a coworker asking if I'd cover his shift. Yes! That would bring me up to 29 hours for the week and I could use the money.

Now that the petunia is back inside I'm doing some photo ops again :)
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Wednesday I woke to find that my coworker had taken his shift back so I was stuck with my day off again. Not that I don't appreciate a day off, too. I'd planned to cram in all sorts of chores and some exercise, but it was thundering by lunchtime so I practiced trombone for longer than usual, watched the Cubs game with Jameson (it was a riveting one,) and kind of didn't do much all day.

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Thursday: The plan is to go for a walk, practice, shop for cheap shirts and fall scents at Marshalls, and cook dinner.

Friday: Jameson is going to a friend's party in Miami for the night, so while he's gone I'll dust our bookshelf and vacuum, practice, night shift at the hat shop.

Saturday: No plans except night shift at the hat shop.
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Here it is, August and the hottest summer I've ever experienced.
Every single day, high temperatures of high 90s (35C and up) and heat indexes in the triple digits (42-43C.) Every. Single. Day.

I don't want to go outside at all, and that makes me really sad. One of the things that I miss most about touring is walking and exploring everywhere. Public parks and cities and suburbs and museums and gardens. Lots of outdoor options.

Not here.

Anyway, at 9:30am it was 87F (30.5C) with a heat index of 101F (38C.) Sigh.
I went for an introspective walk.


Go for a walk with me? )

- I shared this with a friend over on DW, and thought it might provide some perspective to LJ friends as well. Mostly regarding my attempts at making Uber Eats deliveries...but also to show what it's like to commute, in general, in Central Florida, with Disney's big butt right in the middle of everything.
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The blue dot is me (by the way, I have a Kissimmee zip code...but notice that Kissimmee is actually a 40-minute drive due east of us!)

The red circle is the theme parks, Disney and Universal property AND also the highways that encircle them and are impacted by tourist traffic.

The blue circles are some cities and towns where ACTUAL Floridians live and work: Orlando, Kissimmee, Clermont. There is also the airport, which as you can imagine with tourists and retirees and snowbirds and businessfolks and layovers en route to the Bahamas or Cuba or Atlanta or wherever, is a total hellscape at all times.

See how BIG Disney property is, and how it is directly between me and essentially everything. In order to reach universities, business parks, shopping centers, restaurant hubs, etc, my choices are to fight theme park traffic on those highways surrounding Disney, or take much longer circuitous routes (which are ALL toll roads btw.) See Winter Park up there above Orlando? That's where I spent three hours delivering Uber Eats last week. It took me an hour to get up there for just $20 in earnings, then an hour drive back.

To my west is a wetland/wildlife preserve. Although the road to Clermont north of us is usually free of tourists, it's still a 30 minute drive (I am considering testing Uber Eats up there also.) And eventually Davenport down south will be worth visiting too, but not for at least a few more months while they're building it up. But anyway I hope this gives some perspective on not only Uber Eats, but also commuting ANYWHERE in the Orlando area.

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The rest of Thursday was fine. I got cleaned up from the walk and put the meatballs in the crock pot for dinner, then practiced trombone and made us some no-bake cookies for no reason other than I wanted them. I did a half recipe which was only 13 cookies. Decorated some with Lucky Charms marshmallows, and some with butterscotch chips.
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Dinner was sticky meatballs with mashed potatoes and lemon pepper green beans.
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Despite looking so juicy the meatballs were somewhat dry, probably because they're turkey and because I was doing a half-recipe and let them simmer for too long. Lesson learned for next time. Still, it wasn't bad and Jameson even had seconds.

Meanwhile my firefly petunia is blooming for the first time since shipping, and put on a spectacular light show last night!

The flowers are small, about nickel-sized, but beautiful.
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Here is daytime vs nighttime! I couldn't BELIEVE how brightly it was glowing.
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For contrast, here is the photo I took the day I received the firefly petunia in the mail.
Same phone camera and same exposure settings!


The flowers were larger when I first received it, but the foliage was very weak. To be honest I'd rather have a healthy leafy plant than one with lots of blooms or bigger blooms.

