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Thursday I did not have work, but did have an orthodontist appointment at 11am, which meant getting up at 9 for breakfast and the hour drive.

I was referred by my dentist, purely cosmetic.
My front teeth overlap, and while it hasn't been much of a problem for most of my life I have noticed that it HAS gotten worse over time, and I accidentally bite my lip with that overlapping front tooth a lot more often than I used to. It's annoying, and is also making me self-conscious. I really would like to correct it.

The problem is that I play the trombone.

The orthodontist x-rayed my horsey face, and we discussed my teeth.
He called them "immaculate" as far as hygeine. Oh my, I was flattered!
They may be horsey but I do take care of them.

I have an overbite, so I'm always going to have a gap between my top and lower teeth, he explained. He wanted to make that clear so I'm not expecting miracles (I wasn't). My options are to do metal braces, which are more accurate for placement yet cost less; or the clear alignment (Invisalign), which are less accurate for placement yet cost more. In addition, the braces can be put on within four weeks of consultation, whereas the aligners take six weeks because of the turnaround after the teeth mold is sent out.

Either way, this is not something I'll be able to do before the tour starts up again.
The earliest I could possibly get them on would be the last week of August, two weeks before the first rehearsal.
I'm not going to risk damaging my mouth or finding out I can't play with braces in right before a nine-month tour.
So, this will be a possibility for afterward.

Also, I am not at all concerned about the aesthetic of having metal braces at the age of 38.
Far as I'm concerned, being able to afford a cosmetic tooth alignment is a flex.

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On the way home I picked up more protein shakes and some vegetables, and some hot honey to try on our wings tonight.

Back home I ate lunch and chilled for a bit, then went to the gym.
I did the same "wussy routine" of 15 minutes on the elliptical followed by 15-20 resistance.
I did a lot of arm stuff, so when I was taking a shower back home my arms were trembling when I lifted them a certain way.
Cuz I'm a wuss :p
But that's ok. The goal is just to maintain, maybe slightly improve. I'm happy with what I have and want to keep it.

After my shower I had the sudden realization that I'd completely forgotten to reorder birth control pills.
I'm not sexually active, but have taken birth control for many years due to painful menstrual cramping.
In over a decade I have never missed a pack, this will be my first time.
I wonder what will happen...probably just some spotting and extra cramps.
Anyway the pills should arrive in a week or so, so I'm not worried.

I made the wings for dinner and they were great.
The hot honey was better added afterward as a drizzle, we decided. Cooked onto the wings, a lot of the flavor was lost.
The hot honey was also FANTASTIC drizzled on our pizza.
We have vanilla ice cream in the freezer, I'll try it on that and also in my oatmeal at some point.

Before bed I did my remaining data entry work so I won't have to worry about it tommorow OR so they can give me a new resident to work on tomorrow.

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Friday, another early morning for discount court reporting!
I woke up with a sore throat, but as it was mild I ignored it (internal freakout, commence!).

Wheat bread, egg whites, raspberries, peanut butter, half a protein shake, and coffee for breakfast.

I arrived early and was able to set up in room two, and also get my email issue sorted out in room one.
Then I got set up in room four for work.
For the first time, I was ready at the start of hearings!
And the Judge was ready!
And all of the phone numbers I'd been given were correct!
And everyone was ready when I called them!

After nearly two weeks at this job, this is the first time I've been able to start a case (actually all three cases!) on time.
It's a freaking Christmas miracle.

The Judge was great and easy to work with, the cases were normal, nothing dramatic or ridiculous.
I was so pleased. Wish every day were like that.

At the end of the day I found out that I'd been misscheduled for the 25th, so won't have work again until the 27th.
What to do! What I SHOULD do is more work for the data entry job.

On the way home I picked up a covid test (negative) and then went to Whole paycheck for ingredients for paninis.
Mainly I needed the fancy cheese and the ciabatta rolls.

Back home Jameson treated us to order-in sushi from a nice restaurant since he had a credit. I got sashimi, it was so nice.

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Saturday, I was still feeling under the weather but it seemed very much a sinus issue.
(TMI ahead) The sore throat was gone, and in it's place was some minor yellow boogers from one nostril and an eyeball headache.
Still, after consulting with Jameson I will test again tomorrow so he'll know whether it's safe for him to go to rehearsal.

While Jameson took a much-deserved lounge by the pool, I made my loaf of wheat bread for the week.
I am trying to develop my own recipe, of course using someone else's recipe as the base (this is acceptable to do, trust me, I researched it so I wouldn't piss anyone off or steal anyone's hard work).

My recipe will be similar to the one from Jenny Can Cook.
The changes I'm definitely making:

1) Add a Tangzhong roux
2) Add a second rise (surprising that there's not one already!)
3) Increase liquids to 255mL for the roux
4) Increase bread flour slightly to 70g
5) Add 1Tbsp vital wheat gluten

I think that is enough major changes to make it my own recipe.

Gave it a shot today.
Overall it went pretty well, up until I did two things wrong.
I underproofed it and it had a blowout along one side, which isn't a huge deal.
But then I also didn't oil the pan enough and/or used too much egg wash, causing the bread to stick.

This is the first time that has ever happened to me.
I had to free it with a knife and the results were not pretty.


Murdered loaf lol. But otherwise you can tell it would have turned out nice.


Stab wounds aside, the rise was good, the crumb was good.


For next time, I've GOT to stick to a minimum one-hour rise time.
Because the last loaf was overproofed I freaked out this time and cut the rise short.
Gotta STOP that! One hour minimum!!

The rest of the day was very lazy.
We watched Blown Away, which if you haven't seen it is a glassblowing competition and it is AWESOME.
The artwork is incredible and the process is fascinating. There are three seasons now, so give it a watch :)

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Sunday after breakfast I worked on my data entry job.
I picked a random profile and it turned out to be quite boring and easily completable (this still meant about two hours' worth of work). This poor person sounded quite depressed, and I hope that the completion of their profile will help staff at the nursing home to provide a better experience for them.

I picked another profile that sounded a little more upbeat, then Jameson and I had lunch and watched TV.
Deli chicken meat, mashed avocado, carrot sticks, wheat bread, and frozen cherries for me.

The afternoon was fairly lazy, neither of us went anywhere. I weeded around the house and felt jealous of the neighbor's pineapples.
They have two now and they both look lovely. Jameson says I can have a pineapple plant, but I don't dare until touring is over.


My vanilla is looking photogenic as well.


Back inside I got started on dinner.
"Dual Panini", I call it.


Here we have a caprese panini, and a ham and Brie one.
Caprese: basil, fresh mozzarella, tomatoes, and balsamic drizzle squished in a ciabatta roll.
Ham: thin-sliced ham with mustard, Brie, spinach, green apple, and peach preserves, also on ciabatta.



There was something missing with the ham sandwich.
Maybe next time I'll make it a pseudo-Cuban and throw a pickle in there.
It needed acid or "bite", which I thought the green apple would provide but it was too mild.

The caprese was great, only I want to research how to make the tomatoes less drippy.
I know sun-dried is always an option, but we don't like those very much.

Overall, though, really tasty crunchy creamy melted-cheesy goodness. Not to mention super easy.

After dinner we went outside to read because it was actually temperate out there for once.

Jameson was reading "My Bass and Other Animals" by Guy Pratt, session bassist and performer for Pink Floyd and Madonna among others.
And I read "Fall: Or Dodge In Hell" by Neal Stephenson. I freaking love Stephenson's works. I'm going to swear because that is how into this author I am: he is just so goddamned INNOVATIVE. He is an advisor to Blue Origin, and has also been working with Magic Leap, a startup dedicated to superimposing computer imagery over real-world objects using absolutely fascinating augmented reality technology.

In other words he is more than just an author. But all of the projects that he's involved in, and all of his genius, become so accessible, and heartwarming, and exciting, through his books. I love love love reading them, and rarely have the time.

Tonight, sitting outside with my favorite person, just reading quietly together while dusk fell and the bugs began singing in the trees...it was a real treat.
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On Monday I took my time for breakfast, driving to the Weis grocery again for fruit and protein.

I filled my car up with gas and started driving to my sisters house, but stopped at Rohrbach‘s farm stand.


Rohrbach’s has been a fixture in this part of Pennsylvania since the 1950s. It started out as a roadside fruit stand, the Rohrbach family selling some of their produce to passerby. When the second generation took over the farmstand, they added baked goods to their wares, making everything from scratch.

Over the years they have expanded into more than just a stall, they have basically a general store now with lots of other products from local farms, dairies, and butchers.

They sell candles and soaps and housewares, and most recently have installed a barbecue restaurant on the second floor.

Despite these changes, the interior is much as I remember it from childhood. Right when you walk in there is a huge wall of canned goods and preserves, with the produce of the season on island displays in the middle of the floor, and a refrigerator/freezer against the back wall with venison, beef, kielbasa, and other meats processed locally.


This is a separate freezer where you can get apple dumplings, pies, Whoopie pies, imported meats, and some prepared meals like lasagna and casseroles, premade and frozen. I picked up a frozen apple dumpling and peanut butter Whoopie pie to bring to Jameson.


The apple dumpling. Our church also used to sell these once in a while. They are made using an old recipe, with a thick and somewhat salty dough, and a whole baked and spiced apple in the middle. As you would expect, great with vanilla ice cream on top!


Here are the Whoopie pies. These are the “original“ ones, but they come in a wide variety of flavors like peanut butter, red velvet, oatmeal cream pie, mint, and pumpkin. If you’ve never had a Whoopie pie, it’s another Pennsylvania Dutch dessert thing. The O.G. is soft and moist chocolate cake circles with vanilla icing in the middle.


There was also shoofly pie of course, the stereotypical Pennsylvania desert, but I hate shoofly pie.
It’s molasses-based, really sticky and overly sweet, not a fan.


Here is some raw milk for sale from a local dairy. Yes, some people still drink raw milk or use it in recipes. It is hard to tell from the opaque containers, but raw milk separates quite a lot, so there is a layer of thick creamy white stuff at the top and yellowish clear liquid at the bottom. I’ve never had raw milk, but would try it once.


For Jameson I got a bag of circus peanut candy from Ohio, the apple dumpling and Whoopie pie, and a can of Pennsylvania Dutch birch beer, which annoyingly is also made in Ohio but has been sold in in PA for many years, I remember this can from childhood.


For myself I got some peach preserves, which will go into a peach bourbon pulled pork shoulder when I get home. I also gifted myself a small jar of apple butter, a sample bag of locally roasted coffee, and a Rohrbach‘s Farm sticker. Don’t know where I will put that yet.

Near checkout was a small ice cream counter containing two of my favorite flavors, bittersweet and Teaberry. I was very tempted, but ultimately passed them by.


This was a nice nostalgic visit. I’m grateful that I got to stop in while I was home. Who knows when I will be back in this area again.

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Tomorrow I will do data entry stuff, promise!
And a trip to Whole Paycheck for the pork shoulder, which I'll make on Saturday.
I'll make the slaw tonight so it has time for the flavors to mingle.

Other plans this week include getting some stock market advice since everything is tanking, and making paninis for us at some point.
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Monday, from what I recall, was pretty chill (I'm writing several days after which I don't normally do).

I used my new Tootsie schedule to update my Google map and foodie spreadsheet. That was fun!

Then I had to go back in Megan's Foodie Finds to fill in some of the cities that have been added.
Even though some cities are just one- or two-day stays, I still document the nearest grocery and pharmacy and at least one restaurant in case there's time.
I then went back through to look at the whole list kind of at a distance, to make sure I'm not including too much "New American" or like three burger places in a row or anything like that (I DID find a set of days where I had three burger places in a row! So I took one out in favor of a speakeasy with good food.

In the afternoon I freaked out about the food aspect of my new job...it's not clear that we get lunch breaks.
So I ran to Publix for some nonperishables. Jerky, edamame, meal bars. I have chicken pouches and fruit cups, but it's not clear whether I'll have time for things involving silverware. I nervously packed a bag with the food and another with paperwork, little portions of my 42-page instruction manual that I hoped would be helpful.

Then Jameson watched IT while I watched Stranger Things.

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I slept super poorly and was up at 5:30, because I have to be there an hour earlier than the first case. Sigh.
I ate the Osmanthus-flavored oatmeal from Yishi, and it was quite good (though still too sweet).
It was a floral, slightly bitter flavor.

Drove aaaaaallllll the way out to northeast Orlando. Usually a 40-50 minute drive, which I had planned for, but on the way a construction vehicle pulled out onto the highway and slowed us all to a crawl for at least a mile. I had to text my trainer to tell her I'd be late (I wasn't THAT late and she arrived at the same time as me so it was fine).

I don't know what I'm allowed to share or not, but to describe the workspace at least, it was a lot like any office building only the rooms were all deposition rooms. Each one had a mini-courtroom inside, with a judge bench and a big SSA logo on the wall. But there were no chairs for an audience or witnesses or whatever; just some conference tables, computers, TVs, and audio equipment.

My job was basically to facilitate a virtual deposition, while simultaneously recording the proceedings.
I watched my trainer do this and took lots and lots of notes.
As predicted, the hardest part of the day was not getting lunch and having to choke down food whenever possible.
As for the job tasks themselves, I think over time I will be able to do them. It's just remembering each task, the order of them, the completeness level that needs to be achieved.

It was a tough first day as far as sheer information overload. But, I've had so many many jobs in my life. This is just another one.

I got home around dinner time, and we ordered out.

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I woke with a start at 10:30. That's very late for me! I must have needed the sleep.

A normal slow day of blogging, going for a walk with Jameson, running to Ross for a legal pad and a binder.
I got a message from my data entry boss just checking in; I told her I'm fine and she basically said "Bless you, child!". I think other workers are perhaps complaining about the lack of work. We weren't promised consistent hours, folks. Welcome to the gig economy.

Then I got a much more stress-filled email from my discount court reporting trainer.
Apparently I didn't quite upload some things correctly, and didn't fill out things on the website correctly.
Right now I'm in training so it doesn't "matter", but it certainly will matter if I want to get PAID.
I was glad that they called to correct me, but annoyed that I had to focus on work things on my day off.
Welp, if you stop making mistakes, Megan, that won't happen.

Another night of ordered dinner, and packing quick-snacks, and watching Stranger Things while Jameson played Fall Guys with his friends.

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Up at 5:30am on Thursday. Breakfast and a sleepy drive across town to the SSA building.

Today I got to handle cases for the first time.
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Monday morning. My training with the data entry job was rescheduled for Wednesday which is fine.
We just ate lunch and I sent out the Beef on Weck shirt order, which took way longer than expected because I had questions that required a call to customer service. But it's all good, and hopefully people actually order them rather than sticking me with the cost of nine custom shirts.

Now I'm going to review some court reporter job stuff, because all of my cases tomorrow are in-person and I haven't done that kind yet.
If it doesn't rain we will go for a walk.
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Back in Orlando.

I've partially unpacked, it'll get done eventually. A lot of stuff can stay in the suitcases until I know whether or not I'm going back out.

The data entry job has not given me any more work, but it's ok. They will or they won't.

I spent a few days cleaning and getting caught up with my plants.
There are now FIVE banana trees back there. Where is my FRUIT tho!


All of my little lemons are surviving and growing. The tree has a scalebug infection so I sprayed it with neem oil.


All I can say about everything else is "they're still alive". I'll have to breathe some life into some things in coming days.

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In food news, I finally got to crack open my pine cone "varenye", which is a specific type of fruit preserve found in Russia and Georgia.


Yes, it is real baby pine cones.


They have been boiled for a long time to soften them, and then boiled again in a sugar reduction to make a preserve.


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After dinner there was a thunderstorm which was nice.
We watched the finale of The Circle and a few episodes of the new Iron Chef, which is really growing on us.