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Friday, my Papa Pal canceled on me so I had the day free. After breakfast I cleaned the patio sliding doors, cleaned our bathrooms, and confirmed my Papa Pal visit for Saturday morning. The Saturday evening Pal called to cancel as well, idk what's going on this weekend but it's kind of a bummer for me.

I'd meant to swim in the pool or run misc errands but wasn't really feeling it. Didn't want to practice today either.
I want to start my job and waiting is difficult.

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Saturday morning was my Papa Pal visit. This was a 60-something male who recently herniated his back. I cleaned the oven and microwave, wiped down the cabinets and countertops, wiped out some silverware drawers, cleaned the glass coffee table in the living room, swept, and mopped. Unlike all of my other Papa Pal visits to date, this guy was talkative and kept up a steady stream of conversation about life, health care, politics, weather, tastes in music, his background, my background, etc. I actually preferred that, it made the time go faster and made me feel less like a servant. I also didn't have to scrub any toilets for once, a pleasant change.

This guy had a big white 90-pound pit bull who was a total sweetheart. I love how big and blocky pit bulls are in the head! Just wanna waggle their noggins and smoosh their dopey faces! Unfortunately this dog was rather stinky, so I had to stop at a gas station on the way home to wash up because the dog-smell was *gag*

I went to my bagel place (pumpernickel, egg, blueberry) then Publix for ingredients for Cubans tomorrow. Lunch at home, a little rest, trombone practice. It was weirdly breezy, I suppose because of the tropical storm headed our way (which no one cares about because tropical storms are not worth bothering about here.) And I was finally scheduled for three shifts at the hat shop, 18 hours' worth. Yay! It's a big relief to ACTUALLY be scheduled for shifts.

Scheduled myself another Papa Pal for Monday with an older woman who "needs help with yard work" and wants to "play board games." It's a two hour visit so my hope is that we'll garden for an hour and play games for an hour! But we'll see what actually happens.

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Sunday was quiet. I went for a walk after breakfast, ahead of Tropical Storm Debby. There were lots of people doing the same, walking their dogs or getting exercise or doing last-minute pre-storm yardwork.

The most interesting thing that I saw on this walk was a little garter snake sitting very still in a field, head raised above the grass, staring directly up into the sky. I thought he was a stick until I got closer and he angled his head back down to look at me. I wonder what he saw up there? Was he watching the storm bands rolling in? I didn't know that snakes looked up.

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Back home I got the mojo pork marinating and got cleaned up. After lunch Jameson went to the masseuse and I confirmed my Papa Pal visit for tomorrow.

The daughter answered the phone, and we talked about what would be expected of me. This one will be unique: it's an elderly woman and her husband who has dementia. They are Spanish-speakers and I don't speak a lick of Spanish, but I have Google Translate and the daughter says this will be less about conversation and more about simply being present. They have no actual chores that need doing, so the plan right now is to make tuna sandwiches together and play some games (Chinese checkers was mentioned.) Since we're supposed to be in the thick of the tropical storm tomorrow, this honestly sounds like a lovely way to spend a few hours (and get paid for it!)

After that I cooked the tenderloin in the oven, cooled and sliced it.
Jameson gamed and I watched anime.

For dinner I made simple cubanos: Cuban bread from Publix, sliced pickles, the mojo pork slices, low sodium deli ham, Swiss cheese, and coarse mustard. Smash it all as flat as you can under a hot skillet, and you've got one delicious sandwich.
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It rained for most of the evening, which isn't unusual but the 20mph winds and cooler temps (76 degrees, yay!) were a pleasant addition thanks to the tropical storm. It was still insanely humid but otherwise a lovely rainy day.

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Tomorrow I've got my Papa Pal during lunch, otherwise the only things to do are practice trombone and prepare for my first day of work at the hat shop. I'm excited and nervous but will do my best.

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Welp!

Once again it looks like I'm about to be unemployed.

A few days ago our workplace surprised us with an announcement that we'd be training an AI...very obviously to take over our jobs. So I did all that I could including

- Started aggressively applying for work elsewhere
- Continued doing as much work as I could at the existing job
- Signed up for all sorts of gig economy apps in preparation for unemployment
- Kept a careful eye on the company chats

Last night it was announced that there will be a "restructuring." Part of this will be the creation of eight full-time AI Quality Control Specialist positions...to replace the part-time Account Editor jobs (myself and my coworkers.) They are going to interview for the eight available positions this week, make their choices, and start their eight people on Monday.

I have to assume that this means if I'm not one of the few selected for full-time work, I'll be out of a job after the weekend.

So, if any of you have ideas for jobs--either remote or in/near Four Corners, Kissimmee, Clermont, or Orlando in Florida--I'd appreciate your suggestions.

Things that I'm already trying:

- Instacart (waitlisted)
- Doordash (waitlisted)
- Uber Eats (waitlisted)
- Amazon Flex (waitlisted)

- Papa Pal (Am already on their roster and will pick up work when it's available)
- Prolific (Already doing this, it only brings in pocket money at most)
- I have a Notary Public license that has thus far proved useless.

- Grocery stores (all including Target, Walmart, Publix, ALDI, Sprouts, Whole Paycheck, etc)
- Remote and in person data entry, admin, office
- Kennels and pet boarding, including previous workplaces
- All non-Disney theme parks, whatever jobs are available
- Government jobs for my local City/County, and attending a job fair next Friday for this as well
- Retail sales jobs that are not commission-based
- Checking tour, venue, and music-related sites for jobs (including local theaters, sports arenas, etc)
- Checking museums, tourist attractions, zoos, etc.
- I've applied to and passed several employment evaluations for transcription companies and have never once been actually called to do transcription, so please don't suggest this, I'm not going to waste time on it any more if there's no work in this field to be had.

...and I've applied for the existing position at my current job.

Things that I'm NOT doing right now:

- Waitressing/restaurants,
because the pay is horrific + it's a massive energy suck, so I'm trying to avoid until I can't any more.
- Teaching music.
I have a master's degree but absolutely zero teaching experience or background, this was never what I wanted to do with the degree or my life so please don't suggest this one.
- Overnight/3rd shift jobs.
I will start applying to these if I have to but we're not at that point yet.
- Rideshare (Uber, Lyft):
This would be a good option if I did not live in Orlando or if I lived anywhere near the airport. I may reconsider this later on if none of the food delivery options work out.
- Recertifying in something, out of my own pocket.
If you would like to pay for my recertification by all means, PM me and we can set up a PayPal or Zelle deposit.

That's all I can think of for now. If anyone has suggestions to add to what I'm already doing, I'll listen and promise not to snark (for as long as I can, so until eighteen of you come to the comments to tell me I should be teaching.)

Also, if you have suggestions for things that a person who enjoys data entry might recertify in, that doesn't cost a fortune or years to qualify for and is not likely to be replaced by AI in the next five years, I'm all ears for that as well.
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Monday was a "day off" which really only means no data entry and waking up an hour later than usual. I scoured for jobs but wasn't seeing much (it IS kind of early after a holiday weekend.) Went to get bagels, and put air in my tires and gas in my car. Came home for lunch and trombone practice, then off to The Fresh Market for dinner ingredients for tomorrow.

Not sure why I chose Fresh Market over Whole Paycheck...I rarely go there because their selection is less extensive. But it turned out to be a really good choice, because while I was out there was a deadly hit-and-run at the 1-4/192 intersection, which is my exit to get home (and also exactly where I had my one and only car accident back in 2019.) As a result the highway was closed and all traffic was redirected onto 192. Which sucked for me, but so much less than if I'd been coming down I-4 on the way back from Whole Paycheck with a car-load of groceries in 100-degree weather. OR if I'd been anywhere around when the accident took place.

At home I had a moment of wonder at the universe, that I should pick Today Of All Days to deviate from my usual pattern, saving me from whatever horror show had happened on the highway.