Somewhere in there I got an email from our music coordinator on tour with an updated tour route and a promise to send an updated contract draft in the next few weeks. Yay! Another step toward "This is really happening"! She also revealed that the band call will not be until mid-September (it was originally around the 5th) so that gives me a little more buffer for giving notice to my court reporting job.

Speaking of that, my first day is supposed to be Tuesday.
I am nervous as heck, but there's not much to do but wait and see how it goes and walk in there like a newborn having not a clue about anything!
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**Disclaimer: The content of this post reflects my own personal views, opinions, and experiences.
This post does NOT express the views or opinions of my employer.**

The venue: Segerstrom Center for the Performing Arts


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Covid Tests to Date: 96

TL;DR TikTok: CLICK HERE

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First of all, what a beautiful theatre to end our tour in! I mean look at that!

Too bad I won't get to join for a whole 'nother week!

That's a very strange thought. I've played shows feeling MUCH worse than the worst of covid.
For example in Brooklyn with the circus in 2015, Jameson and I both had what was possibly the worst flu of our lives (in the post I see I called it a "nasty sinus infection", but I had a 103-degree fever for a full 24 hours. It was a flu).
I could certainly have played all of the shows last week. It would have sucked, but I could have done it.

But, covid.

So now that I'm nearly better, it feels very odd indeed that I'm not allowed to rejoin the show for five more days!

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I barely slept on Monday night and woke up early Tuesday.
Sleeping has been difficult in The Golden Nugget anyway, as you can imagine.

I ate breakfast and made sure I was packed, then decided to go to the car rental place an hour early.
Good thing I did too, because it took nearly an hour to rent a car even though I was the only one there.
That is NOT an exaggeration.
There was only one associate, a young girl, and she was having to do everything by herself: fill new contracts, accept rental car returns, clean the returned cars, bring out cars for new rentals, and answer the phone. I felt bad for her and wondered why Avis doesn't hire just one other person for that location.

Eventually I got my car...and I was so, so relieved to get the heck out of Vegas.

4.5 hours later I checked in in Costa Mesa.
It is very odd that I'll be allowed to walk around and go where I please, but can't interact with the cast in any significant way.
But, thems the rules.

The rooms here are very nice. Each one has a little balcony with a great view.


After checking in I took the rental car for groceries.
First was H-Mart, but I did not spend NEARLY as much time as usual in there.
In the prepared foods I found a whole steamed squid with hot sauce, and got that and some steamed yams and garlic-sauteed spinach for dinner.
I ignored most other aisles and just hit the produce for some bok choy.
I also lucked out and found mangosteen!!
Then I did a lap of the drinks and found the most ridiculous mango yogurt milk in a real glass baby bottle.

Then off to Whole Paycheck, where it's much easier to shop socially distanced.
Most things I had already ordered and were waiting for me on a pickup shelf. I only grabbed the eggs myself, and also went down the beverage aisle because there are always new and interesting things there. This time, it was a cherry cacao seltzer! What the heck will that taste like??

Dropped the food at the hotel and returned the rental car, then walked back to the hotel (it was only a mile).

I was very hungry and nommed my squid hard. Felt like a ravenous sea lion chomping down prey, lol.


The yam and spinach were nice too. Went out of my way to pick nutritious and fresh foods.
And after eating those things I did feel quite a lot better.

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A week from today, I'll be on a plane headed back to Orlando, and this tour will be over.

There IS a second season planned for Tootsie.
Musicians are currently awaiting contracts and a confirmed tour route.
I have been offered the chance to return, but as a pessimist and especially in the post-covid entertainment industry, nothing is official until there's a signed contract in my hand. That said, I will keep my hopes up and will be very excited if I get to do this again!

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In the meantime, I will continue working my new part-time job while waiting to hear back about a second job as a Verbatim Hearing Reporter.
I'll be home to support Jameson as he goes through hernia surgery, and once that is over with I hope to cook and bake some new and exciting foods for us!
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**Disclaimer: The content of this post reflects my own personal views, opinions, and experiences.
This post does NOT express the views or opinions of my employer.**

The venue: SAFE Credit Union Performing Arts Center
(It's so new that all I can find are the concept renders)

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Covid Tests To Date: 90

TL;DR TikTok: Click HERE

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I slept terribly because I was constantly anticipating my alarm.
When it finally did go off I hopped up right away and got dressed, grabbed my luggage, and out the door to the waiting cab.

At the airport I had a little time for a snack before we boarded and took off.
A short layover in Salt Lake, and one last leg to Sacramento.

And just like that, I'm back on tour!

I got to the hotel way before pretty much everyone, and as a result my room wasn't ready yet.
They asked me to kill 30 minutes, so I dropped my luggage and was heading out when Adam (our new bassist) arrived.
He's from Salt Lake so it's not surprising that he showed up around the same time as me.
I told him that I was off to find Osaka-ya for Japanese treats, and he decided to tag along.

We chatted on the way about this and that, then found the little shop on a street corner.
It was even smaller than the one in San Jose had been, and it being a Monday they didn't have a big selection.
But what they did have looked beautiful, and it was hard to narrow down which to take home!


I ended up with these three, and Adam and I also munched on some peanut butter-filled mochi as we walked back.
This was his first mochi/manju experience, and he seemed to enjoy it.

In following days I ate all of these, and unfortunately they were kind of disappointing...the strawberry mochi was very artificial and left a bitter, weird aftertaste; the white bean-filled baked bun was salty rather than sweet. The purple one had cherry leaves and juice and a red bean filling, and that one was my favorite, but the bean filling was dry and it was kind of an unpleasant texture. I gotta say, the "wagashi" shop in San Jose was better by far. Sorry I couldn't give this one a better review :/

By the time we got back it had been almost an hour, and our rooms were ready.
I did my usual of dropping the luggage and having a look at the fridge before rocketing back out the door for groceries.

Along the way I noticed a gaggle of men standing on a street corner and taking turns gawking at their phones and then up at the sky.
Three construction workers in orange vests and hard hats, one homeless guy pushing a shopping cart, and a sleek-looking dude in a full suit, uncharacteristically clustered together and pointing excitedly upward. I looked and didn't see anything, but one of the construction dudes saw me looking and told me to take a picture of the sun using my phone. So I did.


Whoa. What is this witchcraft??
I didn't know at the time what would cause that, so I was a little freaked out and a LOT curious, and kept glancing up at it as I walked.
Turns out it's called a 22-degree halo, and it's a fairly common phenomenon that happens when there are cirrus clouds containing hexagonal ice crystals high up in the atmosphere. Wild! I was happy to see something so neato.

Anyway, I walked two miles to the Sacramento Natural Food Co-op.

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It was lovely! Nice big store, lots of organic produce, great selection of locally-grown and locally-made foods.
I got some coffee beans which smelled fantastic, and a loaf of bread from Grateful Bread.
There were many local bakery offerings to choose from and I was having trouble narrowing it down (soooo much sourdough) until this dark "Algonquin bread" caught my eye. Any unique or unheard-of flavor is a must-try for me!



I have no idea what makes this bread "Algonquin"; if anybody knows please fill me in. It's likely just some reference that I'm ignorant of. The bread is a dark brown and looks like maybe a rye or pumpernickel, but it tastes more like a Borodinsky bread. It has malted flour, wheat bran, and molasses, which give it a rich sweet flavor that is very enjoyable.

For my primary groceries I walked another mile to Safeway and just got my usual boring stuff.
Having walked nearly eight miles since arriving in Sacramento I decided to Uber back with all of my goods.
Unpacking took longer than usual both because I kind of forgot how to do it efficiently, and because there's limited counter space in this hotel room. It reminds me of the hotel in Kansas City actually; kind of a vintage, Deco theme with a lot of brass trim and aged furniture, but not a lot of actual surface area to put things out. No matter, I'll manage.

After unpacking I wolfed down a big piece of salmon with rice and broccoli for dinner, then spent the rest of the night typing this blog up and trying to remember how to do my job.

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I woke up right at 7am on Tuesday, which is of course 10am eastern time. Sigh.
Made myself some of the local coffee I'd bought (it's REALLY good) and some oatmeal with raspberries.
Took a quick walk to Target because I'd forgotten that I'm out of dish soap.
Washed the dishes, and just tried to chill.

It worked, I got in a nap before sound check, which went well.
This theatre is extremely new, and while that generally means a clean space and a good design it also means some kinks being worked out, like wifi is sketchy and there are doors with keypads that refuse to open for love or money.
Anyway, it was nice to be back and both cast and admin expressed that they had missed "their" band :)

Here's my stand, music on my iPad, and my little monitor for watching Soto (our MD) with.


Our show went well, I think we had some intonation issues from being apart, but in my experience as a musician that's pretty normal.
A good crowd, too.

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Wednesday, still up way too early.
Noticed that there was a post from Ringling's social media, announcing the reopening of the show (again) and with several AP articles and interviews and videos to pick through. There still aren't many details about what they plan to actually DO, but there will definitely be no animals, no train, and possibly no clowns. There's also a big emphasis on audience participation. Some of my circus friends are speculating a sort of "America's Got Talent" tour, and I think that's not a bad guess, but that's also not very "circus".

Anyway, the main "update" here is that they've apparently decided on a new logo.
This interview from Today has the most detail, but there are more videos on the Ringling site if you're interested.


Anyway, this announcement unfortunately took up a lot of my morning as there are people out there who think I'm a one-stop shop for Ringling info. The only reason I had All The Info while the circus was active was because I was upkeeping the blog, and the company supported my efforts with that. I don't know why people still think I'd have some sort of super-secret insider information when I haven't been employed by Feld for five years, and never even mention them unless it's to reminisce or share a news article.

Getting bombarded with questions and commentary just because I shared a link this morning was kind of a final straw for me.
Because I do "interesting things", or perhaps because I'm female and they feel they are entitled to my time and attention, over the past year I have garnered and unwanted following of specifically white men, between the ages of 25-65, who feel that they MUST send a private message for EVERY post that I make. Because just liking or leaving a comment is not enough; they require MORE. I'm supposed to take time out of my day, every time I post something, to individually respond to their private messages, usually asking a question about the content that has already been answered (i.e. "Is Ringling coming back?") or making some inappropriate remark about my abilities as a musician or as an amateur baker, or even about my appearance despite the fact that I rarely post pictures of myself (which is WHY I rarely post pictures of myself).

To sum it up, receiving six unwanted PMs this morning, all from men who can't be bothered to read what I posted or have any consideration for my time, was finally too much. I have tried to be gentle, I have tried to be polite, I have tried to be responsive despite the idiocy of the questions and the time it takes me to spoon-feed responses to these people one by one. But with Ringling coming back, there are plenty more announcements to come, and with a second tour of TOOTSIE on the horizon, I am just not going to be able to handle more and more private messages from this demographic. PMs are fine, when we are actually conversing. But that's not what this is.

So I made a short, kind of whiny TikTok, in which I begged anyone engaging with my content to please think a minute before asking a question that could possibly already have been answered by the very content that I posted.
Now, that is VAGUE considering the actual issue that I'm dealing with, which is PMs from a specific demographic.
But I am still trying to be gentle. I am still trying not to pick a fight. I am still hoping that some people are capable of changing their behavior.

Plus, I absolutely reamed out several of these men via PMs yesterday so those should have gotten the "hint" now that I'm not so cutesy and subtle. I doubt anyone will actually stop messaging me with stupid questions, or stop expecting me to dedicate chunks of time to their neediness each time I post something. But at least now I can say I've tried.

After dusting my hands of that, I took myself to the State Capitol.


There was some kind of administrative press conference thing going on on the lawn, so I couldn't get the distance I needed for a decent photo of the building. But it was nice to wander around. There's a garden attached to the capitol grounds with lots of very large trees and interesting flowers.

They had a small rose garden; most of the roses are about spent, but there were still some looking fresh.


There was a desert plant section, where some of the cacti were in bloom.


This cool little orange flower is called Lion's Tail, and it's related to mint.


I had never seen a "Chinese lantern" like this!
They were growing all over a large bush.



These pretty red coral flowers grow on the branches of a big stout tree:


But my favorite flower of all was not a part of the garden: a milk thistle standing proudly at an intersection, spiky and good.


It was getting to be around lunchtime, so I took myself to Solomon's.

(photo courtesy Visit Sacramento)

This used to be an Empire Records store, and the restaurant is now a tribute to that legacy.
It was unfortunately rather depressed-looking, perhaps because it was a weekday, but I got 1/4lb of house-smoked lox to take home and enjoy with my Algonquin bread and some egg whites and some chopped bok choy.


The evening show was just fine, we had a large crowd.
There's a line in our show, "I don't think you should be telling me what I can do with my body", that is getting a LOT more applause than usual thanks to current events.

Covid tests are now taking place after shows on Tuesday and Friday, so I got those and then walked home.

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Thursday, we had matinees.
I managed to sleep in until eight, woohoo!
A slow breakfast and the realization that I'll have to go get groceries again, I'll be out of protein and fruit soon.
I'd like another jug of water too as it's so hot here.
Vegas will be even hotter, with daytime highs above 100F.

I decided to walk to Target before the matinee, and got my groceries and the water.
On the way back I figured, why not hit Frank Fat's for their famous banana cream pie?
It's a Chinese restaurant but for some reason they have the best banana cream pie in Sacramento.


Oh yes, it was just as good as it looked!
The bananas were somehow magically perfect, not over or under-ripe.
There was enough custard to coat the bananas and not much more, giving them almost a candied or glazed appearance and texture.
Topped with a big fluffy mountain of real whipped cream, sitting on a flaky yet strong crust (it HAS to be strong to hold all that!)
Man it was good!

I ate half with lunch and half with dinner.

Both of our shows went well, I didn't do anything else special between shows.

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Friday, I woke up a bit nervous because of a job interview later in the morning.
I had breakfast and scheduled a laundry pickup with SudShare; I have tried to use this app before but the particular hotel that I was staying in would not let me leave items at the front desk for pickup. There are many cities where laundry services are not readily available, so I want to get used to using this app once in a while, and this seems like a good week to test it out.

My interview was at 10:30 and it went shockingly well.
It only took about ten minutes, and it was basically to ensure that I'm a Real Person who really can do some data entry.
MY concern here was to confirm that the job was fully remote, and that the work can be done at any time of day, as long as it actually gets done, and the answer to both of those was a strong "yes". This means that it's a job I can do both during the twelve-week layoff AND while on tour. Yay! I've never done remote work like this before, but it sounds like it could be a good fit.

While I was in the interview a Sudster picked up my laundry at the front desk, so now we wait and see what it's like to get the clothes back!

To celebrate supposedly getting a job, I took myself thrifting!


First to a Goodwill that was not on the map as "boutique" but was definitely boutique.
I was surprised to see such nice stuff in a Goodwill; prices are higher, but you also don't have to paw through a warehouse-load of clothing to find your hidden gems. I tried on several things but in the end nothing was a keeper.

There were two more vintage/thrift stores nearby so I visited each, where I found many fabric patterns that I absolutely adored but just my luck, everything was either the wrong size or wrong style. Plus their dressing rooms weren't open, so there were lines of women in front of the mirrors, all of us struggling to cram blouses over our t-shirts and try to guess if they fit well. I did find one nice blouse, a shiny black with red flowers, that I think will be good for post-tour work. Ten bucks.

By then it was well past lunch time and I was very hungry, so walked back to the hotel.
I got a message from SudShare:


That was quick! The next message was from my Sudster saying they'd drop it off in a few minutes.
I had just enough time to throw my bag in my room and scoot back down to the lobby before he showed up with my laundry.


Look how nicely folded! And the underwear was separated neatly in a smaller bag inside.
This service was WELL worth it.

Without using SudShare I would have paid $20 to Uber to the nearest laundromat (or alternatively, spent 30-45 minutes walking in 90-degree weather carrying all of my clothes to get there, then paid $7 to wash and dry, plus spent the next two hours trapped at the laundromat getting harrassed by random men while I waited. Then another $20 Uber back to the hotel (or alternatively walking back in the heat with all of my clean clothing against my sweaty body). The total cost would have been $27 plus 2-3 hours of my time. Just for one load of laundry!