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After unpacking the ingredients I made some peanut butter popsicles using this recipe from TikTok. Jameson sent it to me, which is his passive way of saying, "I hope that you will make this for us at some point!" This one was so ridiculously easy that I saw no reason not to just whip it up right away!

- 1/2c peanut butter (any kind, we are trying JIF No Sugar Added)
- 1/2c Greek yogurt (the comments said to use vanilla so I got Siggi's which is low in sugar.)
- 1/4c sweetener of choice. The author used allulose. I wanted to use monkfruit but it turns out that's got erythritol in it!! WTF!! So used confectioner's sugar instead. And only added 2Tbsp which is half what is called for.
- I also added a pinch of Maldon sea salt though it wasn't in the recipe, it seemed it would go well for the peanut butter.


After we'd had dinner they were frozen solid, so I dipped them in some leftover melting wafers that I had lying around.


These were SO GOOD. Tasted just like peanut butter cheesecake. Rich and decadent and creamy. I'd like to make these again but it is a VERY high fat recipe, probably intended for people on the keto diet. So my lower-fat, lower-calorie version will use PB Fit (defatted peanut flour) mixed with a chocolate koia shake. I think this might reduce creaminess, but I'll bet the flavors will still be incredible.

I input the ingredients for both versions into MyFitnessPal.
If you are into low-carb dieting the original recipe is for you; if you're trying to reduce fat and/or calories, the bottom version.


Just a bit before bed I got an email for a job interview with a bank, that will be via video chat on Wednesday. Sad that I'm not qualified for skilled labor, but grateful to be considered for something that pays more than $12/hr.

Also, checked my data entry email and saw that our company meeting tomorrow is mandatory and will have "important information." I'm a little nervous about what that could be, being the low wage cog that I am. "Important information" announced at "mandatory" company meetings is generally, in my experience, bad news for low wage workers.

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Tuesday I was up at 6am and plugging away at data entry, because I'm cooking dinner tonight AND want to go for a walk AND have two Disney days at the end of the week. Jameson and I went for a walk, and although it was 85°F the heat index was 98°F so it felt awful. But we made it.

In the afternoon was the mandatory meeting for my data entry job.
Drama at Work )

Well. The rest of the day was normal.
For dinner I cut into our beautiful home-grown pineapple.

Look at the difference 48 hours has made! First pic from two days ago and second pic from just now.
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It was perfect, and so much better than store-bought pineapple! Not stringy, hard, or acidic. A beautiful golden color, loads of juice, so flavorful and sweet. I'm so glad we'll have plenty of it left over after this recipe!


I hollowed out the pineapple skin to use as a bowl (why not!)
The chicken thigh stir fry was easy, but I messed up the rice terribly, it ended up overcooked somehow despite following the directions to the letter. Still, Jameson enjoyed it a lot. The star of the show was definitely that pineapple, though the chunks of chicken thigh were also tender and delicious. I'd make it again with some small changes :)


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Wednesday, up at 6 after a poor sleep. Slammed through an hour of data entry, a quick breakfast and back to it, because at some point today we'll be required to switch to the new AI-training method and I'll never again get to process audio interviews again.

My interview went "ok" I suppose. I'm grateful to get to the interview stage...that's very rare. But after the interview I was sent yet ANOTHER evaluation. So far, for an entry level bank job, I've filled out an application, taken two skills tests, done a one-way video interview, done a video chat interview, and completed a "personality" evaluation, which is supposedly the final step.

I have never, never been hired for a job that required a personality evaluation. I suppose because I never select words like "Exciting!" "Enthusiastic!" "Talkative!" "Social!" and instead choose the characteristics that I actually have and that no one seems to want, ho-hum things like "punctuality," "efficiency," "dedication," and "empathy." Whatever, just, finding out that there was a personality evaluation dashed my hopes because it generally coincides with not getting the job.

Jameson went to a rock concert in the evening so I was on my own for dinner.
As dusk was falling, a special plant arrived in the mail for me! I'd pre-ordered it back in April. A "firefly petunia!"


You can read all about these amazing plants HERE.