But instead I paid $20 for someone to pick up, wash, dry, fold, package, and drop off my laundry while I went thrifting.
That's a good deal!

I will definitely keep this app and use it again.
Typically I have no problem walking to a laundromat or spending a few hours at one to save some money.
And a lot of hotels do have laundry facilities.
But every once in a while you have a city like this where paying someone with a car and a washer to help you out really is the best option.

Anyway you get the idea. I put the clothes away and ate lunch, then was going to take a nap but a live band started rocking out in the park across the street, go figure. Instead I watched a little Netflix and did a little Vegas research.

The evening show was nice. Our trumpet chica Yael volunteered to do a "Tootsie Takeover" on Insta, so she was making little stories throughout the day and as the night went on. I was briefly in one, awkward as usual, which you can see on this week's TikTok.

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Saturday, I woke up earlier than I wanted to. Weird dreams about baby quail kept me up. Sounds cute, but it wasn't.

Breakfast, a little internal moaning because I'd intentionally "forgotten" to get some small grocery items and would now have to walk to Target...I do this kind of thing to myself on purpose because without a reason to exercise, I often won't, and "Unless you go get that food you're going to be very hungry today" is a good way to bully myself into a walk.

So the morning was spent savoring the quiet cool of my hotel room, then huffily walking to Target for literally just a banana and some protein, then cleaning up and heading to the theatre for the matinee.

The show went well, both shows went well, nothing to report except that for the first time on this tour I had to run to the bathroom in the middle of Act I because I'd chugged a coffee right before the show started (so amateur, I REALLY should have known better!). But it didn't impact anything thankfully, and it happens to literally all of us at least once. Once in a blue moon matter does trump mind.

On the way back to the hotel I chatted with Adam (bass) who said he'd been back to Osaka-ya to try more of their manju, and that he really enjoyed it. I resolved to give them another chance tomorrow morning.

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Sunday, only one show today!

I ate breakfast and started packing, then walked back to Osaka-ya.
They did indeed have a better selection, and some fresh sushi as well, so I picked up two manju and a bento.

The manju were chocolate-filled chocolate mochi, and a sort of dorayashi (sweet pancake) wrapped around a piece of peanut mochi.
Both were quite good. The sushi was "futomaki", which is a type of vegetarian sushi roll containing picked vegetables and seasoned egg pieces. That was also really good, the flavors were sweet and sour and nostalgic. I'm glad I went back to try more of their food!

We had our one show and it went by quickly.
Really lovely audiences here in Sacramento, lots of laughter and each night a handful of people stuck around to applaud the band, which doesn't happen often and makes us feel special :)

I was happy to spend the rest of my night packing more, eating a dinner of random leftovers in my room, drinking tea, and watching anime.
In Vegas, the food situation is going to be "rags to riches".

On one hand, I have some exciting restaurants to visit including a taiyaki stand in Chinatown; a new Italian restaurant in the Arts District serving handmade pasta; a bar in Container Park that sells Hot Cheetos sliders; and an old favorite cafe, Makers & Finders, that has a really exciting and eclectic menu.

On the other hand, we are staying in Old Vegas and will have nether refrigerators nor microwaves in our rooms, meaning the rest of my meals for the week are going to consist of delicacies like canned meats and vegetables, shelf stable fruits, dry goods like nuts breads and jerky, and single-serve meals cooked in my electric skillet. Yum, yum. Going without a fridge sucks, and I'm bummed, but will make the best of it like everyone else.

Let's ROLL them dice!
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Alright, here was my "take two" with the rye sandwich bread.

The only change that I made was to replace some of the water with pickle juice and to reduce the onion powder by half.
Personal preferences that should not impact the stability of the dough.

Here is my beautiful little dough ball post-kneading, mostly in the stand mixer and a little by hand just to make sure it felt right.


Here it is after the rise. Looks totally fine.


I separated the dough into two equal lumps and added cocoa powder to one lump, making it look darker.
This time I separated out about 150g dough from each lump.
It seems that 750-950g is what is supposed to fit in my 9x4x4 loaf pan, so I aimed for around 800g.

The rest I rolled into a bun that looked hilariously like a baked potato because I put the darker rye on the outside.


I then rolled the dark and light loaf pieces out and laid them on top of each other, rolled them up into a tight spiral, and put them in the Pullman pan to rise.

This was the part where everything went pear-shaped with the first loaf.
I am pretty sure that either
A) my hands were wet while shaping the dough for the second rise and that may have weakened the gluten structure, or
B) I had it rising in the microwave with a mug of hot water, and that may not have been needed and it rose too fast and tore itself.
Plus the whole overfilling the pan thing.

Anyway, although the dough still looks a little lumpier than I'd expect, it thankfully did not tear and also filled the pan quite well this time.
It was a little tapered at one end so 850g is probably the magic number, at least for this particular loaf.

Into the oven for what seemed like an ungodly length of time, and I added the "potato" to the oven 15 minutes later and kept an eye on it.

Here is the finished loaf.


Much better than yesterday's, but still a bit lumpy for unknown reasons.
The lovely golden crust and sweet swirl and lighter crumb make up for the lumps.



Also, finally some straight sides!! YAY!! Love that Pullman loaf pan.


Here is the "potato" post-bake, still looking like a potato even with the scoring!


The inside of the potato! I might make something like this intentionally to give as gifts. Hilarious.


So overall the second attempt was successful and closer to what I was looking for, though still not "perfect", whatever that means in my brain. Both loaves are edible, just one is shorter and less dense than the other and doesn't look as ugly on top.
I need to seriously begin considering whether those differences are worth a new loaf each time they occur, just to appease my OCD.

Now we are drowning in rye bread but it's ok, I've still got two weeks at home and one loaf will be finished during that time.
I'll freeze half of each, this way when tour is over I'll have some bread to enjoy before making a new loaf of whatever-comes-next.

All that accomplished, I checked my email and was surprised to find an offer to take a 911 dispatcher evaluation.
I'm still pretty nervous about pursuing that avenue, but I feel like it's one of those things where if you can handle it/get certified in it, you will always have it as an option for work. I will take the evaluation this week and go from there.

The rest of my day was quite slow.
With no actual job and many of the house chores covered, and Jameson gone by 4pm each night, I find myself with a lot of down time.
I called the Maryland unemployment agency to try and get my application reopened, and filled out my calorie counter.
Read a little bit, watched some more Netflix.

Tomorrow is a busier day.

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Tuesday. Woke up early because the plan was to seal the deck today if it doesn't rain.
I have six bags of polymeric sand, and was going to rent a plate compactor from Home Depot.

Drove out to the HD, only to find that while the thing will probably fit in my car it is far too heavy.
300 pounds! Whoops. I didn't think it was quite that heavy.
Feeling embarrassed, I cancelled the rental and went back home to decide what to do next.
I put the deck furniture back out (at least it looks nice out there now that everything has been swept).

Talked it over with Jameson, and decided to wait some more.
I could have tried without the compactor, but there's no point doing this half-assed, we'd just have to redo it again in a few months.

That decided, I had a phone meeting with my bank about moving some of my meager savings around, then ate lunch, then went for a walk around the neighborhood. Saw a turtle in a pond, and thought about this and that.

Came home in time to receive a package: some pine cone jam that I'd ordered after seeing a TikTok about it.
(The TikTok is HERE)

Having had pine pitch honey before (which was intensely bitter and difficult to eat) I didn't think this could be much worse and wanted to give it a fair shake. Due to the state of things in Russia and Ukraine where pine cone jam is traditionally made, it is difficult to find at the moment. But I searched for it at random, and it randomly became available during this break. I'll have to decide whether to try it before I leave or after I come back.

Back home Jameson had gotten a call about getting a chest X-ray and bloodwork for his upcoming hernia surgery, he'll have those things later this week. I got a shower and read my book while Jameson played an MLB game. He left for rehearsal around 4, at which point I ran a cleaning cycle in our washer because it's starting to smell like mildew in there. I like to clean when Jameson's not home because he both works from home and relaxes at home, and I like to minimize annoyances for him if I can.

As the washer ran I researched more jobs, this time types that I could do while touring.
If I get to do the second year of tour, there are a lot of cities where we're only there for a few nights instead of the full week and I wouldn't have time to explore. But I might have time to bang out some transcriptions for someone or something.

I finished up the John Gacy documentary about the time Jameson got home.

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Wednesday, Jameson had to pick up some paperwork in the morning.
I got up at the same time he did, had breakfast, and randomly decided to take myself for a minor adventure.

First I went to the nearest Yankee Candle store to see if they had "Lush Berries", which is Jameson's favorite scent.
They didn't, and they didn't know if it would be discontinued either, so I bought one from Ebay.
It would be nice for him to have a comforting scent available after his surgery.

Then I tried to hit The British Shoppe because people keep telling me Crunchie bars are the same as sponge candy.
But since the pandemic their location has changed, and not knowing this I arrived to find their old location shuttered.

I gave up on that and went to Lotte Market instead.
Lotte is a small Asian grocery chain that's usually found in Maryland, New Jersey, and Virginia, but for some reason there's this one store in Orlando. The store itself is large and quite similar to an H-Mart as far as selection. I only needed imitation crab for making crab chips for Jameson and I. But. It's an Asian grocery. If I thought I was JUST walking out of there with imitation crab, I was fooling myself.

Right at the entrance there were shelves full of carnivorous plants.
WHY. Did these people see me coming? Is there a correleation between people who like Asian groceries, and people who like flytraps?

I had to look, and the flytraps were absolutely gorgeous. They were big and healthy, with happy red traps and long stalks of white flowers. I wanted one SO BAD. But they were $15, and I already have flytraps, and I don't need to burden Jameson with any more.
Then there were pitcher plants. ARGH. There were large ones in hanging pots, but they also had small seedlings for only $8.
ARGH. I picked one up, I just had to. Those are easy-care and shouldn't cause trouble for Jameson while I'm gone.

So we've taken three steps inside the store and I'm already clutching something I had no intention of buying.
Off to a great start!

I managed to pry my eyeballs away from the cute food court and take six more steps, which got me to produce.
And of course right on the end is a fruit I've never seen before.
Something that looks like giant tennis ball-sized green and purple grapes, labeled "star apples".
I stared at them for a full two minutes, then walked past.
I found the imitation crab.
I walked back past the produce and somehow one of each color star apple was in my hands, along with the krab and the pitcher plant.

ARRRGH. Now I need a BASKET.

I got the basket and went up and down the aisles in a desperate sort of way, trying not to want.
There was a small package of grape gummies, Jameson would like those. Into the basket.
Oh, I wanted to share honey butter chips with him too. A bag of those.
Crispy dried squid? Don't mind if I do.
There's that peanut brittle that Jameson likes!

I got to the refrigerated section and found a mini tree ring cake, into the basket for Jameson.
And in the freezer section I definitely couldn't resist just one thing since I never have a freezer on tour so ice creams from the grocery are never an option. It was a hard choice but in the end I settled on a box of four chocolate taiyaki, wanting to pick something less weird so Jameson would enjoy it too (I badly wanted Melona bars but he wouldn't eat those).

Finally I escaped and drove straight home, annoyed with myself but also excited, I can't help being excited.


I opened the honey chips right away, and Jameson inhaled those grape gummies instantly.
Everything else was put away for now, which was about the time I realized I'd forgotten to check the krab for MSG.
Sure enough, it has it. ARGH. At least krab is already garbage so I won't feel bad about throwing it out and buying the MSG-free version at Walmart tomorrow. But it's pretty ironic that I went all the way across town for that just to throw it out.

I ate lunch and researched how to eat star apples, and looked at some more jobs.
A package arrived for me, it turned out to be the temari ball I'd ordered from Etsy.
I had found this one almost a year ago and when I saw it, my heart skipped a beat.



My mother made a series of three blue velvet pillows for me when I was little, with embroidered flowers exactly like these.
The same shade of blue, even. At the time I couldn't afford this, but did message the shopkeeper to ask that if she ever made another like it to please let me know. We both forgot all about it until a few days ago when I was looking for a Mother's Day gift for my stepmom and stumbled across her shop again. I ordered an origami flower bouquet, and the seller must have seen our old messages because she immediately wrote and said, "HEY! Do you still want that temari ball?". I cringed a bit at the cost, but figured it was now or never. I've already blown too much money on this break. It's a beautiful piece of craftsmanship, anyway.

My phone interview with the ABC store wasn't an interview, it was just the manager asking if I could work weekends and holidays and could I lift 35 pounds. The pay is not what I would like but the store is so close--just a five minute drive--that it may be worth the lost dollar.

Then I went through all of my junk, most of which is stored in large Tupperware containers in the spare bedroom closet.
I do this once in a while to see if there's anything that I want to thrift or throw out, or to rotate things out or add to my memory scraps (programs from Tootsie, ticket stubs, etc). That killed an hour before it was time for Jameson to leave. After he left I went to Lowe's for weed killer and a small bag of potting soil to top off my houseplants, then Chick fil A for a market salad, then home to eat dinner and type this up and do a load of laundry.

Not working is weird and I don't like it.

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It's Thursday, right?

Breakfast, and I ate one of the "star apples", the purple one.
Here it is cut in half.


There is latex in the skin, so if you are allergic to latex don't eat this.
You're not supposed to eat the skin anyway. I scooped out the flesh with a spoon.
It reminds me of a persimmon, but with less "warmth" if that makes any sense. And with a mild flavor and texture closer to a lychee.
Not bad, but nothing particularly exciting. I wonder if the green one will be any different.


After breakfast I filled out a CapTel application. May as well just cross that bridge.
Completed some more applications and wrote some letters to my pen pals until Jameson had to go have a blood draw at 11, then I sped over to Walmart to get the non-MSG krab, boy do I feel dumb about that.

But look, you can get krab in a SNACK PACK.


Good lord! Do people like krab enough to SNACK on it?
Back home I still felt so anxious from not working. I can't even cook dinner really because Jameson has to leave so early each night.
Next week I'll get to make dinner for us at least twice, though.

Jameson did some work and played MLB.
I applied for more jobs, some of which had tests or evals attached.
I applied to the garden center at Lowes; to a cashier position at the Asian grocery; a customer service spot for a random real estate firm; a remote HR assistant job; a transcription and data entry job; a technical writer job; a cashier and confectioner for Kilwins.

I don't expect to hear back from anyone. I apply for about five jobs a day, and if I hear back from one a month that's "good".
This is what comes of having no value to society, kids.

After Jameson left for rehearsal I went to Publix for a PubSub for dinner.
Back home I ate it and then braced myself to take the 911 dispatcher evaluation.
The email said that it could take "up to two hours", and gave a vague description of the test sections ("information retention", "data entry", etc) so I wasn't totally sure what I was in for.

It turned out to be intense but interesting.
If you're an LJ friend, I've written an extensive post on what it was like.
If you're not an LJ friend, the TL;DR is that it involved multitasking and a balance of accuracy + speed, which had the same sort of feel as my work at CapTel, so I felt very grateful for my prior work experience. We will see if anything comes of this application, or if I could even handle such work.

The test took me somewhere between 45 minutes and an hour. Afterward I went for a walk to kind of de-stress.
Then back home for a taiyaki ice cream! It was very good but not particularly special other than being in a tasty fish shape :)
Next time I'll get a weird flavor and eat them all myself :p


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Friday I woke up naturally at 8am, perfect.
Coffee and oatmeal and yogurt and the green star apple, which was sweeter and juicier than the purple one but otherwise the same.

In my email was an invitiation to interview for the 911 dispatch position, meaning I've passed the evaluation.
The interview will be early Tuesday morning (I originally thought it was Monday but no).
But that certainly isn't all of it. If I pass the interview there are then many further steps to reach the point where I'd be considered for training.
A polygraph test, another evaluation, a background check, another interview, a SECOND polygraph test, and then even the training doesn't guarantee you'd get the gig. Whatever, I have nothing better to do, right? I'll go as far as I can with it.