The TL;DR: There is a scientist who has been trying to genetically engineer bioluminescent plants since the 1980s. He was successful with splicing firefly DNA into a tobacco plant, but the luminescence didn't last long and wasn't very bright. He has since been experimenting with DNA from glowing mushrooms, and has just this year succeeded in consistently cultivating bioluminescent petunias! This is not only valuable commercially; scientists can also use the bioluminescence to study plant growth and development. There are already plans for more/more varied types of bioluminescent plants in the future.

Here's the box:


Unboxing. The plant is in a sturdy plastic enclosure and has a little cardboard disc on top of the soil to keep it from flying everywhere. Comes with care instructions (which are exactly the same as those for a regular petunia.)


I think for normal climates this would have been excellent packaging, but the plant arrived in Davenport and then spent the entire day, from morning until evening, on the back of a UPS truck in 100-degree weather. The pot was VERY warm to the touch and the plant must have been steam-cooking in its own juices inside that plastic pod :( It looks ok and wasn't entirely wilted, but there were lots of dead buds and certainly it was stressed.


I decided it would be best to put it on the screened back porch, because keeping it inside would be at least a 20-degree difference and I think that would shock it. It will also be in the shade for a day or two so it can adjust without getting scorched to a crisp.


So, this is essentially a beta, a prototype of new technology in the form of a plant. It doesn't glow like in the ad photo (the company is VERY clear about this) but it DOES glow and you can see it in a dark room with the naked eye. To get the glowing you see in the photo all you need is a long exposure camera/a phone with night mode. Which you would need anyway for pretty much anything you want to photograph in a dark environment whether it's glowing or not. 

Once I'm sure it's not going to shrivel up and die, I'll get some pics of it glowing! 

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And that's the week.

Tomorrow is just another day, then I've got two Disney days in a row.
We now have seven sets instead of five, they'll be shorter but the breaks between will ALSO be shorter so idk how to feel about it. It's definitely gonna be even MORE walking :p
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Thursday, another ho-hum.

Up at 7, breakfast, data entry, lunch, trombone, data entry.

Somewhere in there someone came to repair our lanai screen because the vacationers next door were throwing water balloons at each other and broke one of the screens. They seem like a nice family and had no malicious intent, and the property owner sent someone to fix it immediately...but waking up to a broken screen with no note, no knock on the door to let us know or be accountable...was kind of sh*tty. Whatever, it's fixed, just...between this and the toilet situation, it didn't feel great. Getting a toilet installed should not take days and weeks. Getting someone to fess up to a simple broken screen shouldn't take multiple phone calls, or require constant vigilance against our neighbors. It's frustrating and tiring.

Data entry all day, and I'd meant to make us dinner but didn't allow time for grocery shopping so it'll have to wait until tomorrow. Instead I picked up Chick-fil-a which is right across from Lowe's and whoopsie I somehow ended up in the garden section and the next thing I knew there was a jalapeno plant in my cupholder. How did that get there?? :p

The day ended without a new toilet installation appointment. I'm guessing it'll be another week, at least, of sharing a toilet. I don't mind that, but do mind the sewage-smelling hole in the guest bathroom floor.

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Up at 6am so that I can "make up for" the crime of needing an hour to pick up groceries for dinner.

Gosh I am in some kind of negative mood this week, aren't I. Here, look at my newly-potted jalapeno.


Managed an hour of data entry, then went to the grocery to get that over with.
Unpacked and was back to data entry by 9am.
Hit my six hours by 4pm, so worked on an application for Publix.

Yeah the grocery store. Why, you ask? Crossroads Live has just moved My Fair Lady to it's "Past Shows" section on the website. So if the show is marked inactive/past production, we're probably NOT going to China. And there has been no word of any other tours requiring trombone. And it's almost July. And I'm an unskilled garbage.

But if I work at Publix, maybe I'll get a grocery discount!
Useful to have in late-stage capitalism.
However I doubt they'll stoop to considering me.

Dinner was a broccoli chicken cheddar casserole, recipe from Half-Baked Harvest.
It's slightly healthier than a traditional such casserole because A) white meat lean chicken, B) no cream or canned soup, it's milk and low sodium broth instead, C) veggie noodles (it's supposed to be wheat but I couldn't find any,) and D) less cheese.

Ingredients are chicken breast, broccoli, tricolor rotini, onion, carrot, mushroom, garlic, thyme, broth, milk, a little butter, spices, cheddar cheese.


The cheesy pull (CLICK HERE to see)

It was quite good. Next time I'd put in effort to shred my own cheese as there was a bit of graininess (sometimes this happens due to anticoagulants in pre-shredded cheese) but everything else was lovely.

I felt pretty depressed tonight re: My Fair Lady, but applied for some more jobs and tried to cheer myself up by making plans for my upcoming Actual Two Days Off.

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Saturday, was up at 7am instead of 6 (lazy Millennial, no wonder you don't have a job.)

Before going to bed last night I'd been chatting with two places that have small Meyer lemon trees. Option 1 is an individual in downtown Orlando who is a hobby/side gig grower, Option 2 is an actual plant nursery way out in Dade City.

Not sure which I'll visit...guess I'll decide when I wake up on Sunday.

Meanwhile our MD from My Fair Lady posted that he's "unexpectedly free from August through May," so that confirms it, My Fair Lady is closed. Womp womp. I'll apply to more jobs tonight, and will make a plan to restart digital court reporting training post-Independence Day. Meanwhile I spent my afternoon doing data entry in a bad mood.

While practicing the Mary Poppins Medley FedEx arrived with a trombone for me! From my friend and former Bandmaster Brett, my boss on the circus. He insisted that I try one of his horns out before spending $$$$ on one, and sent it for free. I played it for the rest of my practice session. It's pretty good, but to be honest visually it's kind of a mess. I'll have to ask if I'm allowed to play it in the park, or if it looks too beat up.

I was so happy to hit my 30 hours of data entry. Now I will have a real weekend!!

It was pouring outside and traffic was horrific so we stayed in and ate leftovers.

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Sunday, my weekend started off with an attempt to sleep in! I made it to 8am.

After breakfast I decided to see the local hobbyist gardener's lemon tree first. They gave me a residential address and as I reached their street it was quite apparent which was their house: the one that looked like an absolute JUNGLE lol.

A lovely Indian woman and her toddler answered the door. She tisked over one lemon plant (which I thought was just fine) and pulled out another which looked even better and had three lemons already growing on it! I was happy to take it, and she walked me around to show her other plants which all looked beautiful and well cared-for. I was especially impressed by a beautiful mango tree laden with fruit, and a copse of lime trees so covered in limes that they seemed to have more fruit than leaves!

I asked about pineapple plants (why not) and she said she only had one left and it wasn't in good condition, she'd give it to me at a discount. I gratefully accepted and loaded my new "plant kids" into my car. Success!

Back home I showed the plants to Jameson over lunch, then we went to Lowes together for marigolds to plant along the side of the house (we've had them before but they died in the dry spell last month.) Shockingly Lowes was OUT of marigolds! But Jameson saw a large ornamental ginger plant that he liked so we got that instead. I also saw a pineapple plant WITH a fruit on it, so had to get it!

Jameson's ornamental ginger:


My new plant collection: pineapple, jalapeno, Meyer lemon.


The lemon tree especially has my heart. I was very fond of my little tree, which I've had for about three years and which gave me huge golden lemons without fail every winter. And this tree came from a lovely person who took great care of it. I'll try to do right by it.


The other pineapple not pictured because A) it's in bad condition and B) it has two pups! So I need to separate them out and re-pot everyone. I did re-pot the Lowes pineapple, but realized that I'd gotten the wrong soil; pineapples need sandy aerated soil. So tomorrow I'll pick up the right kind.

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Tomorrow is still "the weekend" for me, and current plan is to go thrifting, pick up what I need at Lowes, get dinner ingredients, repot the plants, practice trombone, and cook dinner for us.