For lunch I wanted to play with the air fryer.
I made the green beans first, tossing them in olive oil and salt and pepper, then sprinkling them with lemon juice partway through.
They turned out nice! No pictures because they just looked like charred green beans.
They weren't crispy like chips, and I don't think they were necessarily supposed to be.

Then I did the krab, carefully unrolling each stick...well, you can see the whole process by clicking HERE.

They turned out just like this, I had seasoned them with low-sodium Old Bay and they were pretty good!
Just, a little chalky, and a little too salty for Jameson to like them much.
I probably wouldn't make these again, but they were fun for just one time.

Didn't know what to do with myself after that, so boiled some pasta to eat later for dinner and then decided to separate my larger banana pup and put it in the ground nearby. If I don't want three banana trees I can always sell it when the tour is over.

The little bebe, separated from his mama:


My banana plantation, apparently.


After Jameson left for his show's opening night, I dusted off the ceiling fan blades and then vacuumed.
And then listened to 911 calls and asked myself if I could do this.
And that aside, what about the schedule? I've heard that it can be long hours, and any time of day.
Things to think about.

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Saturday morning, and Saturday in general, were quite slow.
I couldn't even think of anything productive to do. Too early to get groceries or ingredients for next week's dinners.
All the main chores are done. Not a lot of new jobs to apply for once the weekend starts.
Too early to repack for tour.

So...breakfast, screwing around online, wiping my Meyer lemon tree with alcohol because there are scale bugs on it again.
When the sun goes down I'll spray it with Bonide or whatever.

Chatted with Jameson as we made lunch. He watched the Cubs game, I read for a bit then took myself for a walk.
I went off-roading, into the undeveloped area behind our development.
The only wildlife I encountered was a turkey hen with two chicks; she was so startled that she froze, while the chicks instantly dashed into the underbrush. Mom then strutted slowly away, clucking loudly, I assume to draw me away from the chicks.

It was a nice walk. The rest of the day contained nothing but watering the little banana and watching anime and a jaunt up to Sprouts just because I'd forgotten they'd built one near the Whole Paycheck and wanted to check it out. It was nice! I'll have to go there instead of Whole Paycheck more often. I got Jameson a healthy-ish grape soda, and myself some uniquely flavored seltzers from Aura Bora, one cucumber lavender and the other lemongrass coconut.

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Sunday, Jameson had a matinee at 3pm and was leaving earlier than that to do some setup.
I had breakfast and moped around a bit (sinus headache) before getting dressed and insisting on taking myself to the Orlando Farmers Market out at Lake Eola. I've always wanted to go but never could because I was working. It was a nice day, still too hot but there are a lot of shade trees around the lake. It being Mother's Day also, people were out as family units, kids laughing and teasing the ducks and swans, lots of dogs on leashes. I saw a samoyed and sent a short video of it to Jameson, he likes that breed.

There were lots of things that I wanted including local goat cheese, spreadable caramels, bourbon wings, local honey, and bread from a local bakery. Exercising great self-restraint I only bought a few sticks of exotic jerky from a stand whose owner was ironically from Lebanon, PA (I found this out by recognizing a PA brand of jerky). Then it was just enjoying the walk and looking at the wares and the lake and the people smiling and having fun. That was really nice :)

Somewhere in there I kind of wondered if I should have friends.
Nah. Too much work :P

On the way home I stopped at a pharmacy for a rapid test because I've been feeling a little under since yesterday.
My sinuses feel snotty and my head hurts. Not really covid symptoms but I'd rather be safe than sorry.
Test came back negative so I continued about my day, having a nice snack for lunch and just kind of contemplating life.

Jameson returned a little after dinner time, so we got to enjoy an evening together for once.
This means watching tv and/or him playing Xbox while I watch and/or me playing Spider.
We often don't talk to each other except to share thoughts here and there. Being in each others' company is enough.

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Monday.
Only one week left until I fly to Sacramento to rejoin the tour.
The last two weeks went both quickly and slowly.

I am excited to go back to work, but also upset that I'll be missing Jameson's surgery.
It makes me feel like a bad partner. Which I know I can't help the date they schedule him. It's just how I feel about it.

Today I have an interview for a part-time position as a Verbatim Hearing Reporter, which is kind of like a discount court reporter.
The posting was vague so I have quite a few questions, but this type of work could be a good "in" for court reporting in the future.

After that, grocery store for my last week of supplies plus ingredients for our meals.
I'll be making spaghetti with homemade meatballs and "mozzarella bombs" from TikTok, and salad, for one meal.
Another will be the fermented hot honey with fried chicken and some sort of sides.

Tuesday is the 911 dispatch interview and cooking.
Wednesday is sealing the deck, if it doesn't rain.
And the rest of the week is repacking and preparing for one last month of exploring out west.
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We (the band) woke up super early to fly home.

Three of us (Bill, Josh and I) were flying to Florida, so we shared an Uber XL and got there in plenty of time to get through security and find breakfast. I also grabbed a sandwich to bring on the plane.

It was a full flight and I had a middle seat but I didn't mind because it was near the wings. Less turbulence there supposedly.
Other than being long, it was a rather pleasant flight. I watched Dune using the United app, and ate my sandwich and the Biscoffs I was given, and was generally a lot less stressed than I could have been. Flying so frequently this year has helped reduce my anxiety in that regard, which is wonderful. It's still there, I still get anxious, but it's noticeably lessened.

Once landed and luggage retrieved I had to catch an Uber home because Jameson had SpongeBob rehearsal.
I got home right as he was leaving (that happens a lot!) but gave him a big hug and stared into his adorable brown eyes before he went on his way. Inside I dropped my luggage and did a quick-scan of the cupboard and fridge, then off to the grocery.

I got my regular foods for the week, plus ingredients to make fermented hot honey and potato bread.

Back home I put everything away and wolfed down a chicken salad for dinner, then got to work wiping down the kitchen, washing the bedsheets, and cleaning the master bathroom. I had some pretty noticeable jet lag so that plus unpacking a little was all I was able to do.

Oh, and I opened my mail!

First there was this gorgeous wooden cutting board, handmade by our friend Tim, a former saxophonist with us on Ringling Bros. He is also the guy who gives me all of my stock trading advice, and he also plays baseball semi-professionally in the minor leagues, and also is an excellent woodcrafter. Some people just have ALL the aces in their deck, no?

Some aspect of this board displeased him enough that he wanted to sell it at a reduced price, and when I jumped at the chance he offered to send it just for the cost of shipping.


This is the best cutting board I've ever owned. It'll be a while before I'm brave enough to use it, but when I do I'll think fondly of all the work that Tim put into it, and cherish each cut. Tim's shop, by the way, is called Caught Looking Woodworks, and he makes a heck of a lot more than just cutting boards.

Next there were some jars and a pH reader for the hot honey, and a box of winter things I'd sent ahead of myself, and a gorgeous late birthday present from my sister Raven, this special edition custom-bound copy of Howl's Moving Castle!
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What a gorgeous book. Now I'm excited to read it all over again!

If you've never read Howl's Moving Castle, perhaps you've seen the movie by Studio Ghibli?
If not, I very highly recommend it, especially for young ladies. It's a beautiful story and well done in both book and movie format.

The book appealed to me because it's similar to a fairy tale, except instead of the youngest sister passing all the character tests and winning the boons and marrying the prince, it's the oldest sister, who is not remotely interested in adventure, who gets swept indignantly off on a wild journey to find herself and her true love.

The movie appealed to me because A) STUDIO GHIBLI and B) The lifestyle that the main character experiences while living in the Moving Castle was so, so heartachingly similar to how I felt living on the circus train. That silver, curving, creaking metal snake winding between mountains was my Moving Castle. My right place to be.

Anyway. That's all gone now.
But this book is a beautiful memento. I'll write Raven a thank-you.

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Tuesday I woke up because Jameson woke up, at 9:30 which felt like 6:30. And the jet lag continues!

A nice breakfast, then out the door to have a look at my plants!


The little lemon tree is doing quite well! Though a bit ant-swarmed.
There are four little green lemons which are all strongly attached, so I have high hopes that they'll hang on until I get back again in June.

The poor vanilla orchid was not so fortunate.
A huge portion of it died off during several nights of below-30 temps that we had over the winter.
Vanilla is not meant to survive in any climate where frost is possible, so it is not surprising that this happened.

I'd say at least 50% of the plant is dead...but there is a surprising amount of new growth, which is very encouraging!


Out in the pollinator garden, everything is "dead", not really but the colder-than-usual winter did cause more dieback than usual for everyone. Even the milkweed is on the Struggle Bus. Surprisingly, the one plant actually doing well is the pipevine, which has been a slow grower ever since it was planted. Suddenly it's three times larger than when I last saw it, with huge heart-shaped leaves bigger than my hand. Maybe we will even see blooms this year!


The biggest excitement was my java banana trees.
They looked awful the last time I was home (February) leaves all dead and rotting:


But now the largest tree is taller than me by at least a foot, with new leaves, and not only that, it has pups!



The pups are a REALLY good sign. They mean that the plant is comfortable enough to reproduce...which means it should soon start thinking about bearing fruit! I'll have to do more research to see what it needs at this stage, but how exciting!!

Sidenote: there's a low-key banana war going on between me and the neighbors, and at this point I am winning big time. We got our banana trees around the same. His failed to thrive for some reason, so about six months later I saw him standing in the yard talking to his son and gesturing at my tree, which had grown twice as tall as his. A few days later he and his son dug up his tree and replaced it with one that was larger and taller than mine. Since then I have been fertilizing and watering my two whenever I'm home, trimming dead leaves off and such, but otherwise leaving them alone. Now my larger tree is again taller than the neighbor's, and has two pups. Meaning I now have a total of four banana trees and he's still got the one, though neither of us have fruit yet.

Is this a part of becoming a homebody or a curmudgeon, having "whose-plant-is-bigger" wars with your neighbor? Lol!
We are not actually in competition over this! And he's a great neighbor. I'm just proud that my trees are doing well :)

Back inside I got cleaned up before starting on the fermented honey project.

There's no written recipe for this, so I had to watch two "It's Alive!" videos by Brad Leone, one where he makes a fermented garlic honey and the other where he does the pepper honey. The reason I had to watch both is because for the garlic video he gives instructions on how to burp the containers and watch the ph levels to avoid botulism. In the pepper honey video it seems to be assumed that you already know what to do about all that.

I am doing a reduced recipe, so sliced up three habaneros, half a serrano, and half a large jalapeno, removing most of the seeds from all.
Into a clean Ball jar:


Then started spooning the thick raw honey on top.


I did dip the jar in warm water just to loosen the honey up a bit so everything could combine well.
Then I topped the jar with a coffee filter tied on with a rubber band, and stuck it in a cabinet.
For three days I'll leave it mostly alone, maybe stirring it once per day.
Then on the third day I'll put the lid on loosely and start burping the jar and stirring it once or twice a day.
This will go on for about 10 days (you can let it go longer but I want to start using it before I have to go on tour again).

That done, I cleaned up and moved on to making the dough for potato bread.
I used a King Arthur Flour recipe, which was all fine and good except it was for two loaves and I only wanted one.
So I halved it. And OF COURSE I forgot to halve just ONE ingredient which WRECKED my dough.

So, dumped it out and started over. Luckily it's a very easy recipe: flour, potato, potato water, yeast, sugar, salt, egg, butter. Mix in stand mixer with a dough hook. Stuff it in the fridge and bake the next day. The remade dough looks fine, although I think it's too yellow (I added turmeric because that's what Martin's does to their potato bread to make it yellow).

Then lunch and job applications, then Jameson had rehearsal so I did more cleaning while he was gone.
A load of laundry, cleaned the small bathroom, scrubbed the shower (my least favorite chore), put the recycling out, dusted, and vacuumed. I felt awfully tired at this point because my body thinks it's 2am. But soon enough Jameson was back home and it was bed time.

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I woke up at ten. That's so late! Argh. Jet lag sucks.

I got the potato bread dough out and shaped it, then had it rise in the microwave with a mug of hot water.
While that was happening I mostly bookmarked jobs and researched how to apply poly-something sand to the pool deck to help fill the cracks and prevent weeds. It's kinda involved, but I think I can do it before tour starts up again.

When the loaf looked ready I popped it into the oven for 25 minutes, then another 20 or so tented with foil.
It came out looking "ok".


Once it was cooled I pulled out the bamboo slicing guide that Jameson had gotten me.
It was so great! I got nice even slices of bread. Didn't wreck a single one.


The bread was fluffy and very flavorful, and you could not taste the turmeric at all.
I was very pleased with the soft moist texture and the even crumb. Definitely a keeper recipe.


However, looking at the shape of that finished loaf was the straw that finally broke my back.

I have been trying SO HARD not to be a spoiled brat about my loaf pans.
"You already have THREE good pans!" I chide myself internally any time an ad for a Pullman loaf pan crosses my feed.

But you guys, look at the first picture of the loaf. The pan was NOT RIGHT for that bread!
First of all, a traditional loaf pan is a TRAPEZOID.
That means the end pieces are never going to be a straight cut and the loaf is never going to have straight sides.
And secondly, most recipes call for a 9x5 pan when in reality that is TOO BIG for most yeasted breads!
The bread did not even touch the sides of the pan more than halfway up on my loaf, and there are about 2" of tapering at the ends of the loaf because it couldn't reach the sides.

I HATE this. It annoys me so much!!
Normally I cope by using my 8.5"x4" pan instead, but when I do that I STILL get the trapezoid end pieces.

So this was it, looking at my trapezoid loaf I just couldn't take it any more.

I flung open the portal to the domain of "Yaweh-zon" right that minute and offered up a Prayer For Capitalist Appeasement, along with an offering of twenty-eight USD, in the hopes of receiving a Pullman loaf pan.

And Lo, some of "Yaweh-zon's" cold, fiberoptic neurons must have vibrated in preprogrammed empathy with the consternation of its fleshy first-world devotee, because not five hours later there was a Pullman loaf pan sitting on my doorstep.

Wow.

Here is the difference, folks. This is the Pullman 9x4 next to my 8.5x4 pan.


This is going to make a big difference for how my loaves look.
Mainly, the loaves will be taller and will have straight sides.
So they should look more like store-bought sandwich bread, instead of lumpy trapezoids.

We are going to make a rye swirl bread next week in this Pullman. Can't wait.
If this subject fascinates you as much as it does me, here's a great article on the benefits of Pullman pans from King Arthur Flour.

The rest of my day was spent weeding the pool deck, sidewalk, and driveway, then a quick trip to Lowe's to see if I could rent a plate compactor for the poly-whatever sand to seal the pool deck. They didn't have one so I'll have to try Home Depot tomorrow. Jameson left for rehearsal around dinner time, so I had avocado toast and peanut butter banana toast on homemade potato bread for dinner. Very yum.

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Thursday, not much happened. I applied for jobs and rented a plate compactor for Friday through Home Depot.

For dinner I made us a meatloaf with mashed potatoes and green beans, and it was barely ready in time for Jameson to enjoy it.
It turned out kinda wet, so it probably isn't a keeper recipe.

After he left for rehearsal I went to get the bags of polymeric sand that will fill the cracks in our pool deck to help prevent weeds.
I have no idea how many bags we need, but got six 35-pound bags and if that's too many hopefully I can return the unused ones.
Then I started stressing about how to use the plate compactor, and whether I'd be able to finish the deck before a planned outing Friday night, did I make the reservation too late, I'd only allowed about four hours to get it done, blah blah blah, to the point where Jameson, upon returning from rehearsal, rolled his eyes at me and advised me to wait for a later date.

He's right, of course. There's no sense forcing this to be finished tomorrow, and no reason; I can get it done any time in the next two weeks.
I cancelled the reservation and will try again at a later good-weather date.

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Friday, I set my alarm for 8:30 just to wake up before 10 for once.
Had breakfast and applied for jobs, called around to see if people were hiring.
It was depressing. These are the kinds of jobs I had in high school, and I'm almost 40 years old.

I guess I should have double-majored. Too late now.

I spent several hours on that, then wasn't really sure what to do with myself so swept the pool deck to somewhat prepare it for whenever I seal it. Then I read some of Howl's Moving Castle, dozed off for a little, and before I knew it it was time to drive to St. Pete to see our friend Lea perform Footloose at an outdoor theater!


It was almost a two hour drive, and when we arrived we were starving.
At an Irish pub we found a black-and-bleu burger for Jameson and an ahi tuna wrap for me, surprisingly good for bar food.
Then we found Simon (Lea's husband) who had saved us a spot by spreading a big blanket on the ground.
There were lots of people there and it was shaping up to be a good time...
but then right at 7:59, it started to rain.


Look at this poor sap with a chair over his head! Lol


In the end we got rained out! It started to pour, triggering a mad dash for umbrellas and cars.
We piled into Simon's car, soaking wet, along with his MIL and her friend. Simon first dropped us at Lea's rented place (she doesn't live in St. Pete but is staying there for the duration of this contract) then took the MIL to wherever her ride was waiting. Eventually Lea joined us, exasperated and flustered because the show had been cancelled. We made plans to get dinner and got soaked again getting to the car, but the restaurant we wanted was packed and was no longer taking walk-ins.

At that point Jameson and I decided to head home as it was 9:30 and another two-hour drive awaited us.
Bummer! But it was a funny, Murphy's Law kind of adventure :) And I was happy to see Lea and Simon anyway!

Back home Jameson's PlayStation 4 had been delivered! He's been waiting on it for over a year.
It was too late to play with it now but tomorrow I'm sure he'll put it through it's paces.

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Saturday, I again set my alarm for 8:30.
Wrote an email to my sister, who has finally been able to close on her new house! So happy for her!

Then looked up what to do about my banana pups; the consensus seems to be it's a good idea to let the mother have no more than two pups at a time, and maybe separate the larger pup once it gets over a foot tall, so I "could" separate the taller pup for sure. I haven't decided yet.

The fermented honey isn't bubbling, so I checked the pH just to be safe and it's 2.20-ish, which is good.
It might just need more time. It does look looser. And it smells nice.


Once Jameson was awake I actually started doing things like typing this blog and dusting the bookshelf in the bedroom and getting dressed. Jameson went to get a haircut, and I went to Target for some small items like napkins, Jet Dry, and gelatin for making sponge candy (also, did you know that adding gelatin to whipped cream stabilizes it? Learned that today!)

Back home I put everything away and had lunch.  Soon Jameson was back and he worked while I kind of screwed around.
Then we decided on air fryer wings and pizza for dinner, because this is the only time he'll be home for dinner for the next week, and he loves air fryer wings :) So I went to Whole Paycheck for the wings, and also grabbed my favorite horchata protein shakes and some roasted artichoke for myself.

The wings and pizza were great. I watered my banana plants because it didn't rain.
Jameson set up and played with his new PS4, and I watched; I love watching him play games especially multiplayer, it's so fun and unpredictable. And I updated my to-do list and watched the start of the John Gacy documentary.

Overall, a lovely relaxing day and evening.

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Sunday, my brain is getting closer to waking up at 8:30 on it's own. Yay! Two more nights should do it.

Made myself an egg this morning, and applied for some jobs.

Then I wanted to have a crack at making honeycomb candy.

The version that I am making is the kind that is called "sponge candy" in Buffalo and Canada.
The method for making either is the same: heat sugar and corn syrup and water to a certain temperature, then sift in baking soda which causes a foaming action and a "honeycomb" structure when the mixture has cooled.

The difference with the Buffalo version is you also whisk in some gelatin, which causes the bubbles to be more fine and uniform, like a synthetic sponge. Hence, sponge candy:

(photo from HomeInTheFingerLakes)

As opposed to honeycomb candy:

(photo from numstheword)

We were given some pieces of sponge candy during rehearsals in Buffalo, and it was awesome, which is why I wanted to try that version.
It came together quite easily, easier than caramel. You only have to heat it to 292 degrees, and then the hardest part was just getting it into the tray before it started to harden around the whisk.


I could have let it caramelize a bit more but I was nervous about it deflating/burning.

Then lunch, then more applications, then a walk around the neighborhood.
By that time the sponge had cooled enough for me to attempt to cut it.


It looks pretty but it was soon a sticky mess.
It's really too humid here in FL. The stuff was dissolving as I touched it.
But I managed to get it chopped up after a fashion, then melted some cheap coating chocolate that's been sitting around since Christmas to try and salvage some of this before it melts further.
(Most pieces are fully covered. These look pretty but they'll probably dissolve overnight.)


About the time I was finishing that up Jameson had rehearsal, and it being 4pm I thought there was enough time to do the rye bread.
Made what I thought was a beautiful dough, then let it rise...still looked quite good...

Split it into two equal portions and put one back in the mixer with some cocoa powder to make it a darker color.
Everything was going well.

Now I was supposed to roll the dough into a log, creating a swirl with the light and dark dough.
But once I had my shaped loaf, there seemed to be too much dough for the pan.
Now that I think about it, in the video he was using a 13x4x4, and mine is only a 9x4x4.
I didn't really think that this would matter but apparently it did, because during the second rise we had this happen:


I don't know if that's due to overfilling the pan, or some other issue that was not apparent until now.
Up until the second rise everything seemed just fine. I did not change one thing about the recipe.
I had no idea what happened but baked it anyway...maybe it won't be pretty but it might still be edible?

I did bake it and it looked "ok", though the top was just bizarrely lumpy. No idea what happened there.


Also the bread is quite edible, though dense and overly moist. I got a nice swirl.


Jameson said he'd eat it, so I wrapped half for the freezer and left the other half out where I know he'll eat a sandwich with it tomorrow and then forget about it so it'll end up in the trash anyway.

I was unhappy with it, so whether it's stupid of me or not, I'm making another one tomorrow.
Also after tasting this I want to reduce the onion powder and add pickle juice to replace some of the water.

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Monday. I didn't sleep well because my brain wanted to pick apart The Bread Issues.
It's ok, I can sleep all day if I like (which I won't but the option is there).

I ate breakfast first and was surprised to find an offer for an interview in my inbox!
NOT surprisingly, it was from the ABC liquor store, one of the few actual retail jobs I've applied for.
I have a very strong background in retail, which is unfortunate because NO ONE wants to work in retail.
But, the store is right down the street, so if they pay similar to what CapTel would pay I'm more inclined to save ten hours per week no matter how much I'd rather be captioning. Also since it's a state store I'm assuming it's less like a corner liquor store and more like a Total Wine. I agreed to the interview which will be by phone next week.

Now I'm going to get started on my second attempt at this rye bread.

Tomorrow I ahve a meeting with my bank and supposedly I get to seal the deck with the polymeric sand and plate compactor. Neato!
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Monday's travel day was nicely normal.
We landed around 3pm California time, and go to the hotel around 4pm.

We are staying at The Westgate, which is rather upscale in appearance.
For one thing, we got a real key to get into our rooms:


You can see some footage of the room itself in the TikTok at the top of this page.

Once I'd checked on my fridge I immediately called a Lyft to go to the Asian grocery conglomerate I'd discovered just north of downtown.
As soon as we got to that area I realized, I've been here before.
Yes...in 2019, while performing on the Ruby Princess. But at that time I'd only had time to visit the Mitsuwa.
This time I would hit the Marukai and H-Mart as well!


The Mitsuwa was just as awesome as I remembered!
A lovely produce section, great options in the food court, lots of fun and interesting snacks to choose from.

Here's some produce:


Real wasabe is actually very expensive ($150 per pound, and $8 for this little piece!).
What we eat in the states is usually horseradish or mustard-based.


I was delighted to see a "tree ring" cake, which is made up of fine layers of cake batter slowly rolled on a big metal tube.
You can watch one being made HERE. I wanted badly to try it but knew I wouldn't be able to eat it all.


Marukai is set up a little differently and seems to be more geared toward American Japanophiles, with a lot of anime and pop culture-themed snack foods and not a lot of produce. There I found what seems to be a yogurt-flavored water which I'm excited to try.

Then the H-Mart, which is the largest of the three and has the best selection by far.
There were loads of things that I wanted there: miniature pineapples, and abalone sashimi, and brown sugar boba ice cream, and a massive variety of beverages in every conceivable flavor. But with my tiny hotel fridge, I knew I had to exercise some self-control and only buy what I could eat in a week or easily fit in the fridge.

So here's what I ended up with in the end:


Let's give it a try!

Tteokbokki - a chewy delicious Korean rice dumpling (similar to gnocchi) in a spicy savory sauce. I followed the directions using my electric skillet. It was pretty easy...you pretty much put everything in the skillet, add water, and stir for 5-8 minutes.
The ingredients: rice dumplings, red sauce, and fish cake strips.


Here's how it looked when complete.
The dumplings had absorbed much of the water and the sauce had thickened.
This was VERY delicious. I ended up adding asparagus and a poached egg and it was awesome.
Very glad I tried this because now I'm gonna keep an eye out for it!


Honey butter chips - people absolutely RAVE about these on TikTok, and supposedly they were sold out for a long time during the pandemic but are now making a comeback. I don't like potato chips very much, but when I got to the H-Mart there was a HUGE display of them right at the front with a sign proclaiming, "THEY'RE BACK!"

So. I mean, obviously.


And I gotta say...these are REALLY good.
The smell alone is fantastic. It smells like sweet and salty butter...like buttered rolls or something.
And they taste heavenly. It's difficult to describe but definitely addictive, even for someone like me who doesn't really care for chips.
They were SO light and crispy, and so flavorful, just the right sweet and salty that you get when you combine savory salted honey and sweet butter. Pretty amazing, and not expensive at all. If you have the opportunity to try these, it's well worth it.

Dried crab snack - Just what it looks like. Tiny little whole crabs. Dried and seasoned with a sweet sauce and sesame seeds.


Now before you fly off the handle about how "disgusting" this is or whatever, please note that if you have ever eaten a softshell crab, that is exactly the same thing, only larger. And if you have eaten meat AT ALL, you have eaten something with a face and eyes and limbs. So before you criticize me/this, turn that finger right back around and point it at yourself, and either get over yourself or go vegan, whatever you need to do, but leave me and my dietary choices out of it.

Anyway, yeah, tiny little crabs. Most of the legs had broken off, but the claws were still on a lot of them, and the eyeballs and everything were more or less intact.


As with all dried seafood snacks, there was an unpleasant briny fishy smell when opening the bag.
These came in a cute little boat-shaped container, and it was easy to pour them into a Ziploc for later.
The coloring of the seasoning made me think they'd be spicy or savory, but actually they were entirely sweet.
Which was weird. I think I would have preferred at least a little salt.
They were good though, and had quite the intense crabby flavor, but they got chalky as you chewed them and I didn't really care for that texture. Wouldn't buy them again, but glad I tried 'em.

Yogurt flavored water - I wasn't sure at first if this was water or soda or seltzer.
The label claims "zero sugar", but there are 120-some calories in there, that came from SOMEWHERE.


I cracked it open and it was not carbonated. And it also did not taste at all like yogurt.
The flavor was like if you melted some Smarties candy into water and then drank it.
Did not feel bad about dumping this down the drain.

Boss flash-brewed coffee - This is supposedly one of the best canned coffees on the market. It's been difficult to find in the States so I'm excited to try it for the first time. The claim to fame is that they flash-brew their coffee; it's brewed using the pour-over method, directly into a chilled container to instantly cool it and lock in the flavor. I forgot to take another picture of this but rest assured, it's coffee in a can :p
It was actually really good, smooth and strong and delicious. I just wish they sold it in larger cans!

Longan fruit
- related to the rambutan and the lychee. Looks like a grape once you peel it and is like a chewier grape in texture.
The flavor is kind of floral, and reminds me of champagne or some sort of light mild fruity/floral drink like that.
I've had these from a can I'm certain (at misc Chinese buffets) but never fresh.

Unpeeled, it looks like a nut.


Peeled and cut in half, it looks like an eyeball.


Cape Gooseberries - I've had these before, you can find them in American grocery chains as well. Despite their name they are not gooseberries at all; they are related to the tomatillo and grow encased in a shell similar to that of a tomatillo. Once this shell is removed you can eat the whole thing just like any berry. They are tart and bright, just a little sweet, weirdly like a cross between a tomato and a citrus fruit. This week I will eat them as a snack or add them to my breakfast cereal.


Poached eggs - these are eggs that have been poached in the shell. I don't know why American grocery stores don't sell these!
I carefully cracked the fat end of an egg on the counter. There's usually an air bubble on that end so I figured that might help in getting the soft egg open without the contents spilling everywhere. And it worked, I was able to continue peeling until I had about a third of the shell removed.

At that point I upended the shell over my dinner. A perfect little poached egg rolled out.


To heat it, I just put the lid back over the food in my skillet for a few minutes, then scooped everything onto a plate.
Delicious! I love it! Sell these at Publix please!

Onigiri
- I ate these for dinner while I was doing my shopping. I got both salmon and tuna (not raw but cooked and mixed with mayonnaise). Onigiri is a handheld snack made of sushi rice stuffed with a filling (meat or vegetables) and wrapped in a sheet of nori seaweed. Delicious, simple, and a great grab-and-go meal.

Here's the salmon one, which I saved until I got back to the hotel. This is before I wrap the nori around it.


I had a lot of fun finding these unique food items, and enjoyed looking at everything even if I was limited in what I could get.
There are so many things I'd like to try someday! For now, I'm really grateful that I can afford to sample these snacks this week!

After that I took a trip to a regular grocery to get my usual stuff, but there seems to be an egg shortage here in San Diego and I also couldn't find my protein shakes, so it'll be a walk to Albertson's tomorrow. I unpacked and stayed up as late as I could to counteract jet lag.

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Tuesday, I was wide awake at 5 am. Joy -_-

Our covid testing was put off until after tonight's show.
I had a breakfast of hot buckwheat cereal with gooseberries and greek yogurt, then walked to the Albertson's.
It was a pleasant walk, the weather is very nice here. But as in too many cities on our route, there are SO many homeless people. Just, everywhere, on every block and every corner.
I don't know what the solution is especially with the current housing crisis. It's frustrating and sad.

At the grocery I was lucky to get the very last carton of egg whites, and found my shakes, then went right back to the hotel to see if I could nap or something. No nap, but I did have a few relaxing hours before lunch.


There is a Little Italy here in San Diego. The buildings are brightly colored and the sidewalks are lined with flowering trees.
Almost every restaurant and cafe has a patio or sidewalk tables so you can eat outside and enjoy the weather, and see the ships in the harbor. I went to Solunto hoping to get my loaf of local bread for the week, but once again because it was a Tuesday there were no fresh loaves to be had.

The bakery cabinet, on the other hand, looked incredible (see the TikTok post).
I somehow managed to avoid the temptation of everything in there and instead got myself a "Positano" sandwich: grilled chicken with sliced onion, zucchini, tomato, and mixed greens on an Italian baguette with pesto and mayo. Fairly simple, but fresh and delicious.


Down the street was a small Italian deli, so I popped in there to see if they had bread.
It was very crowded, mostly with people trying to get Italian meats. Weaving my way between big Italian dudes who were shouting at the clerks, I saw that there were several types of bread lined up on top of the counter: mini ciabattas, some nice-looking baguettes in paper bags, and large hunks of focaccia. The ciabatta would have been the healthier option, but I liked how the focaccia looked. Grabbed a block of it and got it home.



This isn't very traditional; it's big and fluffy, and real focaccia is actually rather flat. But I don't care, and I think it's fair to say both types of focaccia are considered Italian. The rosemary smells wonderful and I'm excited to indulge in this bread this week.