The rest of the week we'll have 4th of July (no plans), I have a Disney day on the 6th, and more applying for jobs.
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I could have slept in on Monday but was wide awake a little after 7. Oh well.

Did a little research on trombones on The Trombone Chat (which is just what it sounds like, a forum and classifieds for trombonists.) Have probably mentioned this before but I do not want to use my precious, irreplaceable Williams trombone in the park, so am looking for a trombone that would be safer to use outdoors...one that I could stand losing, or repairing.

I only have four more scheduled dates at Disney, but in general the Williams (and the Minick for that matter) should not be my ONLY options for theme park work. They're both very rare and once they're damaged they not only lose value, they are also irreplaceable.

Trombone Nerd Stuff )

Aaaanyway, Jameson and I were at the martini bar because his friend Tracy was performing in a comedy show there (Gaggle Reflex) and she'd asked him to perform on a song. Just one song, so for the rest of the time he could enjoy the show with meeee :)

The blacklight painting on the wall. I can never get the whole thing in frame. There are many martini glasses hidden in the mural.


For the cocktail I went with The Woodsman: Woodford Reserve, St. Germaine, 10-year Tawny Port, Amish fig jam, mint, lime. Not flavors I'd usually get but that's kinda why I got it. It was very good, I especially liked that the fig was gently sweet and gave texture to the drink.


They don't water down the drinks here either...learned that the first time. Enjoyed the comedy show with a lovely buzz, some good laughs were had. Jameson's part wasn't until the end, but he only had a beer so as not to be muddled in the head.

Here he is waiting for his cue. (So cute <3)


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Tuesday I was up early but not early enough, because I felt pretty dissatisfied with everything I touched today.
I got my six hours of data entry and an hour of trombone practice, and went to the grocery for taco salad ingredients, and vacuumed while Jameson was at the gym. I probably just need to go for a walk again to work off this unease, but didn't find time today.

Made the taco salad for dinner, so easy.
And made these super-simple Ritzy Rolos treats (thanks TikTok!)


Take some Ritz crackers. Put a rolo in the center of each one. Preheat oven to 350F. Stick the crackers in there for a minute and thirty or until the Rolos look shiny and start to lose shape (if they're melting you've waited too long.) Take 'em out and slap another Ritz cracker on top. Eat them warm or after they've set. We've tried them both ways and they're awesome warm or cold.

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Wednesday decided to get up at 6am. I'd like to be able to have a real weekend if possible, for once, which means more work up front.

Sometimes the quiet twilight in the morning is nice and calming too, even if I'm very tired. The early woodland/swamp birds calling to each other, hearing people getting in their cars to head to work. I keep forgetting to mention that we've been sleeping with a white/brown/pink noise machine, and I'm surprised that we stay asleep longer and feel more rested when it's on. Not sure why I never got into those before.

Between chunks of data entry I threw out my dead lemon tree, threw out my expired plant fertilizers and sprays, changed our bedsheets, did laundry, applied for some jobs, and did laps in the pool for "exercise."

Our big excitement today was having new toilets installed! We've been trying to do this for ages but contractors here in FL are majority scam artists...I'm not kidding. I got ripped off for nearly $400 while Jameson was at work and I was handling an AC repair alone (the guy refused to leave our house, I wrote a whole rant about it.) And then when Jameson tried to replace our toilets the first time the contractor uninstalled both of them, couldn't install the new ones properly, still charged Jameson the full cost of installation even though we didn't actually get anything new installed, AND THEN reinstalled our old toilets incorrectly. I still don't understand why Jameson paid him, but then he probably doesn't understand why I paid the AC guy either. We're idiots, I guess, for not having become HVAC technicians or plumbers ourselves, or for thinking that people who have business licenses and websites advertising themselves as plumbers are actually plumbers.

Anyway, THESE installers were part of a purchase and installation package from Lowe's, so if they screwed up at least we'd have recourse.
And guess what! While they didn't "screw up," one of the toilets showed up broken in the box!
So we did get the master toilet installed, but the guest bathroom is now just a pipe in the floor.