The rest of my afternoon was restful. I still didn't nap, but at least felt relaxed and enjoyed typing this post up in my luxurious hotel room.

Sound check went well, this is a nice theatre. A deep pit so I can't see the audience or the stage, but spacious and fairly comfortable as far as pits go. After sound check Bill (trumpet) mentioned that the lighting down here was "awesome", and so I asked him to take a picture of me. Bill isn't a photographer, but he has a damn good eye for it, and every once in a while he sees an opportunity for a good shot, and sometimes I get the benefit of that.

Here's the photo he took. Probably the best photo I've had in years.


Our evening show went well, it sounded pretty well attended out there.

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Wednesday I was happy to "sleep in" until 7am, which is 10am EST, so that might be the best I can do while we're on the west coast.
I had breakfast and filled out my MyFitnessPal food tracking for the week as best as I could, typed this blog up, and did a little cooking for coming lunches and dinners. Jameson's clinic in Maine is going well, it sounds like he is very busy every day. He's meeting new people and pouring a lot of effort into this project, and I hope it's satisfying for him, and that he comes back from it somewhat refreshed. It's good to get into a new environment and gain some new experiences, especially after the two years of stagnation we've all been through.

My big excitement for today was visiting Salt & Straw to try their unique ice creams!
(hence the importance of tracking calories!)

Salt & Straw is a chain based in Oregon, and it started as a food cart.
In 2011 they opened their first actual storefront, and from there their popularity grew until they were able to expand down the west coast.
They only have six locations currently, but you can order their ice cream to be shipped directly to you (probably very expensive).

They offer a flight of four kid-sized scoops, so that's what I got in order to try as many flavors as possible without having to eat a mountain of dairy. It still looked like a mountain of dairy to me!



I had not been able to just choose 1-2 flavors. These were all so interesting!

Lavender Honey - This one was my definite favorite. The texture was incredibly smooth, and the lavender flavor was incredible.

Pear & Bleu Cheese - Least favorite, not surprisingly. I don't like bleu cheese but wanted to give it a chance in a different format. It was still GOOD, I ate several bites of it, but after that just picked out the delicious candied pear bits and moved on to the other flavors.

Strawberry Honey Balsamic w/Black Pepper - This was a very intense flavor. The balsamic cut through everything else very strongly and burned with acidity, but the creamy strawberry counterbalanced that nicely. I couldn't taste the black pepper at all, and kind of wished they'd had packets of pepper to sprinkle on top or something (that's such a weird thing to say haha).

Marionberry and Coconut Sorbet (v) - No dairy in this one. It was more tart than sweet, which was helpful for cleansing my palate between flavors. Marionberry is pretty much a special cultivar of blackberry with a less sweet and more earthy flavor. It was good!

As I often do when I "indulge", I felt kind of guilty for getting all this ice cream.
So I scrolled back through my Instagram...and you know what I realized?
I've only had SIXTEEN desserts, total, since this tour started.
That's about two desserts per month.

Now this is not counting a hard candy here and there, or a square of dark chocolate once in a while.
I'm talking scoops of ice cream, and lemon bars, and cookies, and croissants filled with whipped cream.

Sometimes I am tricked by my own Instagram into thinking I'm "overdoing it".
Sometimes I let the Peanut Gallery get into my head.
But the truth is, while I'm indulging in treats, I'm doing it thoughtfully and responsibly.
And I'm glad I took a moment to remember that today.

Because this ice cream was delicious, and each flavor was well worth enjoying!

The walk back to the hotel was nice and gave me a chance to digest.
I had a light lunch and didn't do much, just job hunting and watching anime and researching the next city.

Our evening show went well, with an enthusiastic audience.
After the show I noticed EMTs standing around the homeless camp outside the theatre, and heard a woman screaming.

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Thursday, I woke to the unpleasant discovery that the water was not draining from my sink.
Maintenance came and worked on it for a solid half hour, but by the end of it the sink was free again so I ate breakfast and did the dishes.

Then a few job applications, then it was time for a Zoom class with Maestra, an all-female artists group that I've recently joined.
It was a nice presentation summary of what it's like to be on tour, including types of contracts, living and traveling situations, and suggested stuff to bring or to think about. As someone actually living that life right now I thought it was well done.

After that I made lunch, cleaned up, and went for a walk to Maple Canyon.
There are lots of public parks around including the very popular Balboa Park over by the San Diego Zoo, but I was curious about this park and how much of a "canyon" it actually was. I suspected a dry riverbed.


So it was! But a very nice dry riverbed, with lots of flowers and interesting plants, and dried eucalyptus leaves underfoot so that there was a fragrant smell as I walked. I didn't do the whole trail because I'm lazy, but walked as far as this big yellow bridge before turning back around.


It was such a nice sunny day, cool in the shade and not too hot.
Back at the hotel, a small snack and then a restful afternoon while the sun went down and it got cooler out.

The evening show was nice, no drama in the homeless camp that I could tell.
However there was a small earthquake, which we all felt in the pit. Whee!

I texted back and forth with Jameson, who was out at a martini bar, which made us both think of Slick, our trumpet player in the circus who passed away of cancer while we were still on that gig. I'll never forget the last time I saw him, or the fun times we all had together.
I want to live a life worthy of his memory.

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Friday. Good Friday, even!

Usually I get up early to do laundry, but I was feeling VERY over that this morning.
I "slept in", which was 8am, and had a good slow breakfast.

I decided to cut into my big peanut butter Easter egg now, because although my inner child squees at the thought of gulping down the whole thing on Easter Sunday, my outer adult knows that would give me a tummyache on a two show day. So, half of it today and half on Sunday.



I can see that it's not going to be quite the same as a "church egg"; it's not as creamy.
But, it's the closest I can get this year. And it's rich and delicious and fudgy, so what's to complain about? :D

Turns out I was in QUITE the mood today.
Perhaps it's because this tour is drawing to a close. Or because it lowkey pains me to not have work for the upcoming three-week layoff.
I feel like I need to be doing something, but I'm not sure what.
I've been networking as hard as I can, and applying to jobs, and bookmarking other jobs that it's a little too early to apply for right now. I have a plan for what to do over the layoff, including job applications and interviews and cleaning and house upkeep and cooking and filing for unemployment in two different states. There's really not much else I could be doing on these fronts.

I guess it's just that I'm PLANNING these things now, but not actually getting to DO them yet. And that makes me feel impatient.
What that boils down to today is not doing laundry, and not eating out, and only going outside to pick up a few filler groceries, and then drinking a glass of wine randomly in the middle of the day. Just because.

The evening show was fine. It ended around 11pm, which is around 2am EST.
I'm keeping that in mind for the layoff...I will have to adjust back.

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Saturday I woke up early, determined to do laundry.
There is only one laundromat walkable downtown, and with the large homeless population I had a feeling that it would be busy, but not until later in the day (idk if anyone else has noticed this but homeless folk tend to sleep in until the sun is well up). I managed to find some quarters at a convenience store and had the laundromat to myself until my things were in the dryer, at which point, as I suspected, homeless people started filtering in to do their wash.

Which, there is nothing wrong with that. It's only that it's a small laundromat, and the smell from many unwashed bodies can be strong.

Soon enough I was done and glad that it's one less thing to worry about next week.
Back at the hotel I put my clothes away and cleaned up from breakfast, and did a little nothing for an hour until lunchtime.
Heated some food, had the matinee which was just fine.

During the break I felt very tired and didn't get much done, just dinner and watching Downton Abbey and planning what to eat on the travel day (I've gotten into the habit of trying to buy breakfast and lunch before getting to the airport if at all possible, to save a little money).

The evening show went well. And tomorrow is Easter.

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Happy Easter, if you celebrate it!

I was hoping to hear birds singing this morning, but alas, all was quiet.
But, in fact, that was a magical thing too. San Diego is a very noisy city.
The lightrail runs all night long and chimes chimes chimes, and the people in the homeless camp scream and fight, and cars drag race in the street, and cruise ships blow their horns out in the harbor.
But this Easter Sunday morning, for once, it was noticeably quieter than it's been all week.
Fewer trains, and no ships, and perhaps the homeless folk were appeased by some ministry.
Whatever the reason, it was pleasant to wake to a quieter morning.

In addition to breakfast I treated myself to the rest of my peanut butter egg, and listened to a church service online.
My sister posted pictures of her son visiting our mom for the holiday :)


After breakfast I began packing up some things.
We had a 1pm and a 6:30pm show, both of which went well.
We haven't gotten any overage pay in several weeks, so I will continue not to rely on or expect that money.

After the shows we all packed up as usual, and I returned to the hotel to watch TV and pack some more and try to sleep.
I went to bed on an empty stomach which was a stupid idea, as I was wide awake at 4am absolutely starving and had to eat a snack.
But, now it is morning and I'm having the last of my groceries and some coffee as we wait for the charter bus.

Next we go to San Jose. After this week the band has a three-week layoff while the show continues on to Los Angeles.
The Musician's Union in LA has a contract with the Dolby Theatre to use only local musicians, which is why we're getting the boot.
I'm trying not to be too bitter about it, and just enjoy the break and the time with Jameson (which I really DO appreciate!)
This time will also be helpful in preparing for the end of the tour. Either I will find a new job, or I will return to CapTel.

As for the week in San Jose, I've got some exciting food adventures in store that I hope you will enjoy along with me!
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The venue: Buell Theatre

(I took this one of the outside myself!)

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Covid Tests To Date: 76

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We flew to Denver without incident, just a minor flight delay.

Once at the hotel I dropped my bags and made sure my little fridge worked before catching an Uber with Bobby, our bassist.
Bobby is vegetarian (or vegan?) and wanted to take me to one of his favorite restaurants here in Denver: Watercourse Foods!

The entire menu is 100% vegan, which is surprising considering it features "chicken" and waffles, "pastrami", "smoked turkey", and other seemingly meaty mains. But it's all made from plants, prepared in a way that best matches texture and flavor to that of meat.

We started off with a charcuterie board, which featured house sourdough and a variety of "meats", "cheeses", nuts, and fruit.


Everything was delicious! Although the meat looks a little ridiculous, the flavor and texture were actually quite good.
It was difficult to hold back so I'd have room for the main course!


This was Bobby's pastrami Reuben. Looks convincing, doesn't it!
He gave me a piece, and it was delicious!

I ordered the fried "chicken" with mac & cheese and kale salad.


I mean, clearly it's cauliflower florets. But you might have to do a double take!
Also, the fact that they fried cauliflower and it wasn't wet or soggy, and it truly did resemble fried chicken, is pretty damn amazing.
I spent a lot of time wondering how they did it. Run it through the dehydrator after boiling? Just let it drain for a really long time? It didn't look like the cauliflower had been roasted or handled in any way except to be steamed or boiled. Fascinating stuff.


The sides were also incredible. The texture of the mac & cheese was a bit runnier than real cheese, and there was a strong aftertaste of coconut (coconut milk and soy based), but it was still very delicious.
CLICK HERE for a video of the mac & cheese.

And the kale salad was crunchy and refreshing, with toasted chickpeas and pickled beets and onions on top.
Overall what a fantastic first meal in Denver!

While we ate we talked about some personal stuff...Bobby has been thoughtful and concerned for me pretty much since day one, since my dad passed away right as we were starting this tour. I have to be honest, since then it feels like although I'm personally "ok", everything and everyone around me has just been falling to pieces and I don't know how to pick everything up and put it back together (in fact I really don't think I can). The number of people in my immediate circle who have depression, or health problems, or who have lost a job, just seems to keep multiplying and multiplying. I feel frozen in place, like if I reach out to one I need to reach out to all, and I just do not have the emotional and financial resources to do that.

I'm sure it looks happy-go-lucky, being on tour and seeing wonderful things and eating wonderful foods. I'm going to defend that and say that this could be my last chance to do something like this. I could spend it hoarding ALL of my money and holing up in my hotel room in an effort to help everyone around me who's struggling. Better people than me would do that. Or I could try to wring some enjoyment out of this rare, unexpected gift that I was given before it comes to an end in a few months. I'm selfish, and that's what I choose to do.

Well anyway, you don't want to hear all that. But it's what we talked about, just personal things and how things are going, and Bobby gave me some really good advice, which I will try to follow. And then we walked off our meal, going to a vegan bakery/ice cream shop, where Bobby got in line for a treat and I called an Uber so I could get my groceries for the week.

For once there are quite a few groceries within walking distance, but it was late and it was almost closing time so I Ubered to ensure I'd have time to shop. I did walk back to the hotel (where I certainly started noticing the altitude), put everything away, unpacked and crashed.
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The venue: Centennial Hall

(stock images. could not for the life of me find a good pic of the interior.)

Covid Tests to Date: 73

TL;DR TikTok: CLICK HERE

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We had a nice relaxing bus ride to Tucson, arriving at the hotel around 2:30.
This is a normal modern hotel, and although last week's dorm theme was fun and memorable, it's also nice to have a decent number of wall sockets, and enough counter space for my food, and a shower with good water pressure!

After checking in I was handed the keys to one of the band's rental cars for the week.
We're six miles from the theatre so it's not walkable, and when that happens we get cars to share.
But I don't like being asked, "Can I borrow the car?" at random times of day, so when Steve asked if I was going to the grocery I was happy to pass the key to him right away.

And it was so nice out, sunny and windy but only 70 degrees! I decided to walk the 3-ish miles to Fry's, a local Kroger-related chain.
The only closer grocery is a Trader Joe's about 2.2 miles away, so I couldn't have done much better.
I got what I needed and Ubered back, unpacked, and hit up a Vietnamese restaurant next door for some spring rolls and chicken skewers.
Then I had a massive headache, possibly from squinting into the sun during the walk, so I drank loads of water and enjoyed a quiet night in.

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On Tuesday I made sure to wake up early because I wanted to visit Barrio Bakery.
Usually before visiting any city, I Google around to find out where people like to eat; what are the most interesting restaurants, or the local specialty foods, or the most unique dishes. And of course, where are the best local bread bakeries!

Barrio was at the top of EVERY list, including a lot of websites having nothing to do with bread.
They've recently been nominated for a James Beard award, so there's that.
And the owner, Don, Guerra, was given a USDA grant to further his work with local farmers and the preservation of heritage grains.

In case that doesn't paint a complete picture for you, here was the line when I arrived at the bakery right at opening time:


That must be some REALLY good bread for people to queue up like this on a random Tuesday!
I waited patiently, and the line moved quickly; I was probably only waiting for about 15 minutes.
During that time Yael (trumpet) texted to ask about getting bread (she'd expressed interest earlier) and I promised to get her a loaf as well.

As I approached the counter, a wall of fresh loaves greeted me.
If only I could try every single one!


At the register was a happy-looking guy, smiling pleasantly while taking everyone's orders.
(I realized later on that this was the owner himself. He actively bakes the bread, makes deliveries, and runs the register WHILE running the whole business and applying for grants apparently! WILD.)

I requested two loaves of the "heritage" bread, and it was handed to me in two paper bags, still piping hot from the oven.
Need I mention that the smell of fresh roasty wheat and yeast around the counter was absolutely fantastic??

I got back to the hotel and got Yael her loaf, then had a little photoshoot with my own loaf and did more research on the bakery (which was about the time I realized the owner himself had waited on me).
Barrio Bread's "heritage" loaf is a crusty whole-wheat sourdough made with local heirloom grain flour.
It is stenciled with an outline of the state of Arizona, with a saguaro cactus enclosed within.


Cutting it open was an explosion of crumbs due to the lovely crust :)
The interior was SO incredibly soft. It was actually very difficult to cut because I had to press to get through the crust, but couldn't press too hard or risk crushing the delicate interior crumb. I think I did a good job!


The flavor is tart like a sourdough, and rich like a whole grain wheat bread.
I had it with sliced turkey, fresh avocado, and cracked black pepper. And it was incredible.

There is something magical about truly fresh, same-day, still-warm rustic bread made with LOVE.
It makes the experience of eating something as ho-hum-daily as bread, a moment to be treasured and remembered.
This is definitely a bakery that I will never forget, and I'm very grateful that I got to taste their beautiful signature bread today.
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The venue: The Majestic


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Covid Tests to Date: 64

TL;DR TikTok: CLICK HERE (I guess DreamWidth does not support much embedding, I can't get a single thing to embed here.)

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We took a charter bus from Austin to San Antonio.
It was only about a 2 hour ride, but we needed to give the hotel time to prepare for us.
So there was a planned rest stop at Buc-ee's.


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Have you ever been to a Buc-ee's?
If not, you should go at least once in your life.
This is Americana at it's finest.

It's a southern US chain, founded in Texas, with only 41 locations (that's a LOT more than they had even a few years ago).
It was founded in the early 1980s, and from the start it was intended to be an excessively large gas station.
But I have no idea why it is filled with such WEIRD STUFF. Example TikTok: CLICK HERE

Need a bikini covered in cartoon beaver logos? Buc-ee's.
Jalapeno fudge in the shape of the state of Texas? Buc-ee's.
How about an entire deli dedicated to jerkies, dried on-site? Buc-ee's.

I was surprised to learn that many of our cast members--some of whom have been touring for decades--have never been to a Buc-ee's.
I have encountered them before, but that's because I've driven cross-country more often than most.
So it was great fun for me to watch my colleagues have their first Buc-ee's experience.
And despite having been there once or twice before, I was also quite overwhelmed.

I managed to exercise SOME self-control and avoid the soda fountain and fudge island and brisket-carving station.
But I just HAD to get something from the massive jerky deli. I picked out two sticks of cherry maple beef jerky, and two regular turkey jerky sticks. And then I couldn't resist the fresh candied almonds (they were only $1!) and a jar of pickled quail eggs.
I mean how often do you see pickled quail eggs??

There were many more things that I wanted but I held off and escaped with my treasures.
Back on the bus it was a sea of cartoon beaver hats and bandannas, and the smell of brisket permeated the air.
I can only assume that everyone had a blast.

We moved on to San Antonio where some of us had rooms ready and some of us had to wait, but not for very long.
I got my room after about 15 minutes of waiting, and it was wonderful.
This is an "extended stay", so there's a full kitchen and microwave.
There's also a complementary breakfast, and we are right downtown in easy walking distance from many awesome restaurants and shops.

Per usual, I evaluated the fridge and then hoofed it to the nearest grocery, this week that's an H.E.B.
In addition to my usual meats and veggies and fruits, I found pineberries, freeze-dried peaches, and bison jerky
(dried meats are big in TX I guess). Join me in sampling all of my fun weird stuff this week!


After filling the fridge and unpacking, I joined Bobby (bass), Yael (trumpet), and Curtis (woodwinds) for dinner at Vegan Avenue, a chic little restaurant on the outskirts of town. Bobby has a strict vegetarian diet, so early on in the tour I had asked to share a meal with him because I thought that his options for eating out with the cast might be limited, plus I'm always interested to try new foods!

We enjoyed vegan mozzarella sticks, which while they didn't nearly have the texture of mozzarella cheese, were tasty all the same.


And these fries with faux meat and guac and other fun toppings. They were really good! The "meat" texture was close to the real thing.


There were also teriyaki cauliflower bites, but I found them to be kinda soggy.

For dinner I got the pozole since we're in Texas and the only real change to this traditional dish was the use of jackfruit in place of the meat.
Otherwise the ingredients were the same: hominy, ancho chile broth, diced onions, mushrooms, lettuce, tostadas, and lime juice.
It was really good, especially the tasty hominy and jackfruit bits.


We had a nice time eating together outside and chatting about this and that.
The tour is more than halfway over now, and soon some of us will leave or the tour will change.
It was nice to enjoy this moment together as covid losens its grip on the United States, and as the winter chill leaves the air, and as we all prepare for the next step in our lives, whatever that may be.

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I woke up way too early because I was excited about visiting La Panaderia!
It's a lovely bakery less than a block from The Majestic.

Oh no. This is less than a block from me ALL WEEK.

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The venue: Bass Concert Hall


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Covid Tests to Date: 60

TikTok: Was too tired to make one this week, too bad for you :p

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Our travel day turned into a 15-hour slog due to a "mechanical issue" with our plane.
I'd much rather endure a delay than have the plane I'm on fall from the sky!
However this did make our day a lot longer and more stressful than expected.

All three meals at the airport, a few flight changes as our tour manager and American Airlines tried to get us where we were going.
Eventually we got to Austin in separate groups, with the earliest group arriving around 9:30pm (that's me, lucky) and the latest arriving I think around 11:30pm or midnight (oof).

I unpacked and went straight to bed, but did note-to-self that my refrigerator does not seem to be working very well...it's definitely hovering around 50F in there, which is not safe.

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Tuesday, I woke up early because I was stressed out.
This week the theatre is 3 miles from our hotel, and we have been given rental cars to share, but it still means extra time to get to and from the venue each day and extra planning for all sorts of things like meals and show prep and warm-ups.
That and the fact that I hadn't been able to get groceries yesterday AND dreams about my lukewarm fridge all had me up at 7am.

I went to the front desk first to report the fridge for insubordination, then walked to Easy Tiger, a local bakery right down the street from our hotel.

As soon as I stepped outside I felt better.
It was one of those magical pre-spring days; overcast, the air cool and humid, but there was a hint of warmth to come, and the birds were singing their heads off in anticipation of the haze lifting for the sun. It's the kind of morning that reminds me of Easter Sundays at my mom's house...of being gently shaken awake at 5am for sunrise church service, but feeling excited rather than annoyed about the early hour.

With this calming aura of times past around me, I had a very nice walk to the bakery.

Founded in 2011, Easy Tiger is a beer garden slash bakery that makes rustic breads and German pretzels and beautiful pastries, and also serves a few egg items for breakfast, and also holds events and baking classes. The breads are made each morning with local ingredients, on site.
I wanted to take pictures of the baking equipment and pastries, but there were four employees staring at me and I didn't want to be a weirdo.

Torn between a 40% rye/sourdough blend and a sourdough quinoa, I finally settled on the quinoa just because it's slightly more unusual.


It has a lovely texture, the toasty quinoa grains have a crunchy pop.


After a brief stop in my room for coffee and to pray for maintenance to come look at my fridge, I walked to Target for groceries (and a bag of ice to preserve said groceries). I'm grateful to be within easy walking distance of a Target this week! It was a surprising 86 degrees out, so by the time I got back I was all hot and bothered, but maintenance was there to swap out my fridge just as my bag started to leak from the ice so that was perfect.

But I still wasn't done. After all, I got up at 7 and it was now only about 10am.

I went walking again, this time to 99 Ranch Market.
It's an Asian grocery chain--like, one of the really big ones.
I knew that I would love it. And I did.


No, I didn't get any Peking duck, but I sure wanted it!
And there were soft fluffy castilla roll cakes in the bakery, and succulent-looking bites of seafood in the back, and exciting and exotic ice creams and dumplings in the freezers. I wanted it all, so so much. But, we are only here for a week, and I have a tiny baby fridge.

So I window shopped and that was fun. Then I picked out what I could carry back and eat for the week.


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The venue: Orpheum Theatre



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Covid Tests to Date: 57

TL;DR TikTok:

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We had the usual type of travel day, split into two groups again.
I was in the earlier group that left around 8:30am. Which is great because I appreciate getting to the next city as soon as possible.

The flights were just fine. We had a layover in Chicago, and I got this beautiful footage of the frozen lake.

https://instagram.com/p/CZ96qDFJhUc
Then, while we were waiting for boarding, I got a text from my former Production Manager on Ringling Bros.
She happened to be on layover in Chitown as well...at the gate right next to mine!!



What are the odds of THAT happening?

By the time we realized we were in the same airport, my flight was already boarding so we unfortunately didn't get time to chat.
But how fun it was to see her! How random and great.
The entertainment world is vast, and also small. And I love that.

We got to the hotel on time I think. It's an older hotel and I am hearing from other members of the cast that some rooms are not so great, but I feel that mine is pretty decent. My only complaints are that the water drains insanely slowly from the tub (gonna ask for Drain-O), and also there was no fridge.

Granted, our route sheet did warn us that this hotel didn't have fridges, so I was mentally prepared at first. But Steve (trumpet) had called ahead and had been told in no uncertain terms that we'd have 'em, so I had gotten my hopes up. And then walked into my room and immediately knew there was nowhere for a fridge to live. This is why I'm a pessimist, folks.

BUT, in circumstances like these, it's important not to give up.
I immediately rang the front desk and asked if there were any fridges available. And there WERE.
One was brought up within the next 30 minutes.
There are not enough for everyone, and when that happens it's just first-come, and Rules of the Road.
I feel bad or selfish at times like these, but also, if this is something that's important to me I will take extra action.
That's all; it's nothing personal.



Stocking my fridge, though, turned out to be quite the escapade.
I decided to walk to the nearest Kroger.
And gosh...Memphis is NOT a very safe city. Like, I was in the circus for five years, living in some of the worst parts of each major city, so I have a lot of experience walking through truly dangerous areas. And this was BAD. Like, Anacostia-level bad.
I'm still gonna walk around, but I'm gonna be REALLY careful. More vetting of the areas I'm walking through this week for sure.
Less time with my face in my phone.

But still, I made it to the Kroger unharassed, and it was "ok". I managed to get most of my groceries.
And then I couldn't for the life of me get an Uber.
When I finally did get someone, after the app searched for a full five minutes, they were 30 minutes away.
I waited and waited as it got dark and cold, alone in a VERY sketchy part of Memphis.
45 minutes later...no Uber.
My parents would kill me if they were alive, and my boyfriend will be angry, but...some random guy who had been grocery shopping recognized my situation for what it was and offered to drive me to the hotel. And I accepted. MOSTLY because the security guard greeted him by name and saw me get in his car. (Yes, there are security guards or cops often hanging out at grocery stores in sketchy areas.)
I insisted on paying him in cash, and he was a perfect gentleman. And I realize that was a bad situation.
And I won't be putting myself in that situation again this week.
Daylight walking only, and now I know: AVOID POPLAR ST IN MEMPHIS.

Anyway, got the groceries and got unpacked, and had a much needed glass of wine to relive stress. That was my Monday.
Tomorrow, adventures!

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Tuesday, I woke up feeling exhausted physically but mentally ready to go.

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Covid Tests to Date: 50

This week we have another layoff! Yay! Yay? We're not getting paid, it's a LAYOFF.

It's just a random week, so maybe they couldn't squeeze this show into a theatre schedule on our route.
That is not uncommon. Especially after a pandemic comes through and messes up everyone's touring patterns.

I woke early and split an Uber with Kathy (actress, plays Rita the Producer in our show), arriving to Atlanta Airport around 8:30am.
Per usual in Atlanta--especially a few days after a massive blizzard in the northeast--it was already starting to get busy and it took much longer to get through security and to the terminal than at other airports. Even with PreCheck it took nearly 45 minutes to get to my gate. But, that's why I wanted to leave so early.

The flight was short and pleasant, I retrieved my luggage and called an Uber because Jameson was on his way out the door for a gig tonight at the Villages. I actually got home right as he was leaving, so we had time to hug and laugh about being passing ships in the night before he was out and I was in.

To be honest, I was glad to be alone for unpacking.
Why? Because every time I come home I want to clean!
And I think that makes Jameson feel bad, like he hasn't been cleaning "right" or "enough". But he has!

I like to clean for us, even if he has cleaned already.
And this isn't meant to offend, it's just the truth: I happen to clean more thoroughly than he does.
Like when I "wipe down the kitchen", I take EVERYTHING off the counters and SCRUB.
When I vacuum, I move furniture.
When I clean the bathrooms, that mirror is gonna have NO STREAKS when I am done with it and there will be not one hair on any flat surface. Jameson cleans too, and does a great job!
It's just that, when I'm home, I want to do it for us in my super-thorough and complete way so that hopefully he will have to do less of it while I'm gone. I want to leave the house cleaner than I found it.

So the fact that he wasn't here tonight made that a lot easier to do,
though I am sad that we have to wait until late tonight or tomorrow to catch up.

I got so much done though. It was great.
I did laundry, got groceries, checked my plants (the bananas are TRAGIC, pics later), vacuumed, dusted, wiped down the kitchen, washed the sheets in both the bedroom and guest bedroom, made the beds, cleaned the bathrooms, swept and mopped the tile floors, unpacked a little, chopped up some butter for the freezer, and threw out a bunch of expired condiments. Now the only cleaning I have left before I leave is scrubbing the shower. Phew.

When that was done I dug through the mountain of accumulated mail, which included tax documents, my vehicle registration, a letter from my former employer asking what I want to do with my 401K, and four packages.
The packages were a shirt, pants, some N95s, and a new electric skillet as mine bit the dust in the last few days of Atlanta; the lid had cracked to the point where it had a hole in it and I hadn't even noticed, and the non-stick coating had begun to peel off. It WAS only $18 after all.
There were supposed to be rapid covid tests in there too, but they were missing.
I suspect Amazon ran out and refunded me (they have done that before without notifying me, strangely) so I'll have to check on that.

The shirt, which is a 70s-style black sheer polka-dot number, fit absolutely perfectly and I love it.



This is not so you can admire my butt, but so you can see how nicely the shirt fits in the back as well :p


Detail/Up close. I will need to work on my bow-tying skillz.


The pants are too long (always the case) but they are near-perfect in the waist, so I'm going to take them to a tailor and see if we can make some alterations. They're not my usual style so I'm a little unsure what to do with them, but I'll do some research and see what I can find. I was hoping to wear the 70s black shirt and these pants together for gigs, actually. The reason for all this is that I have a long torso, and I think the high waist will give the illusion of longer legs and be flattering.

Here's what the pants look like:



With all of that done I made myself a cup of tea and went out to finally retrieve my Meyer lemons.
They seem to have survived the cold snap very nicely!
They are huge, just like last time, the same size as most navel oranges and a beautiful golden yellow color.



Here is one next to a regular lemon for scale.



Funny thing: Meyer lemons are actually supposed to be smaller than regular lemons!
But fruit size can vary widely due to rootstock and all sorts of factors. Maybe I just got a good little branch.
(Reminder that my lemon "tree" is barely two feet tall)

Now I am exhausted, but glad all that work is out of my face.
The rest can be spread out throughout the week.
For now I am just excited to make lemon bars!!

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My Year In 2021:
- Grew 33 types of plants in my garden.

- Baked 24 types of bread.


- Made lots of new meals and foods including shrimp and grits, Scotch eggs, gnocchi from scratch, salmon cakes, collard greens, banana pudding, and the best lemon bars 🙂


- My first-ever attempt at macarons was a moderate success.
- Ate frog legs, butterbeer, "yakiniku", beef on weck, pavlova, muffuletta, turtle soup, and white sapote for the first time.


- Transferred to another steno school, then quit steno school in October.

- Watched Biden's inauguration.
- Sold my bass trombone.
- Raised eight monarch butterflies from eggs, and watched them all fly away 💕

- Got cross-trained to be a Supervisor and Training Assistant at CapTel.
- Got Employee of the Month at CapTel.
- Experienced working from home 1-2x per week.
- Interviewed for, was offered, and declined a position in HR at CapTel.
- Got vaccinated in April and on May the 4th!

- Got a booster shot over Thanksgiving.
- Got covid tested over 30 times, both PCR and rapid tests.

- Got my first leather jacket.

- Feld Entertainment announced that Ringling Bros Circus would resume in 2023.

- Played in VR on the Oculus (and it was amazing!)
- Had a tire blow out on the highway.
- Visited my parents in June, which was the last time I would see my Dad.
- Found out that my grandfather was a radar technician in the Army Air Force (AAF).