I joked that we could always just turn it into a Chinese toilet.
Honestly, I wouldn't be opposed; supposedly everything "comes out" easier when you're squatting.

Supposedly we will have another toilet showing up on Friday, fingers crossed because the hole in the floor reeks of sewage.
Meanwhile our one new toilet is lovely. The old one was on the verge of breaking and was running constantly. Our new one is super basic but compared to the old one it's a throne for kings and queens :p

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Another quiet weekend in the works, which I'll try to appreciate since the 4th of July is coming up.
Recall that we live in a vacation rental neighborhood...........

In closing, my banana tree trying to make bananas.
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Monday I was up at 6am. I have two full Disney days this work week and a dentist appointment. Not sure how I will make my 30 hours for data entry but will do all that I can. Emailed my boss to let her know I may fall short, and the reasons.

Work, lunch, tromboning, work. I was surprised to find that by 3pm I'd logged 6 hours! I felt stiff and my eyes were watery from staring at a screen for the entire day, but this is the kind of week it's going to be.

Jameson was coughing a lot, and he had a long meeting that evening, AND he found out that the Potential Awesome Job he's been waiting to hear back about is most likely not going to happen (someone else hired someone else before his friend could recommend him for the job, if that makes any sense.) I am crushed for him. Every time he gets his hopes up things come crashing down. AND he's sick right now. My heart is breaking for him constantly lately :(

I got us pizza while he was in the meeting.

After dinner while we were trying to relax I had a text exchange with the person who'd intended to hire me as a digital reporter after My Fair Lady came to an end. He texted to ask whether I was still training for reporting. Nope, sorry my dude. We had agreed on a start date, then two weeks before that start date you told me I needed a two-month certification program. It was nice of him to offer to cover the cost of certification, but that still meant I was out of work until it was completed AND I had stopped applying for work because I'd thought I'd lined up a job AND I'd already bought all of the equipment needed to begin said job. But I ain't mad. I ain't mad.
 


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Tuesday I was up at 7am, not early enough for data entry before Disney but I really wanted that hour for sleep.

This time rehearsal was blocking (physical movement.) Our Encanto medley has actual choreography, so we mostly worked on that and then added When We're Human at the end because that one has just light choreo. The guys were patient and accommodating, and I did well, but moving + playing the trombone is not my strong suit so I felt uncomfortable.

The result was when we went out to do our first set, I didn't play my best. Not terrible, but I was more hesitant and timid than usual. On the upside my choreography for Be Our Guest, Under the Sea, and Wanna Be Like You was improved over last time.

I was excused from the parade (they feel I've done it enough to be comfortable and also Keith was bored and wanted to do it) so I used the time to practice Encanto blocking. Then we did one more set (musically much better, I was pleased) and then I FINALLY got to do the flag retreat for the first time. I was nervous but it went just fine.

As we were packing up my boss said if I could come to rehearsal on Thursday we could run Encanto again, then on my first day on my own (Saturday) we could perform it in the park. Of course I couldn't say no! But this would mean truly no time for data entry, so on the way home I canceled my dentist appointment to try and gain some time back.

No photos/videos this time because I didn't have anyone in the park to record today.

Jameson said his head was splitting all day, and along with the coughing I think he's got one of the covid variants. My poor cookie.

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Wednesday, 6am, data entry and breakfast, more data entry.

After lunch, buying new sunglasses because I dropped mine yesterday from waist height and they absolutely shattered. Cheap crap. If this next pair breaks I'll invest in, like, brand name ones.

Practicing, more data entry, packing a lunch and things for tomorrow's rehearsal.
It feels weird to have more than one Disney rehearsal in a week, but I sure am grateful for the money (one 8-hour day at Disney = 20 hours at my data entry job.)

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Tomorrow Disney rehearsal,
Friday data entry,
Saturday my first full day as a substitute musician at the Magic Kingdom.

Jameson had planned to come watch my first day, but if he's still sick of course he won't.
I was gonna make caramels for the guys in the band too, but because of the extra rehearsal I don't really have time and will push it off until my next full day, the 21st.

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