- One of my sisters had her first baby!!

- Got invited to go on tour with Tootsie the Musical.

- Jameson got kidney stones.
- Jameson directed a production of Head Over Heels.
- Jameson directed a production of RENT.
- Celebrated eight years with my Jameson!!

- Went to Universal's Haunted Horror Nights for the first time.
- Parents contracted covid.
- Dad passed away of covid-related complications.
- Helped plan a funeral for the first time.

- Signed the wall at the Dr. Phillips Center after performing there.

- Started a TikTok.
- First full-time work as a musician since before the pandemic started.
- Met lots of amazing people on tour and in life 🙂

These are just some of the things that I experienced for better or worse.
A sample of 1/37th of my time on earth so far.
All I can say is, yes there were certain things that made this a terrible year.
But there were other things that were good, and should be appreciated.

(Also, can you see why I choose not to have kids?? Could I have done ANY of the good stuff if I'd had children??)

For 2022, in addtion to doing my best to "just get through it", I will try to keep my chin up for myself and the people around me.
I'll try to be less negative, and more empathetic.
But I AM still going to be pretty selfish.
Because life is very, very short.

I mean, I haven't even tried BLACK sapote yet.
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On Friday night we went to Jameson's company party at Universal Orlando!



We've both been to Universal at various times of year, but getting to go for a company party is always a special treat because NO CROWDS. NO LINES. FREE FOOD. Yes, a good time was had :)

After getting our wristbands we went in search of dinner and found that our favorite restaurant, Cowfish, had a TWO HOUR wait. Yikes! Should have made reservations, but neither of us thought it would be THAT bad. So instead we tried BreadBox, which was just a sandwich place in the food court. It was still tasty, and I was glad to be a smidgen healthy about my food before the night got underway.

We made our way back into the park and began exploring. First we did "The Bourne Stuntacular". Jameson insisted, not because he cares about the plot or the franchise (White Guy Blows Stuff Up And Gets Away With It) but because this show incorporates absolutely mind-blowing technology. You guys, it was so amazing it's hard to describe. It's a mix of real people and props, digital people and props, ultra hi-def digital projection, and incredible (though not quite yet seamless) transitions from live action to digital renderings.

You can find a whole bootleg of the show online, but it's meant to be immersive so you're not going to get the full experience with a YouTube video. If you are at Universal, really, don't miss this show. You don't have to know squat about the plot or the movies. Go for the mind-blowing tech. This behind-the-scenes video covers some of the magic.



Next we wandered a bit, eventually finding ourselves in Diagon Alley where there was NO LINE for butterbeer AND it was FREE.
Holy cow!!

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**Disclaimer: The content of this post reflects my own personal views, opinions, and experiences.
This post does NOT express the views or opinions of my employer.**

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The venue: National Theatre



(stock photos)

Covid Tests to Date: 25

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TL;DR: A slapdash TikTok summarizing the week in DC.

TikTok by @tromboneontour


For the past week I have been home visiting family and trying to help with my dad's funeral.
As you can imagine that took up a lot of time and energy for all of us, and so I didn't keep up with happenings on the tour while they were in Baltimore. But according to all sources my substitute trombonist did well, and there were no problems, just a regular week. Yay!

Being home was difficult. Not only because we were mourning my dad's passing, but also because so many in our hometown are STILL not vaccinated, and still seem to believe that covid-related deaths have nothing to do with them or their choices. It was very frustrating, especially since a lot of these folks are good friends who I've known since I was a toddler, and they are people that I care about and wish would take these incredibly minor steps to protect themselves.

As the daughter of someone who refused to vaccinate and is now dead because of that decision: if you are unvaccinated, please reconsider vaccinating. Everyone has their own reasons for not doing so, so I'm not sure what each person might need to hear in order to rethink this. But if you need to talk about it with someone, absolutely message me any time. Maybe there actually is a good reason for you personally to vaccinate. Or if someone in your life has not yet vaccinated, and has no medical reason for not doing so, please continue to respectfully offer information and perspective to that person. I would really, really hate for anyone else to have to go through what my family is going through right now (although I know a lot of people have already).

Thank you for considering, and again, please reach out if this is something you'd like to talk about.


Here are a few pictures of myself with my sisters' kids.
I'm never having kids, can't stand 'em, but it was nice to have a little time and see how much they've grown over the past two years!





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After the service was over I traveled back to Baltimore, returned my rental car, and checked in to a hotel.
The next morning I dragged my luggage to the lobby of the tour's hotel, where Erin (our Covid Safety Officer) was waiting with a rapid test for me. We sat and waited while it processed, and eventually it showed a red line for negative. Now I could safely get on the bus and ride with everyone to Washington DC!

The ride was short, only an hour, and we got there at noon.
Surprisingly the hotel was ready for us that early. It was also a very nice hotel, modern and clean, with a microwave and minifridge in each room. It's amazing what a difference these two appliances can make convenience-wise!

I dumped my luggage and took a walk to the nearest grocery, which this week happens to be Whole Paycheck*ahem* I mean, Whole Foods.
Oh, Whole Foods during the holidays!
So many temptations. Holiday themed products, unique and inviting pastries, so much fresh delicious produce!
I got all of my usual suspects: eggs, yogurt, chicken, veggies, fruit, water, plant milk, and replenished some nonperishables. I also found my local bread for the week in the form of a rye teff rustic loaf from Bread Furst.

This was kind of cheating...Bread Furst was over three miles away, and I didn't want to walk all the way there and back :P But Whole Foods often carries locally-baked breads, so I lucked out! According to the bakery's website, teff is an ancient grain that is gluten free, and it's also the smallest grain in the world. It has a sweet and complex flavor like molasses or dark chocolate. The loaf was indeed very dark, and also flatter than other loaves I've had, probably due to a lower gluten content. The crumb was tighter too, but it was still very delicious bread, slightly bitter in the crust with a sweet middle. This will be very enjoyable to eat :)




Friendly reminder that when I buy a loaf of bread each week, that is pretty much my main carbohydrate for the entire week, almost all 18 meals. That is how I'm able to get through a loaf of bread in a week. I'm not sitting over here munching on a whole loaf in one sitting, lol.

Anyway, because there are always exciting new things to discover at Whole Foods, I also got an ume plum soda (which was fantastic), a jar of pomegranate beet soup (intriguing!), and a bar of pine-and-berry scented holiday soap! I'm out of soap this week anyway, and who doesn't want to smell like a Christmas tree ;)



Back at the hotel I put everything away. It's always satisfying to see the fridge stocked for a week of shows.
Then I walked to what was supposed to be a nearby Christmas market but it was closed so the vendors could restock. So instead I picked up some pork bao buns to have for dinner later. DC has an incredible Chinatown, and I intend to have a few delicious Asian meals before we leave!



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Tuesday.

Could hardly sleep.
After breakfast and fancy siphon coffee, started the bagel dough.
This time I was careful to measure out a QUARTER of the dough for raisin bagels!



Most of these will go in the freezer for Jameson and his dad to enjoy in mid-October.
I'm taking one with me to the airport tomorrow, though.

When the bagels were done I cleaned up, ate lunch, and REALLY packed ALL of my stuff except for the backpack stuff.
When I was finished I weighed my large suitcase: 40 pounds! Excellent!
I added one more "nice" outfit, a sweater, and my tortilla blanket. I mean why not. Once the trombone mutes are out of my suitcase I'll have SO MUCH ROOM. Plus ten pounds of leeway apparently!

While checking my luggage I realized that each of my luggage tags had a different address on them! LOL!
One was for Feld Entertainment/Ringling, one was for my parents' house, and the other was our old address in Orlando.
So, time for a final Target run. In addition to new luggage tags I got an extra stick of deodorant, a new hairbrush, a few extra pairs of underwear, some body wash for the guest bathroom, some of the spices I'd used the last of, and a mopey-looking Eeyore keychain to hold my car key (I don't have a spare key, Jameson will need to keep it). Back home I put everything away, then cleaned up the guest bedroom and started a final load of laundry.

Final this, final that. This is so weird. We haven't had a moment to think about anything, it seems, and now suddenly a tsunami of emotion is crashing down. This whole time I've been kind of in disbelief that this is actually happening. It is still unbelievable to me that someone would ask me to go out on tour again. I've been practicing and obviously taking it all very seriously, but part of me continued to suspect that I must be dreaming all of this up. Well today it feels very real.

The hardest part is upon us. The part where we have to say goodbye to each other for a long time.
I hate it SO MUCH. I wish with everything in me that he could come with me.
Yet he's doing extremely important stuff, too. Jameson is the reason we have a beautiful house to live in. His hard work has supported both of us ever since the circus closed. And he's got goals and dreams that he needs to solidify for himself, as well.

Personally, I'm trying to see this time apart as at least somewhat good. Maybe Jameson will be able to REALLY focus on himself (I mean, once all this kidney stone business is finally passed. PASSED, get it? C'mon, I gotta try to stay positive here!).
He hasn't been very satisfied with his work lately, and I'm hoping he can find a new creative outlet, or some new prospects, or something to really ignite his passion and enjoyment. It's been such a rough year for him...I just want him to find some joy, and peace, and fun.

But there are still hurdles ahead. After dinner the urologist called; Jameson's surgery is scheduled for Friday 10/8. We don't know what time yet. I'll be in rehearsals all day, but you can bet I'll be obsessively checking my phone. He already has someone to take care of him for the day of and the day after, and I have their contact info, and I will harrass them. Still, Jameson is certainly nervous and afraid. I absolutely would be. And I would want my Person around.

Fuuuuuuuuuuu.

Tonight Jameson had RENT rehearsal, so I had the house to myself. Before he left he watched as I watered the plants since he'll be the one doing it soon (not like it requires instruction) and I think i saw a little emotion on his face. It's sinking in for both of us, suddenly, tonight.

While he was out I folded my laundry, took a final shower (there's that "final" again), took photos of my covid vaccination card, uploaded my covid test results (negative), scrubbed the stovetop, made myself a cup of tea, and tried not to get emotional.

Tomorrow around 11 we will load up the car with my luggage, and Jameson will drive me to the airport.

Thus our solo adventures will begin.
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Sunday. 24 hours until Jameson can FINALLY be seen for his kidney stones.

I haven't been able to sleep any later than 8:30 for this entire week.
That's still a lot more sleep than I'm used to enjoying, though!

After breakfast I make bagel dough, and this time I remembered to separate out a third of the dough for cinnamon raisin bagels.
(Wait, did I say a third? Uh oh.)
As the dough rose I mopped the tile in the kitchen and dining room, and watched a little gaming YouTube with Jameson.

I also got a great email update on my music for the show: the edits for the tenor parts are correct, and I do NOT need to bring the harmon mute (but at this point I'm bringing it anyway because now I feel bad about it.) I wrote back to thank the music director who sent the info, then updated my ipad to reflect the changes.

By that time the dough was about risen, so I punched it down and shaped it into eight little balls.

Or, I tried to shape it into eight little balls. This was a recipe for eight bagels. Why on earth did I separate out a THIRD of the dough for cinnamon raisin? It should have been a quarter, to get TWO bagels. Always gotta mess something up, don't I!

Well anyway, I ended up with seven bagels and a bagel mini-bun.
I was really careful this time to ignore the recipe any time it said, "Let rest for 10 minutes", because the problem last time was that I took too long to shape the dough, and I also handled the dough too much. Resolved not to make those mistakes again, started shaping the bagels right after the last dough ball was made.

Then I boiled the bagels in hot water and barley malt for one minute per side, brushed them with an egg wash, and added some toppings (no Everything seasoning this time because Jameson doesn't like everything bagels and these are technically for him and his dad.) Into the oven four at a time for 25 minutes.

They turned out WAY better than last time.



I don't know if you remember, but my cinnamon raisin bagels had stuck to the pan and were ruined last time.
This time they're damn near perfect.



Here's a reminder of my sesame bagels from my first attempt. Notice how flat and wrinkled it is.


...compared to today's attempt.


If you can't tell, I'm very pleased. I cut into the mini bagel-bun to taste, and the dough is lovely, the crust is chewy and perfect.
I really don't think they could have been much better. What a nice final bake before going out on tour!

After lunch I ran to Target for some cleaning supplies, want to make sure Jameson is well-supplied after I'm gone.
Plus, Target has the vampire Hershey Kisses I've been looking for! And black-and-orange-filled Junior Mints, too.

Back home I typed this up and practiced trombone for a bit while Jameson watched a Pink Floyd concert.
For dinner we had leftovers and just hung out.
It still feels weird to not be "doing" anything.

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Monday.

48 hours until I fly to Buffalo.
And time for Jameson's urologist appointment.

We both got up early, nervous. I ate breakfast and tried to distract myself with writing a letter to my grandparents, freezing some of the bagels, and making another packing TikTok:

TikTok by @tromboneontour


Part two:
TikTok by @tromboneontour


This was a two-parter because with only 48 hours left and the uncertainty of what will happen with Jameson, I am trying to wrap it up with these videos. Plus packing is just BORING. Certainly what people really want to see is all the stuff that will happen once I'm actually out there!

A little before noon I drove to a nearby CVS for my required covid test.
I waited in line for over twenty minutes, and was really stressed out because all of the testing notifications had said very clearly that you have to show up within 10 minutes of your test or it's CANCELLED. But once I got to the front, they didn't seem put out by the fact that I was late. I was given a bag with a swab, which I shoved up each nostril for fifteen seconds before dropping it into a vial with some fluid and screwing the cap on. Then I wiped everything down with some provided sani-wipes, and dropped my sample into a drop box. Done.

A 20-minute wait for a 3-minute process. 'Murica.

While I was doing that, Jameson was waiting nervously in his car for his appointment to start.
I was nervous for him, so when I got home immediately after eating lunch I got to work burning some of that nervous energy by cleaning the bathrooms, weeding around the house, and uploading my TikTok videos to other social media sites.

By the time Jameson messaged to say he'd gotten into an exam room, it was 90 minutes later and I was finished with all of my chores. There had been some confusion, and he'd been left waiting in his car for that ENTIRE TIME.

Have I mentioned that I HATE our healthcare system?

Regardless, he was still being seen finally, and we're both extremely grateful for that.
I was finishing up weeding at the back of the house when Jameson messaged to say they'd pulled the catheter out, pumped him with like 250g of fluid, and he'd peed it all back out, the smaller kidney stone coming with it. Yay!

But there's still one more stone in there.
So he's going to have to have surgery to get it out.
A week from now, when I'll be in the middle of rehearsals.
They're going to go up his "pee hole" with a camera and a laser. Use the camera to find the stone, use the laser to blast it. And then, hopefully, please God please, this will finally be done. I thought kidney stones were a thing that got resolved in a few days. This is now going to be at least a two week process.

Thankfully Jameson has a lot of great friends. They are going to coordinate rides for him on the day of his surgery, and keep an eye on him for 48 hours afterward. And they will keep me in the loop (or else!). I really, really hope everything goes well. I can't begin to tell you how much it upsets me that I won't be here on the day of his surgery, just to f---ing BE HERE. This is, like, the reason for being in relationships: to be there for the other person when they need you most. It makes me feel sick and ashamed to know that I'll be hundreds of miles away.

Yes, I know it's "ok" and it "happens" and lots of people deal with this same thing all the time. Trust me, at CapTel I listened in on phone conversations regarding situations like this on a daily basis, so I know it's very common. I'll get over it. Just right now, this is how I feel about it.

Jameson came home, we ordered pizza and did absolutely nothing. We've both been so tense with waiting and worrying; finally there's a solution being presented, and an end in sight.

Tomorrow is my last full day at home. Now that we know (or hope) that Jameson won't be admitted, I plan to make another batch of bagels, finish packing, do one last load of laundry, run through the show one more time...and then, not sure what I'll do after that. Jameson has RENT rehearsal at night, so maybe I'll go for a walk.

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